他还是这些年的遗憾吗？
很想 很想 告诉你…
其实有个女孩 喜欢你很久 很久…
彼此虽然不熟但却有那种感觉 很多年
这么多年 还是放不下
要怎样？
要怎么做？
你也是有这种想法吗？
Back to work after 2 weeks leave!
***November Post***
Need to take over many things!
And handle the things within short period!
Currently just 2nd week i back to office!
I need to run and maintain the process of maintenance team!
Haiz!!! Again... Feel tired!
I was running maintenance team is hard for me back to perform in Sanction due to busy!!
Only left taiwan to me!!
Pray hard on the smooth work!!
Pray safe on my action!!
Wish good luck to myself!!
Aim the better one in the coming month!!
Looking forward on Year 2016!!!
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Ah Loo
#还是爱着你
放长假后回到公司…
工作压力增加了, 要想的事情越来越多…
个人… 群主…
我的天… 好多事情要想和处理
顾虑别人的同时…还是要顾好自己的表现…
曾经对自己说过… 如果没有任何明显的变化或增加… 我也好想一想自己存在的价值… anyhow 一月后就是时候啦
再怎么累 怎么压力…
我还是很想念你…
对你的喜欢在几年前就已经存在
我想… 你开始感觉到了吧？
主动权都在你我身上
只要你也同意…我们可以互相支持啊…
你要出国了…
希望你玩得开心… 但不要忘了我
还有我的手信… 哈哈
好奇上次你收到我的明信片 感觉是如何？！
你说你的生日一个人过… 愿你以后每年生日有爱人陪伴你度过
希望你的愿望里，也有我…
My dear Minion, i miss you
#imissyouDW
Posted by
Ah Loo
我想你 D
原来喜欢一个人，会没有勇气告诉他，那个晚上，我向流星许愿，希望他的愿望里，也有我。- Our Times
很想他… 不知道他现在怎样？
我几时有勇气呢？
从好几年前的擦肩而过 那现在的我们呢？
我想你
Posted by
Ah Loo
灰灰的
最近起起落落很多东西
很多事 要烦 要想 要学
我不容许我再犯错了! 不可以
不管是公事还是私事 我都犯了错
最近要拼事业… end year review 来了
我的performance 要被注视了
明年一月 是上还是保持就看这一局了！
杨雯茹 加油
补回上个月公布的 AWA! 我要加油
Posted by
Ah Loo
一年了
不知不觉 一年了
很快的
我工作一年了
有了一定的储蓄
但没有稳定的爱情
分分合合
移情工作
这一年… 工作挑战很多
有很多时候 都累到想 不做了
但不可以 这么冲动
毕竟要拿经验先…
haiz
有时候 真的希望 有人给我
靠一靠
抱一抱
疼一疼
互相关心 互相支持
我要的 不是很简单吗？
你到底想怎样…
主动 也是 有 limit 的…
加油 ahloo
pray hard on next promotion and great bonus please!!!!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
都八月了
最近都在忙工作…
好难得 有了一个长一点的假期… 开心
但完了…
明天要回去啦…
最近拿了多一个国家—台湾
不会很困难
最近比较烦的是带新人 多一点
很多事要想
很多事要顾…
尽量做吧…
为了我的前途 为了我的 花红… 加油
Posted by
Ah Loo
有惊无险的 星期二
今天做了 忙了 很多东西
第一次自己做 FMU 啊啊啊啊
很多 不确定
但是也是要硬着头皮去面对…
还有 testing…
伙伴没来 我必须自己搞定
Haiz...
还有还有 那些琐碎的东西
我还没 follow up 完
好久好久 没有 睡到饱了…
压力后天也要来了…
明天快点 settle 我的东东…
晚安!
第一次自己做 FMU 啊啊啊啊
很多 不确定
但是也是要硬着头皮去面对…
还有 testing…
伙伴没来 我必须自己搞定
Haiz...
还有还有 那些琐碎的东西
我还没 follow up 完
好久好久 没有 睡到饱了…
压力后天也要来了…
明天快点 settle 我的东东…
晚安!
