Woot, is 31 December

Bonjour!!
a silent wake from my bed, because there is no other people in the house!!
damn hungry, I think i wake because I am hungry.
looking for food, only biscuit in the house! OMG! I dunwan, can?
can I have any HOT drinks?? damn needed,stomach is asking on it!
no choice, I need to go boil water first!
oh gosh, the 3 in 1 milo here is expired!! S***, recently damn bad luck!!
luckily, my laptop is recover, recover by my buddy!! a buddy lend me laptop when my lappie sick!!
Thanks her very much!! 
yesterday was damn busy with drive a car i not familiar, talk english for whole day!! woot... 
Really thanks my fren help me a lot when i in this predicament!!
wake up d, hungry die me!! still feel a bit sleepy... >.< lack of sleep yesterday and the day before yesterday!!


woot, today is 31st December?!
should i went out for a countdown?
or just a simple hang out for FUN?
emm... morning is going out, back to Uni...
emm.. how about noon and nite??
any date?
emm... i am lazy to date other...
plan to go watch Sunrise!!
but not pple accompany, some more my sickness body is not allow me to go!!
recently always fall sick!!
just now feel damn cool when i am going to sleep and i guess i had fever too... 
is too bad i dunhv panadol beside me,
thinking to go out buy, but i am very very tired already!!


after a sleep, is much more better...


emmm... just now a had a belated Xmas gift!! awesome!! that is a perfume!!
and had extra gift, yeah!! a box of chocolate, a MP3 player and a little cute perfume!! NICE


my Aunt is so nice, love them!! bring them around today!!
due to aunt dunwan go those temple place..
so bring them to butterfly farm, botanical garden, toy museum, strait quay and eat around!!
btw, 1st time go toy museum... emm... not very like it!! >.<
drive them back to my another aunt house, Kedah!! woot..
drive a long distance!! really tired when i going back!!


a day, 30th December, is over!! 


P/S: Last day of 2011, hope can spend the last hours and first hours with you! even just a silent nite!!

承诺

承诺,
不可以轻易的流泪,
不可以轻易的伤心,

雯茹,加油!
你可以的!!

28.12.2011 开始,只有笑,没有泪...!!

wulalala....
计划如何去倒数2012,即使是一个人在家,但还是约人出去啦...
要去看烟火,好像很久没看了...

上次的流星雨没看应该不会走"shui " 料啦... 流星雨=扫把星?!

雯茹,是时候长大了!!
不能做小孩子,但蛮希望我是你眼中的小女孩... =)

去打 game... 呆在 Facebook 会害死人... emo + take time!!
Game time!!

untitled!!

真爱经的起磨练!!

xmas gift

2011, is the year is gain most many xmas gift!!
gift from relative...
gift exchange in dance group...
gift give by papa...
souvenir gave by relative...

for sure...
i have brought one xmas gift for myself 2day!!
why all ppl post their receive xmas gift one and all couple couple one!!!
so jealous!!
why in 24th or 25th December i din receive any xmas gift one???

at the end, to make myself happy, go buy a gift for myself!!
at 25th nite buy a mask at online, a GOLD CACAO Chocolate mask!!
cost me RM78.. woot!! high price!!

and it sent to my home 2day!! so happy when mummy pass the post to me!!

at least, i receive a xmas gift, although not 25th anymore!!

smile and study!!

26.12.2011

bad day...
whole afternoon gone!!
handphone getting gone....
but if gone.. i cn change phone lolz...
nononono.. i have many important things inside...
luckily, a gud guy.. i call back the phone.. he return me!!
so glad i meet gud guy!!

whole noon do nothing.. just "pengsan"
no ppl know!! so sad!!
cnt get call for help pun!!
feel so sad, when i heard his voice just now!!!
i feel he is far away from me!
everytime i face problem... i need him... but cnt hv it!!
untill mummy call me!!!
mummy say i din pick up call, so come find me!!
at the end she found me!! pick me up!!
wanna bring me go hospital but i dunwan!!
so, go home take sugar!!

mummy not allow me alone at new house anymore!!
mummy not allow me go out alone anymore!!
=(

i want food now!!!
i want sayang sayang!!!

ah lulu...

ah lulu... 看开点lah...

你是有 value 的!!
不要管别人怎样看...!!
gambadet neh...

Merry Merry Christmas... ♥


Feel happy to my junior!!

emmm.. saw my junior married...
really happy to her!! so "xin fu"
she had invite me.. but i cnt attend!!
really feel happy to her!!

Happy Wedding to Denise!!

there is many and many of my fren and junior getting married!!

woo... so XIN FU!!!


when is my turn!! dream 1st lah!!

study finish 1st lah, Ruru!!

平安夜

只愿大家平平安安...
希望会有更幸福的一年...

因为生了小病才会留在家...
这个星期过得有点精神压力...
haiz... 精神和身躯都累坏了...

