No comment on today paper..
But abit emo din receive his SMS...
never give up!! i won't try my best,i just do my best!!
讲不紧张是假的啦..
但,也考这么多次... 也习惯...
还是会紧张!!
等下就考这个学期的第一张!!
加油!!
Relax relax...
IF see u later...
So fast, now ady november!!
After 2 month I gonna start my internship!!
Oh gosh, I left a short period for tis semester only!! I will miss my coursemate very much!!
Haiz!!
I would say my internship offer consider settle down!! Now just wait the offer letter!!
Now is end of the semester break, next week gonna hv 2 mid term test!!
And rushing assignment like hell!!
Aliluya lo!! Really crazy!!
Nw I super busy with study and working!! Aduii
Get fat tis 2 day ady!! No time keep fit pun!!
Karyao la babe!!
My love always be with me!
Cheer and good nite!
Recently getting stress from study,work and my time for love...
I am reserve the time to have love end up with nothing
I need a guy who can make me cheer up without worry and stress.
I feel more down when I see tis..
Start with a excited mood and end with a down mood.. I feel wanna crying today!!
I wanna some care and love.
Even paktor, can I have some?!
I need some?!
I am stress now!
I lost my direction, I need ppl guide me walk on,pls!!!
Arghh...
感冒 微发烧
发冷中
不只身体生病
头脑都烦病了..
有几个决定要做
钱啊...
我需要工作赚点钱..
不然
*正在筹备有朋友一起搞的 online business
*找 intern 公司以及处理实习的文件
*找 part time 工作
*更换我的老公 dslr
*维持爱情的保鲜期
*做功课,读书
*哦!! 大条了! 要减肥 还有 去印...
嘿在... (haiz...)
加油,雯茹
Really paiseh to said I get my 1st Dean list on my university life!
But it mayb the only 1 =(
Well,
I hope tis sem I get do my best to boost up my CGPA!!
Blessing me!!
New in power bank
My 2nd power bank
It is a 30000mAH power bank
Cost me RM 99 and it come with a mp3 as a free gift =)
Emmm...
Honestly say, I am shock with the the suddenly offer!!
Well, I digest it more and more now!!
So far today get better than ytd, decided cnt break your promise!!
Just go there learn smth extra!!
No lose one!! I m the gaining side!!
I should grow more, ruru!!
Karyao oh!!
Just do my best!!
I can do it!!
想起来,短短的2天发生了出乎预料的事...
电话响起,hello... can i speak to Wen Ru... YES.. hi, I m calling from Intel...
What? INTEL..
做梦都没有想到 intel 这么快就 call 我...
omg..
Intel 是我一直想要工作的地方,因为很多人都说它 benefit 很好...
这次 Intel offer 我的是 HR department but HR 不是我的 major...
我不知道我适不适合 HR, 但Finance 好像不适合我.. 因为我缺乏知识和动力...
要不断地判断,不断地预测...
emmm
这是不是一个好机会让我体验 HR 还有 Intel 的生活呢?
这个 part time intern 的 benefit 也很不错... 值得我去试...
但学业也要顾好啊...
如果我接受了,祝愿我一切顺利....
Hand phone is non stop changing with the model, design, system and the price.
Should I say hand phone is a luxury things...
When I was studying in high school, those handphone price 600+ is very geng ady! But now, those price 1000 consider moderate only!!
I personally starting dislike android phone ady, the system is non stop upgrade but not all the phone is getting spport with the upgrade!! Like android 3.0smth with the ice-cream 4.0++
Many phone cnt upgrade!!
On the other hand, look at apple iPhone, emmm
I feel the price is bring the quality!
They can update they ios system for their phone product (em,actually they didn't produce much phone product too, haha)
I love iPhone actually, but I can't afford the price on buying!! Still in process!!
While look forward on new model als! Haha
I promise myself, my next phone buying will be iPhone!!
Karyao save money!!
Emm, I have to earn 1st!! Keke
So far, I start getting the reply form the application!!
So far I have get 1 respond for interview, 6 company review, 2 phone call for confirmation and 1 request for complete my academic detail and university letter!!
But some document still not yet out, so I can't do much things!!
Few days ago I start asking senior about their internship and I start getting understand the details!!! I hope I found what I want and success it!!
Beside, I also found that, their is a company is hiring intern for cheap labor!!
Emm, I m rearrange my most wanted sequence d...
Hehe
Good luck to me!!
Day by day, is time for me to ready step in working life!
A good internship is a good start to kick start my experience gain!
Start form gaining interview experience!
I dunno the company want me or not? Good for me or not? Good for future? Can learn?!
Really hard to decide, but I need to learn how to show myself and let other want to hire me!
Arghhh
Time to practice and prepare!!
So far July is over soon. Planing for many things. Task list, 0 completed, 5 in process and 3 haven't work on (may thinking on give up).