Posted by
Ah Loo
好快哦 7月了
时间过得好快…
2015 年 都7 月了
工作量 渐渐 增加了
希望是好事
但
最近很累… 加班不断
接多了新的工作岗位
有点小压力 紧张!
阿茹 加油
每当我累时 我很想拥有一个 温暖的拥抱…
I miss hug badly...
2015 年 都7 月了
工作量 渐渐 增加了
希望是好事
但
最近很累… 加班不断
接多了新的工作岗位
有点小压力 紧张!
阿茹 加油
每当我累时 我很想拥有一个 温暖的拥抱…
I miss hug badly...
Posted by
Ah Loo
6月 过半了
这6月 心情 七上八下
两样事情 弄我烦恼
一是 事业
二是 感情
sigh…
事业 忙得一头雾水
很烦…
要我表现 但却 障碍我
我不是 万能的…
感情方面
你几时还要 行动…
要看谁先认真？
这期限已决定…
你不行动 我就要豁出去了
啊…
Posted by
Ah Loo
I'm stuck in the dark...
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight, only you can getting me through the night... #imissyou
i dunno why?!
i was dream on you recently...
i care wat u respond...
i feel u was away when u was outstation...
mayb is the time find out the way to tell you the secrect?!
Posted by
Ah Loo
31st May
Well... Is funny that my May blog is written for 1st day and the last day..
After enter the working environment I feel my time is limited, and that is no time for my little blogiee too.
This month my feeling is going up and down. I feel happening when I realize something.
Feel betray by someone. Feel sad on that happens.
Honestly said, I still cannot face her. Feel scare to see her even talk to her.
Once I meet her, even talk.. The things ruined up my mind again.
How how how?
The long relationships...
How should I adopt it...
Can someone help me forget that memory?
Sigh...
Turn topic better..
Last few day, I get dream on Him.
A sweet dream on him.
But, I feel some fireworks I not boost up in between us.
I dunno wat wrong... But, anything want to happens cannot be success by 1 energy only!!!
Hope tat is better hope coming soon..
Working stress need me to adopt more and more.
More stress more workload.
Hope everything's will get smooth and better.
Hope the rating can become better and perform better and better.
Well, need some backup plan too....
Karyao ah loo!!
Stay strong!
After enter the working environment I feel my time is limited, and that is no time for my little blogiee too.
This month my feeling is going up and down. I feel happening when I realize something.
Feel betray by someone. Feel sad on that happens.
Honestly said, I still cannot face her. Feel scare to see her even talk to her.
Once I meet her, even talk.. The things ruined up my mind again.
How how how?
The long relationships...
How should I adopt it...
Can someone help me forget that memory?
Sigh...
Turn topic better..
Last few day, I get dream on Him.
A sweet dream on him.
But, I feel some fireworks I not boost up in between us.
I dunno wat wrong... But, anything want to happens cannot be success by 1 energy only!!!
Hope tat is better hope coming soon..
Working stress need me to adopt more and more.
More stress more workload.
Hope everything's will get smooth and better.
Hope the rating can become better and perform better and better.
Well, need some backup plan too....
Karyao ah loo!!
Stay strong!
Posted by
Ah Loo
Kit-start the May!!
the past april really not a nice month!!
many trouble and issue! well!! should take it as life lesson!
pray hard on the better month for May!!
luck of 1st May is not so bad!!
hmm... today i found that i miss him..
but dunno where he is?!
waiting on the spark... the fire...
things may come when no expectation..
as quote, no expectation no disappoint...
Wesak Day is near!! looking for great, love and peace!
Love,
Gwendolyn a.k.a. Wendy a.k.a. Wen Ru
Posted by
Ah Loo
喜欢一个人
哈哈
一直以来 心里都有喜欢的一个人
很久很久 以前认识
很少联络
但会在意对方
也不是很懂对方…
但希望对方开心…
7年前的相遇… 何时再有缘呢？
在7年里还是有遇见其他人
有开始，有结束…
转啊转… 还是记得你…
哈哈
Posted by
Ah Loo
is April but not a fool
so fast!!! step in to 4th month if the year!!
how are u my fren?!
waiting on you always...