雯茹,加油!
你不是一个人的!!
















google 一直在变化...
越变越精彩...!!

Winter Solstice

i damn cooling, tired and lonely last might nite...
crazy until 3am sumthing... helpless...
crying nite again!!

i hate helpless feeling....

I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...

i miss my best best gor gor who always taking care on me!! i miss him!!
when u only comeback?!

i need damn much care and love!!

is me...=P


低落的一天

看着手上的成绩,
看着手上的功课,
看着手上的灯光图,
看着手上的音响,
看着一封一封的 email,
看着庆功的计划,
看着内部的流程,
看着化装和发型的分配表,
我还有好多东西要写argh...

等下11pm, 我想去“拿” 快乐... 我很想去玩玩...

文娱,我都快忘了筹委的事了... hahaha...
妮大姐,ah Ben 和 Mr Money 提起我的记忆... hahaha...
慧勤叫我进节目组,因为有她在...LOL =D

haiz... 赶手上的东西先吧...

低落,因为今天很无助... 很 down 的一天...
去那里都是一个人, 连家里也是一个人...

刚才在 McD, 要去厕所都不能去,因为没有人帮我看着电脑...
结果,待了一下就回家了... =.=

Deficiency LOVE

YES!! i am a person who deficiency of LOVE!!
not much things i dare to tell my family...
not much friends i can totally lend me their ear...
not much ppl knowing my true face!!!

Get a boy friend is a good way to have the care, the love and the support from him!!
I need him a lot, cos he will be only one saw me in lowest place, the worst perform....
i looking on this kind of guy...

i just need care and support at the time, i am going down!!!

very sleepy...
even drive als very blur.... =.=

thinking when i can have my 1st X'mas present leh??!! kakaka...

in relationship... =(

recently...
in relationship with him, SPSS

pek chek-ing














ruru freezing with SPSS at library >.<

好像少了什么

最近,生病,受伤,头爆....
也有一点心理不平衡...
好像少了什么....
一个人的刚才下午在房间沉思了一个小时,
真的我最近少了一种感觉!!!
一种可以让我有伴的感觉...
一种爱的感觉...
好像有一点缺乏爱...

有时候,我找不到理解的人...
失去一个依靠的人...

想起以前的我...
我以前跟现在,基本上面对不同的情况...
现在的我
会慌,会怕,会想被支持,被肯定....

我在很多时候想找人听我的诉苦,我却怕...

不会释放压力的我,最近一直在逃避...
以前的我应该不会逃避...

这个学期,
我做了很多最差的表现...
我明年还会被她们看上眼,还是会不管呢?!

考试要到了...
不要参筹委吧,把功课啦上先...
finance pop quiz 死翘翘
那天的  BM karangan 没眼看...

不要放这么多时间在活动料吧...

从星期日晚上起,我都很渴望有一颗 panadol 在我眼前,每次都忘记去买... 痛到不能睡... =(
刚刚我又受了伤,又黑青料... =(


需要时间平衡我的心灵...
现在真的很不平衡...
我只能回家关在房间里一个人寻找自己的中心点!!!
好想做一些事但不能,我室友有在... 如果她看到后会吓倒...
好想念我的好朋友,我很多东西想要跟她讲...

有一件事也不知道要怎样向他开口,可能他会介意,是否要问他同意还是不同意让我去...
可能他一点都不在意,我和他... 过了再讲吧!!

=( 我可能不是排前三位...

累垮了

一人分身要顾东也要顾西...
我疯了...

牙好痛...
背好痛...

无法入眠... 救命啊!!

功课没有做!
稿没背ko....

arghhh.... ='''(

dec nite

a nite with milk...
i damn request on milk every morning and night...
recently, no mood to eat.. just wish to drink milk!!

一种失败的感觉

最近,觉得自己很失败!!
考试,考不好...
assignment, 赶到要熬很多夜...
presentation, 我自己在这次的 presentation 真的做到很不好...
舞蹈组,我没有很多时间可以去处理...
内部,没教舞也忙到要命...

我快要不能了...

那个 presentation 后我很 down... very very down!!

how stupid am i?!
i did it very bad!! i did wrong estimation!!
i use most of the time for other things..
i ignore this presentation...
i look easy on this presentation...
i am so worst!!

DOWN DOWN!!

this 2 days, nothing can make me smile from my deep heart!!
i always thinking, what other teammate think about me!!
should i go to know it??
or i prove my best on another assignment!!
i really need to work hard and fast on my BRM assignment!!

but i should prepare my BM!!

so many things i need to worry!!!
i very very very very scare!!

i cannot put so many time on dance group anymore!!

i ady skip many class... use up many time for activities ady!!
i need to run with time...

how i can run faster than it??
i need support!!
i need a strong support!!

i am so scare!! the pressure i cnt release...
my dear "FRIEND" please don give me pressure anymore!! can??
i dunno always run always on you to avoid the pressure you give!!
you are the one always let me feel so pressure!!
tis sem,50% of pressure is giving by you!!

