学习

学怎样做人,做事,做朋友,做交谈,做思考... 还有,学习功课...
很累,睡到多还是累...
现在有要倒下的预兆...
还要参活动?
还要忙?
还要准备考试...
还要准备 presentation & 做 assignment....

arghh... 累... 我快平衡不来了!!

11月27日

好累的一个晚上,今天没做到什么,只是写了3个灯光图,好累哦...
还有一个两首歌的灯光图还没写,等下要做料咯...
那个连歌都还没cut  呢... 累
有一点比教舞还累neh...
刚才写第3个时,头脑都 lack 到要爆掉... arghhhh

我的 presentation script 还没写啊...
明天一定要死出来...
幸好星期一没有课不然我很多功课很多还没做arghhhh....

就连 padini sale 都没有时间去,明天最后一天了..
希望可以买到一些衣服啦... pray!!!


others AGREE on me too...

wu...
unexpected, there are someone agree with the pressure i get from HER!!
feel gud!! cos i saw agreeable!!

nice saturday!!
although it is a tired day!!

thanks dear, thanks friends!!

24/25

很累的夜晚,
疼痛的腰;
最近,
好像开始平密的痛。
今晚,
有一点辛苦,
要睡也很难,
所以,
选择赶 assignment 好了,
肚子朝地着 key-in data,
还真累。
没办法,
我已经吃了 2颗止痛药...
不想再吃第三颗...
忍着啦!
等一下会有解决的办法!!

我的影子

影子,只有那一个颜色;没表情,为它加上;这是我的影子,永远它都跟着我;在光线下,它都会在我身边...
影子,形影不离,它不会离开我,我离不开它....
爱你!

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低落... 很累.... 很累....
快撑不住了....

What Can I do??

from my 1 years old until now i only worry on a few things on my family b4!!
1.my dad accident
2.my mum heavy sick
3.my brother accident
4.the things happens now!!

this thing is the 1st time happens on my family!!
and the 1st time i face on this thing!

worry, i very very worry!!
mun pretend nothing... but she act like that i some more worry!!

last nite, go back home study!! see no ppl in the house, thinking mummy going to help daddy!!
but...
when 1am something, i heard 2 motor sounds, 1st one i dunno, 2nd is mum!!
than after that, i saw my dad van is not drove by daddy!!
i starting worry!!
asking mum, she said later she tell me!!
worry some more!!

thinking back the time!!
when this thing happen, i at Gurney Plaza.. but the thing happen is near to me... just outside...
i dunno, i cnt do anything...
many of ppls come tel mummy not to worry so much... after 1 nite should be OK!!
but there are still 1 or 2 ppls said would settle so fast, at least need 2-3 days...
why at this moment, the ppls say like that??

mummy tel me it can settle by a number of money!! call me dun worry!!
i really how to respond to mum, when she said tat!!
i feel that she will more worry than I!!
WHAT can I do???

44 days left...

还有 44 天就是新的一年了...
2012 年,这年的农历新年也很早,差不多大学大考后就是了...
想着,想着,我还没为新年买新衣呢... 要计划一下了!!
要拿定期的钱出来用了... 这个 SEM 花了很多钱料...
haiz.. 如果明天是世界末日,但那些钱都没花,也蛮浪费.. haha
考虑着换手机,应该吗? 但是也应该只能换 samsung galaxy Ace 罢了...
但是,它能耐久吗? 会不会很快就退流行了?
haiz... 再看啦...

44 天不长也不是很短...

wuuu... 文娱筹委也要成立了...
成立到吗?
欣妮有问我要参与吗?
我是有想过一定要参一次的筹委... 但也想表演,希望可以上每次的文娱舞台... =.=
看欣妮有没有参先啦...
也看看谁来担任文娱主席啦...

星期五要去第一次的物理治疗了...
有一点害怕...
但是我不想一直吃止痛药... 不要!!
我也不想再医院过夜了... 一个人在那很孤单啦...
希望快点好,爸妈也不用再花这么多的钱...

很多压力,
很多顾虑,
很多烦恼,
很多想象,
很多担心,
很多害怕,
很多想做的东西,
很多等着我去完成的东西....

最开心的是一起笑的时候... 开心大笑,我最最想时常要的东西!!


push-iest Novemeber

why i say push-iest?? because the pressure is pushing no stop, even it make me feel suffering sometime!
i may be should not put (-iest) it may not the suffer month, but compare to previously, those activity is grab 95% of mine and now activity grab 50% of mine! BUT, the study is needed 100% of mine!!
argh...
this week really make me cannot breath.
The pressure presentation, the teacher so nitpick on every single we show or speak, suddenly is feel my BM is very worst, really feel down on this subject, i need to catch up as fast as i can or even cannot.

