Bday gift...

Thx my lovely brother buy me whole set of Jelly lens...

JELLY lens... ^.^



one of the jelly lens effect - fish eye ^.^

4月30日咯!!!

很快,4月30日了!!
生日一个月咯...
长大一个月咯...
剪这个头发一个月咯...
这个四月,也很刺激咯...
没想到发生了这么多事...
哈哈!
五月来咯...
准备过这四个月的假期咯...
但是,这四个月不是闲这的咯... >.<
em... to be continue...

DONE final exam of Semester 2

emm... i should say YEAH!!
but no ohmm to voice out...
no feeling after finish...
happy cos i m finish it ady...
sad cos i done very bad...
so now no feel at all!!
happy + sad = no feel!!

haiz.. hang out with uni buddy later... hope will gain a lot of joy lah!! =)

Before go to my last paper... Last smile before tat!! ^.^

the day before tomorrow

BAD!!
inhibit my bad mood!!
study my last paper!!!
be ready to
face all the activity!!!
face all the problem...
enjoy all the joy...
reduce all my sadness...

my exam week =(


RU



R U  ?? =)

argh...

arghh... bad evening i had!!
damn my paper today!!
essay part... really make me crazy..
i hv no idea to write.. i just goreng at the end!!
S*** it!!
1st time exam untill like tis..
make me crazy to wrote tis blog als!!
but after few min i m ok with that!! cos i just doing my best!!
nothing i can do now!!

other stupid, crazy thing..
my grandma is calling my phone till boom liao..
1st time receive 6 miss call from my grandma..
after i saw tis.. i call my mum many times.. (cos mostly grandma call me bcos mummy din pick up call or how..)
but my mum din pick up...
call daddy, din pick up too..
call daddy another num, din pick up too..
how stupid was i.. i start worry... is tat any happens on daddy and mummy...
so call back my grandma, grandma ask me.. where is my mum and is tat she go genting with daddy and monther's brother them?!
oh gosh... how i knw wor.. i not at home.. i having exam week neh...
after i talk to grandma.. i realize is tis kind of thing.. i swt!! cheh...
worry for nothing..
cheh... YES! i m sure mummy and daddy go genting, although yesterday told me cancel ady..
so.. i not plan to call back mummy... wait her call me lah!!
haha!! just finish conversation with mummy...

haiz... how stupid and crazy evening!! >o<

3 down, 4 to go!!
Wen Ru hwaiting!!

大头虾

大头虾 >.<

在 SEM 头的我已经跟我的宿舍八字不合...
pokai nia...
每几个星期一定会撞到!!
argh.. >.<

ah... 今天又发现到原来我的手有淤青... =.=
ish... 我跟宿舍铁定是八字不和...
几想回家... 不是因为考试还有忙活动,我一定回家... hng..

还是说我是大头虾一只?!
haha!!
我还蛮承认我是... hehe...
很多小小样的东西,我通常会忘记... muhahaha...



连续 5 天的考试要到了,开始越来越压力了,因为我又肚子开始乱了...
这个 SEM 开始会因为压力和过累搞到我的胃乱了...
还记得上次,泻肚子泻到我没有胃口... argh...
上一张 Paper, OM 也在考试前搅胃一下... hate that..
难道这是胃痛后遗症吗?
胃痛已经好了3 年了,这个 SEM 又来了?
haiz... 假期又有多一样事要做了... 调理好我的身体,明年可忙咯...


spend 20 min plus to wrote all tis in chinese... lolz.. drive me crazy..
keep on asking my roommate hw to pinyin it... haha...
it also is one of my holiday task, improve my chinese... really nearly be a half banana... haha!!!

pray for my continuance paper...
ruru may away pokok ru for a few days...
Hwaiting!! all the best and good good luck for myself =)
nitez word..

Had I ever think who i am now??

actually who i am now??
enter uni life, i had changed a lot..
even my dear LING also said i changed a lot a lot..
em.. i feel too...
uni life is another kind of life..
is challenging...
is fun..
is tired too..

is tat now onward i m enter to another kind of life!!
i think NOPE, should still be the same.. just have some addition..
i just wanna to be myself.. just be the style of WenRu..
nothing else.. should not need to have a huge change bcos of what..
if wanna change, just change bcos of myself..
that is me!!
time sure going on, won't stop bcos of wat..
i need to chase the time, it won't wait me!!
so, enjoy every moment i had! do i what i want to do!!
NO regret..
MAY hurt? i dunno.. no pain no gain!!
just be mine, just do it (NiKe... haha)

wish me have a nice day in library and have a damn high productive day!!
nothing else, just STUDY!! Hwaiting!!