7 years ady!! i hope till the same!!
wish dream come true!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
Non longer a newbie
well is over the probation soon d...
damn busy since 2015!!
every month hv need challenge to face!!
well after take over Sri Lanka...
it does not feel great, does not feel bad as i predict too...
i thought it will just like tis level.. mana tau, so many issue!
tis week is damn record!!
every day have new issue and is diff case every day!! make me feel damn tired tis week!! hey man, is not even month end yet!!
how i going survive leh?!
well is good tat, going to push lanka to system soon!! but is new challenge to face again!!
wat will happens on the testing system on lanka??
wat issue will happens when go systems??
no one know!!!
besides tat... how about msia new added product?!
msia systems?! hahahhaha more to see...
handle sri lanka is not easy job!!!
damn tired... shoulder is quite heavy!!
task of everyday and those responsible duty!! omg!!!
i miss holiday!! i seem no public holiday!!
long time no holiday!!!
sigh!!!
it should be my happy month!! but it come with tired and stress month!!
btw!! the last friday... mean yesterday!!
damn on the server down!! make trouble on the work!!! make me damn crazy!!
pray hard on next week and let me enjoy gao gao on tis 2 days!!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
Love me like you do
hi bloggieeee
after the happening i not visit here often...
well... not only that.. i was busy on my work as well!!
having many target to achive...
besides, my choosing phobia seem come across a change... but serious as welll...
photographer...
insurance...
banking...
writing review...
all come across my activity...
but when come across my own choice i become phobia... especially color.. food seem abit get affect... sigh...
i need to train up to decide myself!!!
damn it...
as someone said...
promise just a promise, it wont stay forever...
even black and white also can be denied
recently start writing review on cafe!!
good try... and i take it serious on the detail more than before!! it was my side income als!!
hope i can manage to get a food blog or review blog in soon!!
coffee is part of important last time..
now is not tat so... but i still very sensitive on the caffeine!! i no need to check out the quality of the bene.. my body will reflex automatically!!
if tat is 3 in 1 summore easy!!
haha!!!
many things have to try!!
i was awaiting the amazing one!! hope u are!!
mr grey, you can romance more than i imagine!!
please gv better scence on fifty shade darker!!!!
IMY
Posted by
Ah Loo
is March
i miss out the February post...
tis February is full of work and activity all the time!!
i hv taking new challenge on work on 2nd week of feb!!
is good to me somehow!!
wish i hv a awesome march!!
begining of feb is celebration on ex colleague wedding! tat time i am excited to prepare myself to face those ex colleague who long time did'nt meet. beside that, i was nervous on facing him! well!! from nervous and shaking untill control down myself!!
well i think i hv overcome!!
thanks for those compliment on tat nite!!
i hv enjoy meet them!!
oh.. while i busy on Sri Lanka moment i was not much time to get myself hv some shopping... tis cny is over on so so... cos resume on work after 4 day of cny...
haha!!! February is over!!
hope everythings go smooth and well!!
look forward on my Mr Right
becos it over 1 years day!! i cannot sad on the pass d!! is over and over!! cheer!!
1 year time is over!! Yeoh Wen Ru karyao!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
这 一 月 份
这个月太吃惊 又 刺激
发生很多很多事
很 恶魔
很多时候真的很无力
伪装自己 的 感受
过了就过了
不顺的 2014 快过完了！
不要再想这些东西
我越来越不信了!
靠自己比较有安全
一切会好的！
那个心结没有放下 也不能继续
但我真的放不下
太伤了
虽然这次的不一样，但还是会小感伤…
每当我看到那伤口我的心就会刺刺地痛
这感觉又回来了…
怎么办？
我的工作 无精打采
我的书本 没有心情读
我的健康 还没复原
我有时很想逃避！
但不可以
比起上次，没有落泪…
只是提起了我的痛…
感觉好不容易 好转一些 又来！
想离开这里 到国外去呢！
Posted by
Ah Loo
more and more stress is there
tmr need to back office in early!!
more things need to plan!!
i found no place let me distress!!
well
i found i grow up on something!!
i can tahan on ppl i actually no wrong!! just eat the die fish and angry a while and stop it!!
nothings is impossible!!
be myself!! i manage my soul!!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
my dear friday!!
i like the friday with no just work and back home!!
well some surprise that saw some of my fren join the department!!!
oh....