Not only that, rushing assignment and the tutorial exercise, on this assignment i really feel very pressure from one of my friend! She really make me crazy sometime, keep on mention those assignment and study she need to do, then me does not free than you at all, OK?
I am busy than you, OK?
sometime i really wanna run away from she, because she keep make me pressure!
even a small stuff of things she still need double, sometime triple confirm!!
the pressure she gave not only making me pressure, the people beside me also get pressure indirectly.
arghh...

the ko-k assignment, from 0 pressure until she make me pressure with it.. she keep on asking why and how... i wanna FISH U ady!! arghhhhh
i DARE to say later u meet me, u sure saying later ko-k writing test donno how liao... I damn DARE she will said!

the SHIT mid-term test result, damn it!! get B only!! not study so detail and sick!
and the attitude of SHE during exam!! FISH it!!

thinking back the presentation assignment and the tutorial she only do the part she get call, somehow she always showing the things she need to do is too many in front of me, than i voice out!! but actually she din not do tat much, because i dislike to see that reaction so i will go do by me!! suffering myself!! stupid WenRu

I damn the pressure by HER!! DAMN it...

in good words, she is too care herself....
in sound bad words, she is selfish...


Beside, the pressure on activity!! the commitment!! i have limited time to handle and even learn dance!!
Next week, mid-term test again!!

2 presentation
1 group assignment
1 individual assignment
1 mid-term test
1 practical test
is OVER

tis week left the ko-k test....

there still many thing waiting on me to complete!! ARGHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh....
Please someone SAVE me!!

11.11.11

i love you, babee!!

silent nitez

is a silent nite here!!
i miss my mummy...
no choice.. i have to stay myself...
hope i can go back 2mr...

10th Nov

u lala...
study and do assignment until 4smth am, nearly 5am..
sleep a while.. and 8am wake by my mun...
calling go check-up on my bone...
miss the 1st appointment.. this is the 2nd time..
spend me whole morning until noon 2smth
back home and change clothes to play badminton at USM..

while waiting report, quite nervous and scare...
the x-ray show that my bone have move a little bit...
he say luckily i alert and come early.. if not, it will be worst...
just the pain make me uncomfortable...
now...
no medicine...
just physiotherapy every 2 week...

gambadet... hope well soon!!

luckily, Dr din mention anything to pay attention...
all things i can eat.. =)


You are apple of my eye

You are apple of my eye is a HOT movie at this moment...
but this story i read it 1 years pass ago...
is a story i cnt forget...
actually my 1st time read tis book is when i study form 5...
a book from my cousin in-law...
so.. tis book i read many time ady...
i started read his book after i read "you are apple of my eye"
but tis name is build up bcos of this movie...
for me, i feel the movie is nice... got the feel in the book..
but i like the detail in the book..
if all the detail can act it out.. tat will be awesome...
i just dislike the environment when i watching the movie..
the ppl sit beside is making noise... feel annoy
even when the movie is going on.. the voice of them still pop-ing up..
dislike it...
haiz... no choice... wait to download the movie and watch it again lah...
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意外,是你人生的一部分,它要来的时候,你躲也躲不掉...

某拉拉

某拉拉...
update 回好友的事...
好友们要约我出去,但我没空.. full booked 料..
只好一个一个约她们咯...
刚刚跟其中一个好友,也是我的好姐妹...
跟她聊了一阵..
才知道她与他的恋情结束了...
她开始的快,结束也快.....
haiz...
对她的第一次,就这样结束了...
要请她一顿饭料啦...
加油,好友....

stresssss

stress from homework...
stress from assignment...
stress from responsible...
stress from friends...
stress from someone...
stress from parent...
stress to do many things...
an addition = an addition of worry...
an addition of homework dunno = an addition of time to study
an addition chapter dunno = an addition of study
an addition class skip-ed = an addition of stress added
an addition of day coming = an addition of stress added
an addition of word mention of work = an addition of stress added
an addition of bad temper voice out = an addition of stress added
an addition of stress added = an addition of sickness
an addition of stress added = an addition of bad dream happens
an addition of stress added = an addition of tear drop

once days... tears will drop on the guitar...

caring, far and far from me...
stress, near and near to me...
warm, cold and cold to me...
tears, more and more for me...
sweet dream, long and long ago disappear from me...
scare, more and more and more....

i scare it, i cry it.... i lost my smile...
i need caring... i need fun... i need a big hug... a big care...
i need a person who always be me in my world...
i need a MAN!!

低落时

为什么在我最低落的时候,我都是一个人...
为什么
为什么

在我最需要关心的时候,都是孤独的!!

我很不爽!!

白羊的羊儿最讨厌孤单!!

arghhhhhh
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