心里的谱

我们心里都应该自己有个谱...
应该把眼前应该做的事先做完...
有得必有失...

白羊座的个性,不喜欢解释...改到我解释为了大家明白的自己... 到现在我有开始讨厌解释...
对自己说,有人问才解释...

再对自己说:
眼泪再怎样忍不住,也要忍到最后,不可以再这么容易留下...
即使,没有人懂你的心情,眼泪及难过,眼泪还是要忍着....
尽量找出心里的快乐...
为自己加油,尽管只有你一个人!!
加油,雯茹!!
加油!加油!加油!要加油!一定要加油!!
杨雯茹加油!!!



很想念你的加油........

POPcorn

POPCORN!!
home-made popcorn...
the sweatiest  popcorn i have...
not because it is sweet..
that is because u make it sweet!!
thanks dear!!
i love it...
i miss the popcorn u make yesterday...

i miss it!!
i wish i will eat it again and again!!

Hate that!!

hate the ppl only know to order...
hate the ppl only do speak, work nothing....
hate the ppl only say, but is say useless thing...
hate the ppl only think to easy themself, ignore order...
hate the ppl only do in front, do nothing at the back...
hate the ppl always say many reason form them self...
hate to work wif tis kind of ppl..

be fren, CAN
be fun, CAN
be partner, SORRY
be work, SORRY too

Santorini

Santorini 爱情海
a nite u owe me...
a nite i love it..
a nite be wif you..
a nite i need u...
a nite u care me...

a nice restaurant...
a nice dinner...
a nice time...
be with you!!




双重伤心

痛上加痛...
谁可以明白...?
谁可以救我....?
我要的我得不到....

feel down

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终於你身影 消失在人海尽头 才发现 笑著哭 最痛

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛 

what should i do?

tis question is pop-up my mind recently...
i asking myself wat should i do...
which way should i walk...

i really.. more dislike and dislike the situation i m now...
tis tat my problem??
i dun think so..
on another activity... i work very happy but tis.. i not so...
even when i on another activity.. i m work hard to promote tis activity..
i dun think they understand wat i did for tis...

i really not feeling happy from tis...

the words from her i pop-ing up on my mind too...
wat should i do..
i be a free women?!
it is better...
tis semester i face a lot assignment...
i damn crazy..
is tat my ability low??
or.. i not suit to tis??
by the way..
i really dislike the method of management at here...
form wat i knw more..
the more i knw.. the more i dislike..
planing to be free women and sending letter..

btw.. rush my assignment 1st...
damn it... the most complicated society i meet in my current life...

i love to joint it...
i damn to manage it...
although i had manage experience before and now...
the problem is not the problem had to face.. problem is the mind or heart of the ppl and the management style...
thinking a way to make myself happy.. pls some way or suggest to me!!

outside topic...
i think she is dislike me...
i try to get closer to her...
but her firewall really damn high...
dislike bcos myself? or bcos someone??

i wanna enjoy my life...
even working, i dun think the working life is worse than now...
but i wanna colorful my Uni life with smile.. not tis kind...  damn it..

Black Green



爱与不爱

我快疯了...
我可以逃避吗?
我可以拒绝吗?
刚刚真的想行动当她讲出那句话...
我累坏自己了...
我不喜欢这个感觉,这个环境...
我越来越不喜欢...
到底我还爱吗?
爱与不爱...
赶功课赶到疯了...

八字不和


气死我...
我又中 “黑青” 了...
这个宿舍跟我的八字真的很不和...
这个 SEM 开学到现在中了不少...
刚刚又撞到脸... 痛死我...
差点要晕倒, 因为我正要去煮面...
一个人对着电脑吃面.... >.<

再加上刚才Ko-k 我的手意外坳到手指....
=(

痛!痛!痛! 

Brother shooting day

ooo...
my brother, gor gor..
is going to have his convocation on the coming tuesday...
yesterday nite wait my bro until 11.30 pm plusss...
my bro onli reach Penang from KL!!!
woo..
family is decide to take photo with brother....
actually is i suggest to do so...
emm..
take for my bro convo memory..
and
for our family memory too..

there is till a few year for my turn...
emmm... nice shooting... take me around 2 hours for shooting...
XD



Love UU

哈哈!
忙ar 忙....
终于有一点空档去看戏了...
haha...
13.10.2011 星期四
11.45 pm
看一部13/10 刚上映的新戏!!