ARGHHHH.... pls dun let me hate you!!!

学习

学怎样做人,做事,做朋友,做交谈,做思考... 还有,学习功课...
很累,睡到多还是累...
现在有要倒下的预兆...
还要参活动?
还要忙?
还要准备考试...
还要准备 presentation & 做 assignment....

arghh... 累... 我快平衡不来了!!

11月27日

好累的一个晚上,今天没做到什么,只是写了3个灯光图,好累哦...
还有一个两首歌的灯光图还没写,等下要做料咯...
那个连歌都还没cut  呢... 累
有一点比教舞还累neh...
刚才写第3个时,头脑都 lack 到要爆掉... arghhhh

我的 presentation script 还没写啊...
明天一定要死出来...
幸好星期一没有课不然我很多功课很多还没做arghhhh....

就连 padini sale 都没有时间去,明天最后一天了..
希望可以买到一些衣服啦... pray!!!


others AGREE on me too...

wu...
unexpected, there are someone agree with the pressure i get from HER!!
feel gud!! cos i saw agreeable!!

nice saturday!!
although it is a tired day!!

thanks dear, thanks friends!!

24/25

很累的夜晚,
疼痛的腰;
最近,
好像开始平密的痛。
今晚,
有一点辛苦,
要睡也很难,
所以,
选择赶 assignment 好了,
肚子朝地着 key-in data,
还真累。
没办法,
我已经吃了 2颗止痛药...
不想再吃第三颗...
忍着啦!
等一下会有解决的办法!!

我的影子

影子,只有那一个颜色;没表情,为它加上;这是我的影子,永远它都跟着我;在光线下,它都会在我身边...
影子,形影不离,它不会离开我,我离不开它....
爱你!

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低落... 很累.... 很累....
快撑不住了....

What Can I do??

from my 1 years old until now i only worry on a few things on my family b4!!
1.my dad accident
2.my mum heavy sick
3.my brother accident
4.the things happens now!!

this thing is the 1st time happens on my family!!
and the 1st time i face on this thing!

worry, i very very worry!!
mun pretend nothing... but she act like that i some more worry!!

last nite, go back home study!! see no ppl in the house, thinking mummy going to help daddy!!
but...
when 1am something, i heard 2 motor sounds, 1st one i dunno, 2nd is mum!!
than after that, i saw my dad van is not drove by daddy!!
i starting worry!!
asking mum, she said later she tell me!!
worry some more!!

thinking back the time!!
when this thing happen, i at Gurney Plaza.. but the thing happen is near to me... just outside...
i dunno, i cnt do anything...
many of ppls come tel mummy not to worry so much... after 1 nite should be OK!!
but there are still 1 or 2 ppls said would settle so fast, at least need 2-3 days...
why at this moment, the ppls say like that??

mummy tel me it can settle by a number of money!! call me dun worry!!
i really how to respond to mum, when she said tat!!
i feel that she will more worry than I!!
WHAT can I do???

44 days left...

还有 44 天就是新的一年了...
2012 年,这年的农历新年也很早,差不多大学大考后就是了...
想着,想着,我还没为新年买新衣呢... 要计划一下了!!
要拿定期的钱出来用了... 这个 SEM 花了很多钱料...
haiz.. 如果明天是世界末日,但那些钱都没花,也蛮浪费.. haha
考虑着换手机,应该吗? 但是也应该只能换 samsung galaxy Ace 罢了...
但是,它能耐久吗? 会不会很快就退流行了?
haiz... 再看啦...

44 天不长也不是很短...

wuuu... 文娱筹委也要成立了...
成立到吗?
欣妮有问我要参与吗?
我是有想过一定要参一次的筹委... 但也想表演,希望可以上每次的文娱舞台... =.=
看欣妮有没有参先啦...
也看看谁来担任文娱主席啦...

星期五要去第一次的物理治疗了...
有一点害怕...
但是我不想一直吃止痛药... 不要!!
我也不想再医院过夜了... 一个人在那很孤单啦...
希望快点好,爸妈也不用再花这么多的钱...

很多压力,
很多顾虑,
很多烦恼,
很多想象,
很多担心,
很多害怕,
很多想做的东西,
很多等着我去完成的东西....

最开心的是一起笑的时候... 开心大笑,我最最想时常要的东西!!


push-iest Novemeber

why i say push-iest?? because the pressure is pushing no stop, even it make me feel suffering sometime!
i may be should not put (-iest) it may not the suffer month, but compare to previously, those activity is grab 95% of mine and now activity grab 50% of mine! BUT, the study is needed 100% of mine!!
argh...
this week really make me cannot breath.
The pressure presentation, the teacher so nitpick on every single we show or speak, suddenly is feel my BM is very worst, really feel down on this subject, i need to catch up as fast as i can or even cannot.