Hie Dear Miss Micki

found it.... Hie Dear Miss Micki
thanks LING..
help me find my KEY!! muacks....
go to get it after final!!
really hard to find the one suit to my taste... 
i 'mahuan' pun... muhahahaha...

LENS

emm... just get my new contact lens from my dear frens just now!!
my belated birthday gift.. haha..
that lens is purple color.. and tat is 2 pairs..
thanks my dear.. ^.^
just plan to buy new lens after final.. but urs is given me as gift..
feel surprise!! Love urs, my dear LING and Jo..

em.. i waiting to get 3 LENS..
contact lens
DSLR lens
Jelly lens

then now just wait DSLR lens from my cousin...
and Jelly lens from my bro...
they had promise me!! muhahahaha...

NOW, time to study!! Hwaiting!!

我就是爱,无法阻止...



《下一站,幸福》:

摄影是让瞬间变成永恒的魔法,让人记得永远不想遗忘的瞬间。




加油吧!

Morning world..
make myself sleep early.. wake early..
wuhuu.. feel gud..
but once i saw my books and my notes..
i wanna get crazy...
argh... so many subject... so many chapter...
what to do leh...
just face it and do it!! Hwaiting!!
加油吧! 杨雯茹 =)

LOVE, what is it??

What is love???
It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind!!
centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love...
but no one can give the proper definition of love...
TO some Love is friendship set on fire for others MAYBE love is like luck!?!! 
you have to go all the way to find it....
no matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind =)
Love is patient, Love is kind... ^.^
it has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud....
it rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker....
Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life....
always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it....
it is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. 
Love can occur between people...
it bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence....
it enhances the relationship and comforts the soul.... 
Love should be experienced and not just felt.
the depth of love can not be measured.
look at the relationship between a mother and a child, the mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all....
A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love!!!
Love can be created, just need to focus on the goodness of the other person....
if this can be done easily, then can also love easily....
and remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe..


Be together, sharing joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need!!!
And surely love will blossom to strengthen the relationship with the matter of affection....

with myLOVE

YEAH!! I love U!!

all had stick to the point...

as time go on!!
answer is popping up!!
everything will be fine!!
and everything will be alrite!!

time is going on!!
just enjoy every moment!!

just one word - Understanding!!
all can be ok!!

Am i wrong again!!

feel tat my 6th sense going wrong??!
i dunno!!
mayb... feel not gud!!

2 down, 5 to go...

emmm... 2nd paper done... english.. LMT 100...
simple.. just a bit bit not sure... still can afford..
There are 3Q..
3rd Q is essay Q...
choose either one of the 2 title..
one is what is the best decision you ever made?
another one is what is the funny thing u did before? (tis one i abit forget the full Q ady.. hehe)
I had choose the 1st one!!
haha..
my story is so funny and look stupid..
anyway.. just wrote it..
and i had wrote something about u!! kaka

5 to go!! Hwaiting...

1 down, 6 to go

wuhuu.. done my 1st paper in semester 2 of my Year 1 in U
OM!!
drive me crazy!!
today performance?! moderate, not tat gud!!
MCQ most like see before but not sure the ans...
Section B.. wuhuu.. know half way..
still ok!!
wont die kua.. hope at least get a B then i ok liao!!

CARING is a verb or noun!!
is tat very natural for a ppl??
is tat very easy to anyone??
is tat no value at all??
is tat important to everyone??
is tat showing something to other person??
I wonder!! =)

Suspect and wondering?!

wohoo...
force myself offline whole morning and noon...
em!! i had study more efficient... hehe!!
but till blur blur-ing..
now.. i havent finish..
continue after tis..
tis few days..
i really start suspect myself and wondering wat we are?!
caring each other...
funny-ing each other...
happy-ing..

but, just now i get a bad dream bout u, i forget the detail but i get wake with scare..
dunno why... my heartbeat getting fast... i scare, dunno why...
i care about it??

suspect myself, is that ..... to U??
wondering U and ME ...... ??

anyway!!! just facing my exam at this moment lah.. other.. dun think so much...