Ok then, my salary of this month was not so high but okok lah.
Thinking to have shopping but failed many time, because no ppl accompany. U may ask why don't ask my bf?! I would say, I feel abit not good to ask him, cos I looking on my interest and that is not he interest. I scare end up I care on his feeling and I bought nothing. Arghh
I don't know how, a fren is asking to teach/let him comfort to tis all the time, as time go on he will comfortable with tis!! I dunno how.
Actually I am a branded lover too, or should I turn other way to say, every girl/women love branded stuff.
All the stuff have the famous brand like bag,shoe, clothes, accessories and so on...
There are a lot target things in my heart always. Well, I till keeping my money to invest it... hope soon.
26/7 is friday rite?!
And it is a public holiday too.
Emm, I wish to walk around at mall, mayb the new mall.
See how,but I thinking on my favorite more than that.
I was thinking to eat sushi and korean food.
Emm, to save money on my favorite food, sushi should buy from qb jusco and I need to start find korean food recipe to cook myself?!
Haha
Friday task, find recipe lah...
After exam peak I was abnormal, I will wake on midnite and I only slp a few hours.
Emm, tonight I think I was hungry! I am craving on food at late night but end up no eat just slp 1st.
I can't sleep back now, watching running man, that is a food race espisode. OMG I am hungry!!
I miss korean food!
My last korean meal was may, with my dance group committee!! I miss the food and the moment too!! A free meal, we just need to pay extra rm4!! Wu yea.. *Like*
I am thinking to eat bibimbap, kimchi and also bulgogi!!
Arghhh!! I am hungry!!
A late post due to my lappie is enter to hospital.
I have a lot of dream want to make it, but I feel hard in sometimes.
This is because I need use up many things to make it success. For example money, times, beauty(mayb), energy, understand, mind set, creativity and motivation!!
I was thinking to be a professional photographer, professional dancer, online store boss(with nice income), paying blogger and so on and on...
Many dream!! Need to plan and set priority also!!
Think before plan, plan before do!!
Be a shooting model, capture the smile and beauty!! Hope it!!
Recently saw a groupon tat offer RM 88 for 2person indoor shooting!!
I was get some mind and interest to buy tat!! But...
2person is hard to share but can choose to have 1 person
But but...
Only indoor wor?! Worth meh?! But include make up and hair-do
But but but....
I was run out money recently?! How??
Earghhh!! *挣扎中*
I was awake at tis moment. I don't why?! I should sleep tight now, since I was tired to run out the thursday! My feeling now was weird, abit confuse, feeling something is missing!! Am I left out something or something is gone?!
I feel I am nothing to the social, is mean no value?? No way, no die at the moment, I cannot make my parents disappointed!!
WTH, should I change my life way?! Life partner?! Life activity?! Life mind?!
Should I start a business myself?! Or geting learning and improve my skill?!
I guess I lost my dream and future mind?!
Weird feeling, not that sad but feel uncomfortable and loneliness!?
WTH!!
I need to do something for myself to cheer up myself!?
Exercise?!
Gifts for myself?!
Play a new game?!
Eat my favorite?!
Surprise for me?!
Anyway, wish I can slp back and wake on time later!!
Overnight with another 4,
Day out with no back home,
Dress up my cotton on,
Driving my roti car,
No heels only flat,
The nite I enjoy...
Sleep together...
Lets forget those sad things!!
Looking for my next target!!
I wonder my position and wonder my importance...
I am human I have feeling!!!
Every action I am look into eye!!
The fire till there?! I wonder!!
I wish one day I can be a target on the lens, whole memory card only me, every single moment is keep on eye to me!!
Have a good photo, good picture, good posture, good smile, good memory and good to me!!
Oh gaga
1st paper!! I doesn't slp very well last nite!!
Slp at 11.30pm but 4.45am ady wake up!!
I dunno how much time I use before I asleep leh?!
Anyway!! Really tired after exam!!
Use up whole brain to do exam...
Oh gosh, bad nite...
But not having good day too!!
Noisy around,
I m tired too..
I need ppl to cheer me up and make me happy!!!
Help me.... assignment haven't finish!! Bahasa melayu super susah lah =(
523, 跟舞蹈组同期组委一起共餐,可惜没能来齐人...
但是也很不错了,有10位!!
是一个开心的晚餐,
可能是最后一次聚在一起了!!
很满足这个晚餐!!
I love tonight!!
五月开始,我突然感觉到一种非常辛苦的感觉...
辛苦或困难到我好像呼吸不到...
很饿但是没有食欲...
都是为了练舞才吃...
今天好像严重了... 开始呕吐...
差不多把午餐都呕出来...
幸亏是在练完舞后才呕...
很累...
累,但是失眠... 很痛苦...