Not only that, rushing assignment and the tutorial exercise, on this assignment i really feel very pressure from one of my friend! She really make me crazy sometime, keep on mention those assignment and study she need to do, then me does not free than you at all, OK?
I am busy than you, OK?
sometime i really wanna run away from she, because she keep make me pressure!
even a small stuff of things she still need double, sometime triple confirm!!
the pressure she gave not only making me pressure, the people beside me also get pressure indirectly.
arghh...

the ko-k assignment, from 0 pressure until she make me pressure with it.. she keep on asking why and how... i wanna FISH U ady!! arghhhhh
i DARE to say later u meet me, u sure saying later ko-k writing test donno how liao... I damn DARE she will said!

the SHIT mid-term test result, damn it!! get B only!! not study so detail and sick!
and the attitude of SHE during exam!! FISH it!!

thinking back the presentation assignment and the tutorial she only do the part she get call, somehow she always showing the things she need to do is too many in front of me, than i voice out!! but actually she din not do tat much, because i dislike to see that reaction so i will go do by me!! suffering myself!! stupid WenRu

I damn the pressure by HER!! DAMN it...

in good words, she is too care herself....
in sound bad words, she is selfish...


Beside, the pressure on activity!! the commitment!! i have limited time to handle and even learn dance!!
Next week, mid-term test again!!

2 presentation
1 group assignment
1 individual assignment
1 mid-term test
1 practical test
is OVER

tis week left the ko-k test....

there still many thing waiting on me to complete!! ARGHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh....
Please someone SAVE me!!

11.11.11

i love you, babee!!

silent nitez

is a silent nite here!!
i miss my mummy...
no choice.. i have to stay myself...
hope i can go back 2mr...

10th Nov

u lala...
study and do assignment until 4smth am, nearly 5am..
sleep a while.. and 8am wake by my mun...
calling go check-up on my bone...
miss the 1st appointment.. this is the 2nd time..
spend me whole morning until noon 2smth
back home and change clothes to play badminton at USM..

while waiting report, quite nervous and scare...
the x-ray show that my bone have move a little bit...
he say luckily i alert and come early.. if not, it will be worst...
just the pain make me uncomfortable...
now...
no medicine...
just physiotherapy every 2 week...

gambadet... hope well soon!!

luckily, Dr din mention anything to pay attention...
all things i can eat.. =)


You are apple of my eye

You are apple of my eye is a HOT movie at this moment...
but this story i read it 1 years pass ago...
is a story i cnt forget...
actually my 1st time read tis book is when i study form 5...
a book from my cousin in-law...
so.. tis book i read many time ady...
i started read his book after i read "you are apple of my eye"
but tis name is build up bcos of this movie...
for me, i feel the movie is nice... got the feel in the book..
but i like the detail in the book..
if all the detail can act it out.. tat will be awesome...
i just dislike the environment when i watching the movie..
the ppl sit beside is making noise... feel annoy
even when the movie is going on.. the voice of them still pop-ing up..
dislike it...
haiz... no choice... wait to download the movie and watch it again lah...
*-*


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意外,是你人生的一部分,它要来的时候,你躲也躲不掉...

某拉拉

某拉拉...
update 回好友的事...
好友们要约我出去,但我没空.. full booked 料..
只好一个一个约她们咯...
刚刚跟其中一个好友,也是我的好姐妹...
跟她聊了一阵..
才知道她与他的恋情结束了...
她开始的快,结束也快.....
haiz...
对她的第一次,就这样结束了...
要请她一顿饭料啦...
加油,好友....

stresssss

stress from homework...
stress from assignment...
stress from responsible...
stress from friends...
stress from someone...
stress from parent...
stress to do many things...
an addition = an addition of worry...
an addition of homework dunno = an addition of time to study
an addition chapter dunno = an addition of study
an addition class skip-ed = an addition of stress added
an addition of day coming = an addition of stress added
an addition of word mention of work = an addition of stress added
an addition of bad temper voice out = an addition of stress added
an addition of stress added = an addition of sickness
an addition of stress added = an addition of bad dream happens
an addition of stress added = an addition of tear drop

once days... tears will drop on the guitar...

caring, far and far from me...
stress, near and near to me...
warm, cold and cold to me...
tears, more and more for me...
sweet dream, long and long ago disappear from me...
scare, more and more and more....

i scare it, i cry it.... i lost my smile...
i need caring... i need fun... i need a big hug... a big care...
i need a person who always be me in my world...
i need a MAN!!

低落时

为什么在我最低落的时候,我都是一个人...
为什么
为什么

在我最需要关心的时候,都是孤独的!!

我很不爽!!

白羊的羊儿最讨厌孤单!!

arghhhhhh

心里的谱

我们心里都应该自己有个谱...
应该把眼前应该做的事先做完...
有得必有失...

白羊座的个性,不喜欢解释...改到我解释为了大家明白的自己... 到现在我有开始讨厌解释...
对自己说,有人问才解释...