不知不觉

日子久了,不知不觉,我开始会想你...
日子久了,不知不觉,我开始猜测你是不是....
日子久了,不知不觉,我开始有一点幻觉...
日子久了,不知不觉,我既然在很不开心时,第一个找你!你也好像开始向我诉苦...
日子久了,不知不觉,我在想什么也被你看中了...
日子久了,不知不觉,我跟你会变成.....
日子久了,不知不觉,我不能没有...
8068!!
17918!!
谢谢你!

1st Handwriting blog in 2011


1st handwriting blog in Year 2011!!
really feeling from my deep!!
only for YOU!!
sorry, no next time!! is my mistake!!
next just only YOU & Me!!

Ambiguous


a girl and a guy!!
what relationship between u both!? i wonder how was your now??
look like ambiguous!!
your have some tacit understanding..
your have same situation..
your have same hometown...
your have same key (gam key)
your constellation is match...
your background look match too...
your have the feel??
your have the spark there!!
many ppl wonder??
i also start wonder when it will getting on??
haha!! i wonder??!!

Today =( Tonight =) Tomorrow ??

Today =(
>.<

Tonight u make me =)
u cheer me!! thank you!!

Tomorrow??
i don't know!!
Hope u are there!! see u!!

one more day pass by!!

everyday...
do same activity..
at same environment...
face same kind of thing....
worry same kind of things...
scared.. start scared...
feel wanna faint!! but i cnt!!
i need to be tough!!

thanks someone cheer me up!! funny conversation!!
thank you!!

time for my lovely and dearest books..
pls love me!! i m trying to love you!!


A Funny Morning

although my mood should on top of study stuff..
but my mood is no enough!!
really no mood to study!!
BUT
chat with SOMEONE with nonsense thing cheer me up a lot!!
funny lah SOMEONE!!
u get crazy chat with my 3 sister and 4 name..
and u crazy with me back with another 4 bro, plus u 5 ppl, 5 name!!
haha!!
chat with u, from 3.32 am until 6.38 am... long neh!!
haha!!

nice morning!! nice chat!! thank you!!

who am i??

haha!! funny ?!

WenRu??
pokok ru??
ruru??
lulu??

one more special ru from a ppl --- ale ru ya!!


funny!!

其实,我很累了,我习惯假装坚强,习惯了一个人面对所有,我不知道自己到底想怎么样。
有时候我可以很开心的和每个人说话,可以很放肆的,可是却没有人知道,那不过是伪装,

很刻意的伪装;我可以让自己很快乐很快乐,可是却找不到快乐的源头,只是傻笑。

Study mood!!

Calling pokok ru's and ruru's study mood for WenRu!!

WenRu 加油 o!! pokok ru and ruru is here to support u!!

gambadet!! Hwaiting hwaiting!!


and so suddenly.. i miss my DANBO!!
wat is Danbo...??
neh.. tis picture lol..

in 2010 last day.. someone post me tis as a new year gift..
but i lost Danbo before CNY!!

dunno where he go?!!
it is the good tool for me in shooting..


my fren got another one is plain de.. nice pun..

i hope i can get a new one!!!



here,another shoot!!
damn miss him!!

i must need to get a new one!!

幸福



遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时,

要祝他幸福,因为你喜欢他时,不是希望他幸福快乐吗?

HOME alone ^^

Wenru cook for ruru and pokok ru!!!

Proud of u Wenru!!! haha

 nice!!!
my dinner!!
DONE!!
keke

A regret in my 1st Year!!

Thinking back..... my 1st Year in U!!
colorful with my dancing life!!
YES! i like it!!
but actually i had a regret, i guess many ppl din realize....

at the starting point, actually i wish to join 理大升学辅导组 de...
but becos lifu and dance group having at the same time, so i need to give up one!!
at last i choose dance group...
regret?? NO!!

just regret i cannot join both!!