well the point i went nearby is go date with my dear frens and seniors!!
well somethings abit different feel is there!!
i hope get well soon!!!
karyao Wen Ru 😁
Posted by
Ah Loo
Stress out...
recently getting stress n stress-er
hope i can crop with it!!
well... i hope i can going smooth in the comming months..
many plan, many action!!
always time limit me to do some extra things i want!!!
money as well!!
i wish i can plan well and do awesome on my 2015!!
move out my safety zone!
the happiness seem getting disapper.. pls don't!!!
i need a comfort friends!!
argh!!!
please reduce my emo-ness
Posted by
Ah Loo
波折的一个星期
刚刚过的一个星期 很怪
这一个星期 没胃口吃
午餐休息时间都没吃， 吃水果算了
晚餐 吃菜不吃饭 但 上星期没吃什么家里饭，因为爸爸妈妈不在家
一个人有好有坏… 让我想起去年的失恋场景… 也是自己熬过去
这一个星期 睡不好 应该是包括现在
每晚多看书 还是看youtube 还是听歌 到睡去
这一个星期 心情很难开心
变不讲话了…
心里空空…
手机静了…
我挣扎了几次…
我面对… 但很辛苦…
我试着忘记…很难…
很多东西一看到就想起…
我想哭…但哭不出…很压抑
为何这一个心情 压力变成一个很重的石头
很多东西 压下来… 迎面而来
工作量日月增加… 很恶魔
这次工作无法麻醉我…
我心空空， 没有动力…
但要面对现实…
我的感觉错了…
第六感 错了…
我跟你撒了一个慌… 我的第六感…
我不敢打扰你了!
我亲爱的好朋友，我不想失去你！
（我打这句时，我哭了）
陪我熬过转折点的
让我忘记前度的伤心的
帮我做决定当我选择恐惧症的
让我开心起来的
“好朋友”
不再像以前了…
泪停了…
我是否发了一个星期的梦？
Posted by
Ah Loo
not hurt not sad mah?
say no is fake one lah!!!
but tis not hurt like one year ago.
u really scare die my last night.
i get scare on u keep on chase on the answer of the question.
i not dare to say not because of i scare the reject i scare the broken frienship.
how u bring me up, u really cannot imagine.
u may not good but i not good for u too!!
i did tell myself, when the time i feel i good enough n fair to u, i only will say out.
but end up u voice out 1st.. hate u...
may good to know now instead of future days!! but i will not confess on u anythings... u just show your thoughts only.
mayb one days will happens somethings, u dunno... no one know!!
haha
Posted by
Ah Loo
心头上割了一刀 却流不出血
我不懂为什么?
可是我早已知道我没资格…
心里不能一时之间空空的…
我还是需要满满的感觉,
给我方向…
但我再也不用隐瞒你任何秘密…
一个没有秘密的好友
我算赚到了…
明天会跟好…
我只可以emo 一天…
我只可以痴痴的等待…
爱自己先才爱别人…
我有事还是可以有两剑插刀的朋友…
不会伤害我的好友…
爱情可能不能长久，但友情可以!
我爱你 好朋友
Posted by
Ah Loo
#throwback Year 2014
2014 is my happening year
many things was happens to me in the year 2014
i not very much like 2014
but there is till hv some happiness things happens
the year make me down and up!!
the bad valentines i hv!!
the bad memory the hurt heart to me!!
the people leave we away- my grandma..
the working life style started.
the happiness in my internship company.
the stress in my turnning point.
the happiness to know you.
the appreciation on every good person treat me such goodness.
in my 2015 i just wish my 2 wish will dream come true!!
i know wat is my feel very well now!!
when i m down,
when i m emo,
when i m happy,
when i need hug,
when i choosing phobia,
when etc...
i was thingking of u!!
IMY
pray hard and safe for you and me!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
我亲爱的 1月1日
2015 的第一秒钟跟了某人度过…
emmm 很久没有去倒数了…
很久很久没有去人挤人了…
不知下一年会这样过? LOL 还第一天罢了
很开心跟你的倒数… 使我的跨年变得不一样一些…
新年有2个大愿望…
希望可以实现！快快实现…
晚安
Posted by
Ah Loo
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