再对自己说:
眼泪再怎样忍不住,也要忍到最后,不可以再这么容易留下...
即使,没有人懂你的心情,眼泪及难过,眼泪还是要忍着....
尽量找出心里的快乐...
为自己加油,尽管只有你一个人!!
加油,雯茹!!
加油!加油!加油!要加油!一定要加油!!
杨雯茹加油!!!



很想念你的加油........

POPcorn

POPCORN!!
home-made popcorn...
the sweatiest  popcorn i have...
not because it is sweet..
that is because u make it sweet!!
thanks dear!!
i love it...
i miss the popcorn u make yesterday...

i miss it!!
i wish i will eat it again and again!!

Hate that!!

hate the ppl only know to order...
hate the ppl only do speak, work nothing....
hate the ppl only say, but is say useless thing...
hate the ppl only think to easy themself, ignore order...
hate the ppl only do in front, do nothing at the back...
hate the ppl always say many reason form them self...
hate to work wif tis kind of ppl..

be fren, CAN
be fun, CAN
be partner, SORRY
be work, SORRY too

Santorini

Santorini 爱情海
a nite u owe me...
a nite i love it..
a nite be wif you..
a nite i need u...
a nite u care me...

a nice restaurant...
a nice dinner...
a nice time...
be with you!!




双重伤心

痛上加痛...
谁可以明白...?
谁可以救我....?
我要的我得不到....

feel down

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终於你身影 消失在人海尽头 才发现 笑著哭 最痛

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛 

what should i do?

tis question is pop-up my mind recently...
i asking myself wat should i do...
which way should i walk...

i really.. more dislike and dislike the situation i m now...
tis tat my problem??
i dun think so..
on another activity... i work very happy but tis.. i not so...
even when i on another activity.. i m work hard to promote tis activity..
i dun think they understand wat i did for tis...

i really not feeling happy from tis...

the words from her i pop-ing up on my mind too...
wat should i do..
i be a free women?!
it is better...
tis semester i face a lot assignment...
i damn crazy..
is tat my ability low??
or.. i not suit to tis??
by the way..
i really dislike the method of management at here...
form wat i knw more..
the more i knw.. the more i dislike..
planing to be free women and sending letter..

btw.. rush my assignment 1st...
damn it... the most complicated society i meet in my current life...

i love to joint it...
i damn to manage it...
although i had manage experience before and now...
the problem is not the problem had to face.. problem is the mind or heart of the ppl and the management style...
thinking a way to make myself happy.. pls some way or suggest to me!!

outside topic...
i think she is dislike me...
i try to get closer to her...
but her firewall really damn high...
dislike bcos myself? or bcos someone??

i wanna enjoy my life...
even working, i dun think the working life is worse than now...
but i wanna colorful my Uni life with smile.. not tis kind...  damn it..

Black Green



爱与不爱

我快疯了...
我可以逃避吗?
我可以拒绝吗?
刚刚真的想行动当她讲出那句话...
我累坏自己了...
我不喜欢这个感觉,这个环境...
我越来越不喜欢...
到底我还爱吗?
爱与不爱...
赶功课赶到疯了...

八字不和


气死我...
我又中 “黑青” 了...
这个宿舍跟我的八字真的很不和...
这个 SEM 开学到现在中了不少...
刚刚又撞到脸... 痛死我...
差点要晕倒, 因为我正要去煮面...
一个人对着电脑吃面.... >.<

再加上刚才Ko-k 我的手意外坳到手指....
=(

痛!痛!痛! 

Brother shooting day

ooo...
my brother, gor gor..
is going to have his convocation on the coming tuesday...
yesterday nite wait my bro until 11.30 pm plusss...
my bro onli reach Penang from KL!!!
woo..
family is decide to take photo with brother....
actually is i suggest to do so...
emm..
take for my bro convo memory..
and
for our family memory too..

there is till a few year for my turn...
emmm... nice shooting... take me around 2 hours for shooting...
XD



Love UU

哈哈!
忙ar 忙....
终于有一点空档去看戏了...
haha...
13.10.2011 星期四
11.45 pm
看一部13/10 刚上映的新戏!!

夏日乐悠悠 Love UU


第一次有包场看电影的感觉...
整部电影开始到结束.. 只有我们..
看整个 hall 没有其他人...
有点怪怪的感觉...
有人还预感这部戏可能不太好看...
哈哈...
这部电影不会很好看,但是蛮感人...
景蛮美...
另我深刻的台词只有一个...
“戴还是不戴”
哈哈...
can say is a nice movie..




Thanks Dear... ^.^


为什么?? 我不想要...
心很痛...
11.10.2011
这一晚我不开心....
哭出来好了....

烦

很多人往往烦是为爱情烦...
但是,我不是...
忙 ar 忙...
你可以讲“我现在没有在学校” or “我有事情忙” 就不用理会 那些琐事吗?
虽然,我理解迎新在干什么,但是,我不是你们的捷径...