RU, wake up ady lolz..
focus on the point lolz...
other thing just leave there first!!

the ppl i should not wait anymore,
the ppl i sorry to,
the decision havent make,
the activity i busy with,
the event i wish to join....
all the thing throw away 1st!!
WAKE UP and STUDY!!

Hwaiting!!

Zi Qing Birthday ^.^

Done my social!!
back from Zi Qing's birthday celebration...
his big day havnt reach but we celebrate for him early...
only our penang ppl celebrate with him...
not much ppl..
only zi qing, chi ngan, khay, mun , sher lan and me only...
just a dinner..
but fun...
only a few photo... but we focus on quality...
actually there is many shoot..
just many blur de... keke...

anyway... i m happy and feel nice with my dear fren!!

Happy birthday Zi Qing!! (Zi Qing gor gor!!)

treat myself better =)

tis few day...
i ignore my own health..
i m wrong...

i just throw all the thing away 1st..
focus on my study, ying xin activity and dance group thing...
enough!!

thank the ppl always support me!!
anyway, feel touch on the ppl who care me recently..

THIS is me?!

wuhuu...
last week before study week!!
one week only have 5days..
but all my 5day is full with many stuff..
meeting... meeting...
diarrhea... diarrhea...
i think i nearly fell sick liao!!
tired!! really tired!!

bad new from there..
really make my mood unstable..
tis few day.. the happiness on my face was not full happy at all...
inhibit all my sadness and worry..

sometime, i was asking myself.. this is the life i wan?? or i m getting force to do!!!
i lost!!

since tat day, i get the news from my fren...
i more understand and know i should treasure the ppl i care and the ppl care me!!
till remember tat day..
at noon i decide to stop it, cure my wound, adjust my thinking..
but at night, i get the news, i cry for it, and i lost my direction again!!

i am lost again!!
stop?
treasure?

i dunno wat should i do?!
want to stop it to let my mind clear and blank..
so that i can save all my study things!!

haiz..
THIS is me??!
Is this my life?!

dunno??  unknown??
hope someone come help me!!

'I am. I'm afraid.

不喊痛,不一定没感觉。
不要求,不一定没期待。
不落泪,不一定没伤痕。
不说话,不一定没心声。



沉默,不代表自己没话说。
离开,不代表自己很潇洒。
快乐,不代表自己没伤心。 
幸福,不代表自己没痛过。

R.I.P. i will miss u!!

Jia Qi, my dear fren!!
not a closer fren but is my fren!!


how i wrote tis post?? i hv no idea!!
just wanna say i m very very very regret...
Regret I din go to meet HER yesterday!! really late for me!! 
i will remember u forever!!


i remember i till get her reply on wed morning!!
tis morning till sending her a sorry msg about i cannot go meet them at the gathering...
i dunno that is the last meet?!




6 April 2011
i will remember tis date, remember you!!

LOVE & LIKE is difference =)

one of my frens asked me..
u LOVE him or LIKE him??
for me ans is L... ... ...

wrong??!!
stop it??!!
should be??!!

now i cannot understand what he thinking in deep!!
i know he loved someone...
i know some other one loved him...
me?? nothing!!
WAKE UP girl!!
many ppl till care about me??!!

when i m down, she knew, she care, she warm me...
when i m crying, he lend me his shoulder, he care me some of the time, he is really busy....
when i need some, he help me, i m the most he know and he care within our small junior..
when i want to spoke my deep, she willing to hear, she advise me, she care me..
when i m tired, they support me... they cheer for me!!
when i m good, they praise me, they support me, they proud of me!!
when i m in this world, i know they love me, they care me and they "sayang" me!!
when happens anything, my friends all will stand out for me!!
i know them, i care them, cos they care me als!!

i think that is the 1st and the last gift between two of us!!
not willing also need to face the true..
hurt need time to cure!!

end of 1st L... ... ... in 1st Year of U!!

FAKE-ing happiness

dunno why, i wont act i m so sad in front of many ppl!!
many ppl say i m strong and tough, and always smile =)
after i cut my hair, many ppl cannot recognize me in the 1st few second!!
but they say there till can recognize me afterward, recognize me from my smile ^^

I always show my happiness in front others... but sometime i am not!!
cover myself is the best way to let ppl dunno whether is sad or happy?!



















FAKE?? fake similing??
no!!!
just HIDE it!!

