when i saw HIM

HIM!!
in heart, i miss you, still cannot forget you!!
tis time saw u, another kind of feel.. some moment i feel we are couple , some moment i feel we are bro and sis!!
but just now.. saw tiok your french post!!
do i wanna get beside u again!!
i know i will suffer..
u din face to faca tell me.. but u had signal me!!
but.. i will accompany u you when u at penang!!
we love each other.. we are family!!
love you as my ex and as my bro!!

sorry msg

to someone!! my fren?? the fren i care?? haiz.. is a ppl i care lah..

i think after you read/saw the 1st line of my blog.. u will say that.. why put fren then ?
the reason i put like tis because.. the friendship between us is blur now..

after sumthing i say..
u treat me as different..
i wan normal.. pls..
i treasure you..
honestly, you are the people bring me so much happiness when i was very down..
december and january is the month i make myself away from HIM...
and this moment.. be fren with u.. and u always bring the fun around us.. i feel happy..

i know u are feel i so annoying.. after tat happens..
but.. tat mean i really care u, cos u are my friend...
sorry, my dear friend..
let's get fun like previous.. ok??
HIGH HIGH HIGH!!

20th day on 2011

20.1.2011..
my worst day at now..
enter hospital..
miss out dance practice.. there will b 2 dance practice on today.. haiz..

sickness is bringing me a lot of trouble..
haiz..
wat can i do.. just stay stronger and jiayu in my stuff..

friendship.. i love it!!

CNY is come near..

Chinese New Year is near..
but i havent buy all the new clothes..
i need to buy shoe lah, bag lah, clothes lah, jeans lah, skirt lah, dress lah.. many many thing lah...

just now i cal rou rou, she gonna leave penang 2mr.. but i really dun hv time go meet her.. even she cal me for a lunch also very hard.. haiz.. feel so sorry to her.. but just now force myself and spend my money to make a call to her.. at least talk to her before she left..
she feel a bit scare to enter UTAR, cos there is a new place for her and new type of life she wanna go through..
just wish her all the best!!

during the call.. she said she wonder why i can very easy and fast to comfort in the new kind of life.. and so active.. she feel now i more more active than before.. but play much als... haiz.. last time got "TITLE" hold on me to do many thing..
my mum really knw me very much.. force me become a Prefect, so i can guai guai.. haha..
but now.. still a playful stupid girl.. haha.. just more behave lah.. if i din, now.. sure cannot enter uni kua.. haha..
thanks mummy.. love you!!

15 Jan is my daddy birthday!! happy birthday, papa.. i love you!! i love you more than i can say and did!!
the coming monday and tuesday.. daddy and mummy wanna go genting.. wuhuu.. small small honeymoon..
kaka..
cos i stay hostel so mummy can go without worry me stay alone at home..
GO GO GO.. i will take good good care for myself!!

oh no.. Taylor Swift... tis is from my oversea fren...

cannot tahan... i wan it als!!

Position

since end of last semester..
after "ne bu" performance, i started feel.. they wanna aim and focus on someone to holding the higher position on dance group!!!
they starting to call me to settle something.. taking care sumthing... involving something als..
and last tueday some signal is point on me!! and i can sure that that is something about me!!
summore after chat with a ppl.. is more sure!!
not i dunwan the "POST", is i knw my afford is onli that level...
i know i will get much more experience and improvement after i hold it!!
but really lazy, tired and a bit bit scare about this position lolz!!

anyway... just finish enjoyed this semester lah!!
Wen Ru fighting!!

busy life!!

Year 1, Semester 2 is already started.. now ady week 2..
next week is start having some tutorial and ko-k als..
tis sem really busy..
my schedule ady full...
assignment, study time, dance performance, dance competition, event, committee, mid-term, entertainment...
all this words is poping up on my mind...
haiz...
sometime it is bring me fun, sense of accomplishment.. and tired... but i must face it, accept it..
say it lucky or influence by me.. ling yi is having same situation with me.. but she not so socialist compare to me..
talking about socialist..
during chat-ing with soey.. we talk about each other.. many other friends say soey is cool and not talking.. but soey respond what can her talk to other that dunno.. and she ask back me.. why i can start talking with a ppl just knw or do not knw..
erm.. i said.. this the world cycle.. this world have a kind of ppl is social other.. another is social by other..
this is the thing i learn at KL!!
dun wait ppl did something for u, u should did something for other then onli other will did something for u!!

tis week is really full, even no time to write blog!!
P/S : now is forcing myself write it.. kaka..

the day stay at hostel... feel ok ko.. cos my time is full with thing/event/meeting/hang out...
now even want go to shopping pun hard to find a time.. haiz..
but luckily i did't not reject my hostel offer.. now really need a lot of time.. even went home pun hard.. haiz..

truthful say.. i feel enjoy and happy have this kind of life, i know sometime i will get crazy and busy... and hard put all afford in study.. but i will do my best!!

fighting Wen Ru!!

truthfully say you are the past!! you are my bro forever!!

why u still care about me?! i start to keep you away but i feel u get more closer to me compare to the past!!
i start to forget you but is hard!!

feel!! i dunwan chun!! cos is make me unhappy sometime!!

suddenly..

my mood suddenly so down!! like dun wan do anything!!
no mood to wrote als!!
just suddenly saw something make me suddenly hopeless and low mood!!

hope that is not true and cheer up, pokok ru!!

快乐的回忆!!

just post some only!!

1.1.11

1st January 2011
1st day of 2011,at the last second of 2010, i get think about u too!!
i saw u post!!
we need to face the true... our love change to another kind of love...
many reason we cannot stand together!! u are my bro 4ever.. miss u als!!
brand new year, brand new life for you and me!!
feel surprise and dunno how.. when i meet u just now.. u really come back for your parent and your sister!!
i really look forward about this!! love you, my frens or my bro!!

luckily last night i was stay together with my dear frens so get fun with frens..
but queensbay de celebration not so seok onli...

just new of the year and i have new life!!
YEAH!! NEW wen ru is born-ing out!!