夏日乐悠悠 Love UU


第一次有包场看电影的感觉...
整部电影开始到结束.. 只有我们..
看整个 hall 没有其他人...
有点怪怪的感觉...
有人还预感这部戏可能不太好看...
哈哈...
这部电影不会很好看,但是蛮感人...
景蛮美...
另我深刻的台词只有一个...
“戴还是不戴”
哈哈...
can say is a nice movie..




Thanks Dear... ^.^


为什么?? 我不想要...
心很痛...
11.10.2011
这一晚我不开心....
哭出来好了....

烦

很多人往往烦是为爱情烦...
但是,我不是...
忙 ar 忙...
你可以讲“我现在没有在学校” or “我有事情忙” 就不用理会 那些琐事吗?
虽然,我理解迎新在干什么,但是,我不是你们的捷径...

你一句:":我很忙!" 就可以不用管.... 那我呢?????
我很累了...
想起前几天... 在做展览排版时,舞蹈组只有3个人来briefing... 一个因为朋友突然 accident 离开,但她帮忙那舞蹈组的展览板来... 另一个,把briefing 大略听完,有事先回... 最后,剩下我一个...
一个人解释什么是舞蹈组给大家听... 一个人排版.... 一个人想办法如何处理舞蹈组展览板的问题... 在我手上没有资源之下东借西借之下解决展览板的问题...
没有颜色纸,幸好展览负责人的帮助... 谢谢Jeada!!
没有 marker pen,到处去借... 谢谢 Yen Theng 还有 编辑组的朋友...
没有钉书机, 也是到处找认识的朋友借...
一个人把舞蹈组的展览板整理好...
看到别的小组的组委们,我感到很无助... 真的很谢谢那些迎新的朋友的帮忙...
也谢谢欣妮的小鼓励...
得到别的小组的鼓励我应该高兴还是伤心??

独自低落,伤心时,为了要把自己的心情调整起来我只能想起别人的称赞和鼓励...
舞蹈组一些老瓜的赞许... 叫我不要放弃舞蹈... “你是有天分的”
这几天,又有听到一些人的赞许...
芷欣 : 我很喜欢看你跳这些流行舞,好像 kpop 这些... 很好看!
欣妮 : 从内部我就被你吸引着,BS 那首个-Jiggy, 就只是注意着你...
丽群 : 很多人都讲你跳舞很美.... 加油ya...

我只能想这些把我的心情挑回来... 告诉自己: 因为我爱跳舞,所以我必须把舞蹈组搞好,其他的算了罢... 见机行事la....

这几天,我有差点要倒下... 忙舞蹈组,忙迎新,差点忽略课业还有 assignment...
这个 SEM sangat sangat heavy...
星期六,真的有倒下了... 到在某人的肩膀...
这个时候,我不能要求他太多...
每次一直想应不应该向他倾诉...毕竟他也在忙... 会烦到他...
但是,我支持不住是就想找他....
其实,我也给他的也不多,给舞蹈组太多了...
要好好分配我自己...

为了要接近新生,宣传迎新,宣传舞蹈组... 我自己都尽力参与所有迎新活动...
尤其,为了舞蹈组... 还去演一小段的戏... 跳很多舞和表演... 累!!
Memory 都 overload 了...

最近,我也忽略朋友了...
朋友约我吃饭,喝茶都没有时间...
校内,校外的朋友,不好意思...

忙完迎新,可以让我把自己退一小步吗??
我要对自己负责任... 把自己的学业搞好...

P/S : 眼睛有红红肿肿了....

今天淋到雨,头一直在微痛... 千万不要在这个时候生病...

在迎新我不算累,总务是我的责任,我的工作...
在舞蹈组我累了,我已经做多过我的本分... 我尽力我的全力了... 你们没空?我都尽我全力顶了... 我能做的就做... 尽管是一个人去做...
在功课,assignment 上,我对不起自己...  assignmentmate sorry!! i will try my best to make my best assignment!!

Fighting WenRu!!

sleep tight!! although havent finish my work and homework... sleep 1st cos later 8.30am i need to wake up ady!!
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