EMOing...


Can I hv immediate LANDSCAPE??

I am waiting it!!

累了吧??

文娱忙了!
Assignment 忙了!
生日过了!
很多庆功也过了!
但是还是很多东西还没忙完!

今年的生日给自己买了一个很贵的礼物- DSLR EOS 1100D
因为 Buget 的问题,我每办法买我想的 EOS 550D...
还记得那天,Ka Vun 讲他的 EOS 550D 跌价300零吉....
感到不好意识帮他买这样贵!!Sorry!!
带了我的新宝贝回家,在家不知道要拍什么?!
我也很累,没有感觉要拍什么...

haiz... recently really tired..
busy this busy that.. wanna get a time meal with friend pun hard T.T

now..
thinking the gift fro senior how??
thinking the how the perform on monday.. just let them 5ppl on stage..
thinking the plan for next sem?!
thinking wat to do at 6th apr de meeting?!
thinking the plan of performance in next sem!!
thinking tat, can i just dance, dunwan do other thing?! i just want to dance!!
thinking how settle my hair?! cut it or let it??
thinking this words "值得"... worth to do it?? worth to join it??
thinking have a shoulder to let me lay on!! (ah ling, u go back liao... miss u leh!!)
thinking wat to wear for 2mr.. whole noon till nite.. oh.. and morning.. easy to get sunburn lolz..
haiz...
tired until i wanna cry...
can i throw all thing away??

i start worry on my final exam ady...
since now can i just touch and go everything, just focus on my study!!
help ar!!

i want hv a talk with someone ar!!
I AM LOST!! arghh!!!

what is the most important thing to me now?! T.T

0330

Yo listen up, this is my tragic story, just to break into my heart (check it) 

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn't do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back. 
I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you. 
My tears are falling again. 
Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ? 

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight ? Why were we like that ? 
Did you lose the sight ? We used to be in love. 
Why am I stuck in this moment ? The one I need is you, silly. 

You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying to the heavens with your hands clasped
I think of you getting up. Let's forget and erase all our bad memories. 
(I'm sorry) How would you ? I cannot say anything besides 'I'm sorry'. 

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

You and I, don't cut our cord. 
Don't deny our r²π 
Come to me, everything is fine now. 
We will start everything over, over again. 

I cannot sleep at all at night

I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 
The place that you left
I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night

A Song.... ♥ For me ♥

Artist :: U-Kiss (유키스)

Album Information :: EP, Studio
♥
Title Track :: 0330
Genre :: Hip Hop
♥
Release Date :: March 30, 2011
Planning | Distribution :: (주)앤에이취이엠쥐 | Loen Entertainment



Hangul and simple romanization



yo listen up this is my tragic story just to break in my heart



나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어
na ajikdo noreul jiul su obso
자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나
jakkujakku niga senggangna
니가 너무 보고 싶어
niga nomu bogo sipo
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso
내 맘 창문을 두드리는 빗소리
ne mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
니가 떠나 버린 그자리
niga ttona borin geujari
너무나도 그리워서
nomunado geuriwoso
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어 난
bamse hansumdo jal su obso nan



빗길 비켜 지나가는 너의 뒷 모습 / 아무 것도 할 수 없는 나는 거듭
bitgil bikyo jinaganeun noye dwit moseup / amu gotdo hal su omneun naneun godeup
해서 매일 난 또 후회를 해 미안해 / 기도해 I want you to be back
heso meil nan tto huhwereul he mianhe / gidohe I want you to be back
I can't 견딜 수 없어 네가 / 없는 하루니까 참을 수 없어 눈가에 눈물 흘러 내가
I can't gyondil su obso nega / omneun harunikka chameul su obso nun-gae nunmul heullo nega
again 너를 잊을 수 있을까 / 언제까지 나는 이럴까
again noreul ijeul su isseulkka / onjekkaji naneun irolkka



나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어
na ajikdo noreul jiul su obso
자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나
jakkujakku niga senggangna
니가 너무 보고 싶어
niga nomu bogo sipo
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso
내 맘 창문을 두드리는 빗소리
ne mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
니가 떠나 버린 그자리
niga ttona borin geujari
너무나도 그리워서
nomunado geuriwoso
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어 난
bamse hansumdo jal su obso nan