又有一种不被关心,被摆在一边的感觉...
就连我想要吃些什么都得不到...
在赶 Individual assignment...
想到我的头脑都痛了...
对着电脑久了,眼睛会看到黑的画面...
我猜想应该是看太久了...
最近,症状真的严重起来了...
谁可以打救我?!
P/S: 希望我的内伤快点好... 虽然比起星期一有好很多,但是还是会隐隐约约的痛... aleruya =.=
啊....
这几天心情糟透了...
没有关心,没有担心,没有心情了.....
有时候需要行动来证明...
请不要敷衍我....
我不是那么 cincai 的...
我是人不是神... 我会痛的 =(
最近真的很压力!!
为什么我不可以有一个懂我,关心我的人?!
我很需要关心!!!
我很久没有大哭了,今晚我崩溃了!!
我的眼泪不受控制的流下来!!
可不可以不要用这样的语气跟我说话!!
让我有不好受的感觉!!
我低落时候可以关心我吗?!
我不要求很多的华丽约会,我想得到的是关心我!!
我感觉我很孤独!!
什么事都自己一个人在撑!!
很无助的感觉!!!
我很压力!! 可不可以给我一个被爱被呵护的空间!!!
最近很多很多东西要处理!!
要练习,要赶功课,做灯光图 还有考试等的东西!! 很赶!!
我很需要支持及关心让我走下去!!!
很烦
也很无助的感觉!!
可不可以让我幸福一阵子?! 一下也好!!
我很需要支持和鼓励让我走下去!!!
Emmmm...
No much time to write my post!!
Just hv a drop by!!
Add on later or how!!
Anyway, happy happy birthday to myself!! Muackss
付出,这个字对我来说就是牺牲!!
如果真心要做,再累再辛苦也会去做!!
加油!!
我努力学习,希望做好自己,做好一个好leader,好舞者(努力修补自己的不足),好孩子(多回家,为家做事),好学生(努力读书,完成功课),好女友(好好照顾自己不另他担心),好朋友(互相帮助).... 等等
他人的做法我管不了,我应该和能做的就是把伤害及悲哀减到最低!!
加油!!
最近练舞练到脚都软掉了!!
但是还是要继续,同时间练两只舞真的会有一点疯...
加油吧!!
考试也接近了!! 正在努力读书,下星期开始要躲在图书馆多一点了!! 不然... @.@
好啦, 加油吧!! 我可以的!!
好累....
从早上忙到现在....
功课,复诊,买东又买西...
把车子驾来驾去....
我都要晕了..
今天牙齿还铁线和rubber 痛死了!!
紧紧的... 好痛!!!
也只有绑牙者懂我的痛!!
那种酸痛!! 会让你睡不着!!
我最近好像越来越欣赏 raper 料!!
我最近爱上 Leessang 的 Gary 和 Tosh Zhang!!
大爱他们两个!!
今天满满的过了一天!!
我超级希望时间可以走慢慢的!!
有一点恐惧时间,恐惧日期!!
不想那些时间/日期这么快到!!
时间恐惧症啊!!!
我的第一个苹果快得到了!!
谢谢爱我的家人!!
我爱你们!!!
家,永远是我最温暖的地方
家人,永远爱我的人,让我感动,关心我... 他们不会嫌弃我,他们会保护我,永远支持我!!
但是我不能时常陪家人,我会努力分配时间的!!
还有一个我爱的人,伤害过,疼爱过... 我遇到他是我的缘分,我珍惜这种缘分!!
有空让我靠一靠,我只想在你肩上休息一会儿!!!
直走吧!!
不要去想 U turn 吧!!
最多不就是跌一跌罢了...
尽力让自己走下去...
天份是有限,要靠后天去加油...
尽力而为,开开心心的去面对...
一切会好的...
尽力去做... 雯茹你可以的...
它可能是你的娱乐,可能是你的兴趣,但是它不是你的全部!!!
加油!!!
除夕夜守睡到现在....
还清醒在新年的mood...
哈哈
哥哥说等下要去 PISA 看林冠英,
但我还没有决定要跟去吗?!
又想去看看有没有红包拿... haha
整夜在看戏,也不知不觉早上7点了....
anyway,
新年快乐,
恭喜发财,
学业进步,
心想事成。
新年翻外遍:
昨天看到关于2013的文娱的post, 有点down 去....
文娱办在dewan budaya, 对表演有一点影响了....
不知道表演者的心态是否会怎样?不是很在意了?
舞台的局限,灯光的效果...
没有那舞台的经验....
懊恼?!
也有点担心...
story line, 加油!!
Watch movie on 7th of Feb, night 10pm.
It was abit rush for him and 9pm++ is peak hours too, traffic jam around the island.
But we still make it on there at 10.03 but the movie haven't start! Good!!
Haha
Nice movie to watch!!