你一句:":我很忙!" 就可以不用管.... 那我呢?????
我很累了...
想起前几天... 在做展览排版时,舞蹈组只有3个人来briefing... 一个因为朋友突然 accident 离开,但她帮忙那舞蹈组的展览板来... 另一个,把briefing 大略听完,有事先回... 最后,剩下我一个...
一个人解释什么是舞蹈组给大家听... 一个人排版.... 一个人想办法如何处理舞蹈组展览板的问题... 在我手上没有资源之下东借西借之下解决展览板的问题...
没有颜色纸,幸好展览负责人的帮助... 谢谢Jeada!!
没有 marker pen,到处去借... 谢谢 Yen Theng 还有 编辑组的朋友...
没有钉书机, 也是到处找认识的朋友借...
一个人把舞蹈组的展览板整理好...
看到别的小组的组委们,我感到很无助... 真的很谢谢那些迎新的朋友的帮忙...
也谢谢欣妮的小鼓励...
得到别的小组的鼓励我应该高兴还是伤心??

独自低落,伤心时,为了要把自己的心情调整起来我只能想起别人的称赞和鼓励...
舞蹈组一些老瓜的赞许... 叫我不要放弃舞蹈... “你是有天分的”
这几天,又有听到一些人的赞许...
芷欣 : 我很喜欢看你跳这些流行舞,好像 kpop 这些... 很好看!
欣妮 : 从内部我就被你吸引着,BS 那首个-Jiggy, 就只是注意着你...
丽群 : 很多人都讲你跳舞很美.... 加油ya...

我只能想这些把我的心情挑回来... 告诉自己: 因为我爱跳舞,所以我必须把舞蹈组搞好,其他的算了罢... 见机行事la....

这几天,我有差点要倒下... 忙舞蹈组,忙迎新,差点忽略课业还有 assignment...
这个 SEM sangat sangat heavy...
星期六,真的有倒下了... 到在某人的肩膀...
这个时候,我不能要求他太多...
每次一直想应不应该向他倾诉...毕竟他也在忙... 会烦到他...
但是,我支持不住是就想找他....
其实,我也给他的也不多,给舞蹈组太多了...
要好好分配我自己...

为了要接近新生,宣传迎新,宣传舞蹈组... 我自己都尽力参与所有迎新活动...
尤其,为了舞蹈组... 还去演一小段的戏... 跳很多舞和表演... 累!!
Memory 都 overload 了...

最近,我也忽略朋友了...
朋友约我吃饭,喝茶都没有时间...
校内,校外的朋友,不好意思...

忙完迎新,可以让我把自己退一小步吗??
我要对自己负责任... 把自己的学业搞好...

P/S : 眼睛有红红肿肿了....

今天淋到雨,头一直在微痛... 千万不要在这个时候生病...

在迎新我不算累,总务是我的责任,我的工作...
在舞蹈组我累了,我已经做多过我的本分... 我尽力我的全力了... 你们没空?我都尽我全力顶了... 我能做的就做... 尽管是一个人去做...
在功课,assignment 上,我对不起自己...  assignmentmate sorry!! i will try my best to make my best assignment!!

Fighting WenRu!!

sleep tight!! although havent finish my work and homework... sleep 1st cos later 8.30am i need to wake up ady!!

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我快傻了!
我快疯了!
我快崩溃了!
搬回来宿舍后,都没有时间回家,回家也没有在家过夜就回来...
快累坏了...
自己要更照顾自己... 自己打理自己的大小事...

每晚都在忙,不是练舞就是会议
白天也要忙课业的事,忙总务的事...
差一点都忘了买课本...
与课本好像距离越来越远...
haiz...
还要忙着抢 tutorial, 抢 assignment-mate!! 烦
这个 SEM 真的很 heavy!!

arghh... 我快分不了身了!
谁可以打救我....

oh gosh... 不要忘记第一次例!!! =(

FUN myself

many stuff going to do...
many thing waiting to slove...

later, Sunday, need to go back home again...
cos i forget about ko-k, need to wear long pants.. need to go back take..
haiz... tired..
today, some of ppl say me black jor..
cnt liao.. i need whitening liao..
plan to go shop for my daily use liao.. gonna buy sun block lotion too..
dance dance dance.. every nite dance...
my schedule is damn full!!
meeting, dance, dance, meeting, dance, performance... sot ki liao lah...

just now before i back usm from home..
i get my sample post...
i wondering wat inside tis...
o.. is a perfume sample...
nice smell..
but just a small bottle..
enjoy it...

22 天了

22 天了,
每天都在忙东忙西... 累坏了...
没有真真切切的休息...
寄某人篱下了几天...
身上背负着很重的包袱...
我几时才可以享受我的娱乐...
真的很想快点把这个sem 过完...

忙迎新..
忙迎新营...
忙迎新夜...
忙表演...
忙学业...
忙上课...
忙例常...