오 이런 오늘밤도 오늘밤도 Her
o iron oneulbamdo oneulbamdo Her



밤새 너만 생각해 나는 잘 수 없어 / why did i turn on this love show
bamse noman senggakhe naneun jal su obso / why did i turn on this love show
너와 나의 사인 멀어졌어 / 내가 이 사랑의 하인이었어
nowa naye sain morojyosso / nega i sarang-eui hainiosso



Why did we fight 우린 왜 이랬는데
Why did we fight urin we irenneunde
Did you lose the sight 우린 사랑했는데
Did you lose the sight urin saranghenneunde
내가 왜 이 순간 멈춰 있는데 바보야 내가 필요한 건 바로 너야
nega we i sun-gan momchwo inneunde baboya nega piryohan gon baro noya



어깨가 축 늘어져 있는 너 / 한숨만 땅 꺼지게 쉬는 너
okkega chuk neurojyo inneun no / hansumman ttang kkojige swineun no
답답한 가슴만 탕탕 치는 너 / 두손 모아 하늘에게 기도 하는 너
dapdaphan gaseumman tangtang chineun no / duson moa haneurege gido haneun no
일거라고 모습이 나는 상상이 가 / 우리 다 잊자 지우자 나쁜 기억들을 다
ilgorago moseubi naneun sangsangi ga / uri da itja jiuja nappeun giokdeureul da
(I'm sorry) 너가 어떨지 알아 / 미안하단 말 밖에 할 수 없는 나
(I'm sorry) noga ottolji ara / mianhadan mal bakke hal su omneun na



나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어
na ajikdo noreul jiul su obso
자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나
jakkujakku niga senggangna
니가 너무 보고 싶어
niga nomu bogo sipo
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso
내 맘 창문을 두드리는 빗소리
ne mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
니가 떠나 버린 그자리
niga ttona borin geujari
너무나도 그리워서
nomunado geuriwoso
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어 난
bamse hansumdo jal su obso nan



오 이런 오늘밤도 오늘밤도 Her
o iron oneulbamdo oneulbamdo Her



You & I 우리의 끈 놓지마 / don't deny our r²π
You & I uri-ye kkeun notjima / don't deny our square root
내게 와 이제 다 괜찮아 / 다시 다시 다 모든걸 시작하는 거야
nege wa ije da gwenchana / dasi dasi da modeun-gol sijakhaneun goya


밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso



나 아직도 너를 지울 수 없어
na ajikdo noreul jiul su obso
자꾸자꾸 니가 생각나
jakkujakku niga senggakna
니가 너무 보고 싶어
niga nomu bogo sipo
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어
bamse hansumdo jal su obso
내 맘 창문을 두드리는 빗소리
ne mam changmuneul dudeurineun bissori
니가 떠나 버린 그자리
niga ttona borin geujari
너무나도 그리워서
nomunado geuriwoso
밤새 한숨도 잘 수 없어 난
bamse hansumdo jal su obso nan


♥♥♥

给一个人的一封信...

TO, XXX

除了 Sorry , 还是 Sorry....
你一直都是为朋友着想的那个...
也许很多人当你的好是一种理所当然,但我不是,真的不是!!
这次,我真的很亏欠你!! 对不起!
上个星期我发生了很多事情,不知道我应该怎样... 我很压力...
其实不是我不想要,是我无能为力... 我要对我做的东西负责...
我知道我不应该随便的答应任何东西...
这次真的对不起你啊....


我真的想不到你把我放在 LIST 里面,
我知道你可以帮我得到它,
可是我辜负了你!!
对不起!!
朋友!!

虽然,你说没关系,但我还觉得对不起你!!
我已忙昏了,自己的未来很乱... 不想去烦啊...

对不起,谢谢你!

From a girl who lost her focus!!

330!! my big day!!

wuhuu..
来不及在 3 月 30 日的时候,写我的 blog...
anyway...  i really enjoy wat i get tis 330!!
like it!!
dun want more!! but the thing i get.. i gain happiness and touch my heart so much!!
thank to all!!

i cnt write so much..
need to rush my homework!!
i will update in tis weekend!!

one word!!
HAPPY!!

Last, Happy birthday to me, Wen Ru
and
Thank you, Mummy!!
love u!!

left few more hours... ^.^

now...
29th April, nite..
just left few more hours... is my big day!!
not much different with normal day i think!!
all my best best best fren is not around penang..
and sum more 2mr i got class.. is morning class.. haiz..
330... a meaningful day for me and my family.. especially my mun..
but i had celebrate with her last saturday..
she said, if your fren wanna celebrate with u.. u go lah.. dun stay at home lah!!
thanks mum...
during my birthday.. i always stay at home to celebrate with my family..
and my fren will make early on late celebration..

but now!! i m inside my hostel.. facing my laptop, doing my homework!! ish..
plus.. no one call me out today pun... hng!!
if tmr can go back home i will go back!!

i hope i can have a awesome nite, tonight!!
will b a silent night?? i wonder??

1st birthday present in 2011 =)

a small gift.. from my little cousin...
Thank you!! 
remember my birthday... hehe...
i wont forget your one!! hehe
although is just a small toy, a small gift..
but touch my heart in deep!
muacksss... <3


Canon EOS 1100 D

Canon ~ ~ canon ~ ~
EOS ~ ~ EOS ~ ~
1100 ~ ~ 1100 ~ ~

wait it!!

haiz... fighting 2nite ar..
k book ar!!
stop online-ing..
study marco... karyao!!

IOP done...
small lian yi done..

2mr.. EXAM!! hwaiting!! =)

2 more days...

i know many ppl noted my big days...
haiz..
just left 2 more days...
but my time is full with many activity and studying..
there is no mood to plan or do anything..
the gift i sure receive is from my daddy and mummy wan..
but actually i should gv mummy a gift..
thinking to do it..
oh!! i still owe many ppl birthday gift ko..
need to ganti back after i m free lolz..
after tis week i need to plan many stuff als pun liao...
hope everything i hope i can make it!!

till now.. i still thinking to leave or to stay..
sumtime got i feeling wanna to leave.. cos i dunwan saw the thing i wan..
haiz.. many thing are driving my brain.. no time to think it als.. i hvnt reply ans als.. haiz..
if i stay because of a ppl.. m i stupid?! haiz T.T

back to the happy side..
last nite.. that was a big big big celebration (文娱大庆功)
nice to hv a chance to interact with others that we dunno so much...
wah..
from tat i realize most of our committee is lao gua lai de..
from tat i realize when they no serious is really nice and cute too.. haha..
from tat i realize.. oh.. ah pao just stay vy vy near to my house onli... haha..
from tat i realize.. many ppl know my name wor.. and call it ko tim..

tat nite once got ppl call me, for sure is for taking photo..
but luckily is got ask me take photo together too lah.. but most is call me take photo for them.. haha..

nice nite.. but our dance onli got 4 ppl... if more ppl come.. i guess it will more more fun..!!
woo..
i hope tis is not the ending point we know together.. it should the starting point...
glad that i know u all, glad that many of your know me!! (actually many ppl i dunno their name ko.. haha)

nite world.. sweet dream and fight it later!! =)

錯的人

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身
可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪 太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分 但我相信有點可能

还有 3 天!!

实话说,我不会很期待它的到来...
我的时间已经被很多东西填满了... T.T
今天,星期天要去文娱大庆功啦..
星期一要 Presentation lah.. is IOP - Individual Oral Presentation... lolx..
plus 联谊一下啦...
星期二要考试啦... marco mid-term.. scare.. hv to study vy vy hard!! kar yao!!
plus interview lah...
星期三,让我无负担的开心可以吗??
星期四,理夜,要珍惜与老瓜 senior 的日子 lolz..
星期五,another presentation... arghh!!
星期六,练舞 plus meeting lah... (oh no, the time got problem.. i havent solve it.. i hv no time now lah T.T)

haiz..
tis week is pack als.. like last week.. pack till.. T.T
always rush assignment, prepare presentation, settle dance group stuff, practice dance, study for mid-term..
oh gosh.. i din study for my final yet..
summore.. meeting lah... gathering lah..
now.. only home hv nothing need me to worry or settle..
even at hostel i need to sumthing als.. and cnt sleep well well..
i damn love my home now!!

haiz.. fight for few week more!!
kar yao ar!!
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