如果我的这个sem 的成绩drop out of 3.00 我下个 SEM 会选择退出舞蹈组...
但是,我不可以把我的成绩搞到那么差... 不可以! 不可以!

忙呀忙!!
真的,如果我是第一,我背负的责任会更重...
但是他们讲我现在做的事都是组长应该做的...
argh...
haiz..
把现在眼前的是做好先吧.... =(

我应该 ,可能,
会在一天倒下来... 倒了,很难起来...
不知道,那一天我倒下时,会不会有一个人在后面扶着我...
希望那时你会扶我一把...!!!

colorless

压力,
无形,无色,无味...
但是,它很辛苦... p/s: 有时候
我爱我做的事...
可是, 现在不是很爽... 甚至很不开心... 不想做...
但是,我不能违背我的责任...
希望我会成功达成,有被承认...

雯茹,加油!
你可以的!!

停一下

从9月1号开始,每天都在忙...
不是迎新,就是舞蹈... 课业都忽略了...
今天上了第一堂课!!
接下来的活动,表演,课业... 压力来了...
如果他不是身在其中,他一定不懂我...
很多时候都告诉再累也要挺着...
现在好累啊...!!
无力了...
tata

9 days

9 days past is really fast..
many things done... many things happens too...
really TIRED!!
no other words i can say!!
the day coming, i wil be 'LAGI' tired!!
time past fast..
thing done success!!
after the camp... i lagi believe.. i need to do more things than the 1st ppl!!
hope got ppl can help me!! and someone is supporting me!!
I need YOU...!!

I love Milk Shake

wu YEAH... i had made myLOVE for myself - Milk Shake =)
i LOVE it!!
taste is nearly McD Milk Shake taste!!
i make 2 bottle of Vanilla Milk Shake today!!
1 bottle cn make in 2 cup, if with ice!!

btw, sumone still request me Strawberry favour..
try to do next time for u lolz.. bluckk...

save money!! make myself!! and fulfill my wish on the spot!! hahah


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你让我又爱又恨!!!
我只有快乐和开心...
不要在让我的泪再流,好吗?
我要,必须把我手上的事情和责任做好...
其他的,我会慢慢经营...
加油吧... 也不可以变得不独立!!!


sweet Macaroon...





who is DANBO

due to i shooting on Danbo, many ppl ask me wat is DANBO!!
let's me show u the answer!!!


who is DANBO?
Danbo is made from cardboard. Azuma Kiyohiko, the writer of Yotsuba, created this character to appear once in the comic. He has unique expressions which has attracted many photographers in the world to make him as the object of their photos. Furthermore, Danbo can be posed easily according to the concept of their photos.



Danbo in Yotsuba Comic

In the Yotsuba comic, Danbo appears in the 5th comic, chapter 28. It is when Ena and Miura got a school project and they made a robot named Danbo. They made it from a cardboard. The idea was to have someone inside the Danbo, which was Miura, to make Danbo speak and move. But to have him move, you had to insert ¥100 and you could click a switch on the right side of his face to make his eyes shine. Yotsuba shocked when they first met in Ena's room, but made friends with him eventually. Yotsuba believed them that Danbo was a robot, without knowing there was Miura inside Danbo.

再一次相遇

still remember i saw newspaper is showing the new book.. and i saw this =)

after i read it.. i looking for the detail.. searching wat inside the book from internet..
at the end.. it just a book talk a book the movie..
wat movie.. 那一年,我们一起追的女孩... 再一次相遇

emm.. waiting to watch the movie..
when it only come to front of my eye?!



睁大眼睛,不然眼泪流下来

在这社会上一直存在着重男轻女的现象,男女不平等的现象...
在我家,只有4位成员,爸,妈,哥 和 我 罢了...
所以有可能会出现重男轻女的现象吧?
我以前没有去在意这些,没有去跟哥哥比较..
但是,从以前到我进大学前,父母都会拿哥哥的成绩来跟我比较...
时常说,为什么哥哥可以,我不能...
我非常不喜欢听到这些话...
在哥哥去了大学,家里就更少人了..
我猜那时我是突然被重视了...
但是我很喜欢哥哥回来的时候,因为那时妈妈不会这么管我了..
现在哥哥读完了,回来的时间长了...
我也看到不一样的家的气氛... (可能我长大了,看观也不一样了..)
哥哥在家不需要自己拿饭,自己拿饮料... 全部都由妈妈帮他准备...
我就不可能,除非我生病或者顺便/刚好跟爸还是哥哥一起吃饭才会不用什么都自己来..
即使哥哥的衣服,妈妈也为他准备... 有一些还是我帮妈妈买给哥哥的咯...
要求零用钱的方式也不一样咯..
妈妈会问哥哥“你还有钱吗?” 要不然就是直接把钱放在他的钱包..
而我,如果需要钱,要自己开口,我往往都要附上理由...
所以,我一个月都只是要求一或两次.. 用自己的钱先啦...

emm... 这是男女的分别对待吗?
我现在不会这样想爸妈是这样..
我会认为他们是认为我懂事和让我自己照顾自己吧... 他们对我很放心?!

因为一些东西刚刚妈妈维护哥哥,说我帮哥哥做不能吗?语气带一点凶..
害我眼泛泪光.....

睁大眼睛,不要哭出来...!!

我也不可以一直以来家人.. 学习自己要更加独立!! 加油!!


心血来潮

emm... 今天早起了... 早安!!
打球天都会令我睡的蛮安稳地...
在寻找早餐的同时,开了电脑逛一逛 FB.. wuhuu...
突然间看到游子吟的 NEWs...
身边蛮多朋友参与..
而我,到最后还是选择不要参与..
有人问我后悔吗? 我说不...
可能在这个圈子会学到不同东西..
但它还是不适合我吧!?!
论唱,我五音没有全到位...
论舞,是胜过唱很多... 但是在那只是伴舞罢了... 舞配合歌,不是歌配舞..
在娱乐圈,歌手卖的不是歌艺就是舞艺...
在游子吟,它卖点是唱不是跳..
可能说,我们可以突破传统把舞放为主..
但这是很难的.. 游子吟一大早就是卖歌艺不是舞艺..
所以在怎样的舞蹈高手也只是 SUB not MAIN!!

加上,自己参与迎新筹委及本身也是组委... 所以很多责任必须啃下来...

我觉得这个决定是对的...
我应该不属于这个舞台吧!!

无论如何,我必须把自己的责任和任务做到最好!!
雯茹,加油!!

got sweat no stress!! =)

badminton badminton!!
it should be my strong sport.. but is few years ago!!
many things make me worst than worst!!
NOW, just play it for FUN!!
haiz... bad bad!!

emm.. mayb can go find other strong sport.. find new sport!! haha!!

need to play badminton often pun lah!!

badminton day!!
sweat out.. stress out too!!
wu sha wu sha!!


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the answer !! =)

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HELLO hatyai!!
2day one nite!!
nice trip...
finally get trip out of malaysia..
everytime go KL, go untill wanna vomit leh!!
nice place... but better pro in thai language liao onli go!!
if not.. all the things hard to work out!!
even anyone say behind u, u also dunno... haha!!
how much also dun understand lagi cham!!
emmm... cn consider take thai as option language... but i prefer korean!!
hehe!!


2day, dad and mum go genting.. just now get call from mum, she told me, dad get sick.. feel cool, i think is fever... haiz..
hope dad get better now.. cos he have to drive back ko... blessing daddy!!
due to HOME alone... (actually not alone lah.. bro here also.. but wait him take care on me?? impossible.. i not need take care him ady thanks liao lolz.. hehe)
so... my dinner is McD.. bought it after finish work!!
as usual, filet-o-fish..
when i eat McD.. i damn miss the Mc pork over hatyai there!!
miss it!! nice!! delicious.. and tat rip and corn pie.. LIKE LIKE!!
nice trip..


back work after holiday..
many work.. 2day damn busy.. busy till 5smth..
2day lunch 30min only... ish...
tired.. cos wake early too...
wish 2mr dun hv tat much work!! keke!!
=)


go out of PENANG

emm...
go kl a few days...
meet up those senior...
i m the smaller and younger among them...
meet up all the voice that i long time din hear..
meet up the laugh tat i miss too...
FUN!!
but tired too....

after all this day...
i had a feel, i dunno wan make my senior disappointed on me!!
but i dunno how to do!!
creative.. grab from my limited brain...
idea.... born from my little brain..
success... done by this small pokok ru....
i donno can it make it or not??
scary too.. cos.. uni is reopen soon...

Free Pen

redeem the STABILO Performer Ballpoint Pen Sample...
hehe.. free pen..
just fil up detail, get the pen!! hehe!!
use it.. cos is it free..
but it quite nice to use!!


最近

最近,我有时很想抱着一个人哭....
问自己为什么哭,我讲不出...
只是觉得哭了就会好起来...
我不知道那泪光为什么会出现...

我在想应该是压力吧...
我不喜欢哭, 我不想哭...
但是,我有时不能控制...

我需要把目前的事情做好先.....

有一霎那我想抱着你哭...

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it's mine

haste whole morning!! finally get my PASSPORT ady!!
emm... sleepy morning busy with this..
haiz... luckily i no need to wait till afternoon!!
1pm is home with PASSPORT liao!!
emm...
Senior is passing all the KL plan to me!!
haiz.. tired with finding information, rate, promotion, buy souvenir to thanks senior provide us stay and study back my rail map from the map and my memory!! faint!!
faint till... i say -->
I AM LAZY TO PACK MY LUGGAGE!!
2mr ka pack liao lah!!
watch movie 1st ^.^
it's mine!!
MINE one!!! belong to me!! =)

recently of me!!
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