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胆小鬼

发现自己的胆子好像越来越小...
买一样东西好像想很多东西，顾虑多...
haiz...
但又爱买东西....

ish...!!

不知道怎样啦.... 满足就好料啦....

Busy at end of July till start of August!!
haiz, many things to do!!!
gonna push my engine!!

hope all things get in my control!! jia you!!

starting to move home, start to move something to my news house..
so, next time no need to move so many things...
pack , clean, move!!

beside, i play and work als!!

hwaiting!!

幸福的权利

幸福的权利是在自己的手里，自己决定，自己把握，自己创造，自己拥有。
自己认为幸福，就会觉得幸福。
自己认为不幸福，就会觉得不幸福。
幸福就会开心，开心的生活就比较愉快....
让身边的人感到幸福，自己也会多了开心。

答应自己要幸福，要开心。

my lovely 14 July

14 July is silver valentine day
have fun!!
spotted mickey T, omg cost rm75 for 3 piece
not dare to buy
but shoot for fun =)
it beauty but quality not so gud.. =(

but today i bought present for my fren bday and 2 earing for myself =)

i love FRIDAY ♥

无形的压力

压力谁都有...
其实学业压力真的不重了...

在社会里,
在生活里,
在家庭里,
另一种的压力...
有时会透不过气来..
尤其是社会里，别人的眼光，别人的批评，别人的冷言冷语...
说不在意是假的...
多多少少心里会不舒服..
这些不舒服就变成压力..

每见到亲戚或者什么阿姨就会一直盯着我的缺陷一直问一直介绍似的...
救命啊!!!

不是比读哪里就是比其他有的没的..
可不可以讲一些开心或无聊话题嘛...
整天比那个比这个...

我的天ar.. 我的缺陷几时才会变成正常，不要求完美，只希望平平复复... 可观就好... =.=

拒绝 ● 如何?

不知道要怎样拒绝...
我知道是为我好，但是不想花这么多钱在我身上....
我应该怎样?
长这么大了，不想在花你们的钱了...

啊!!!!!

怎么办??!

奇怪

感觉很怪...
假期的我应该是很开心的...
但是，好像开心不起来...
有点累，有点烦，有点 down...
好像很多东西要想，很多事要做？
有时想到不能睡觉...
有时想到头都痛...
haiz...
是时候大力的疏解压力跟烦恼了...
从运动开始吧....

昨天，让我很压力... 我必须尽快的解决掉它...
天，请赐我一个美丽的 xx....

my fren wedding dinner... =)

ops... ops... my frens is married... on 7th july..
just attend her wedding dinner on 6th july nite

emmm...
i think i wear quite bright... sharp blue...
it tat ok??
mummy say very nice.. =)

this photo is no edit and it hv on flash.. OMG

lucky look not so fat ba?! hehe

Home alone!!

Mood of now: abit down, nt so cheer
Why? I don't know als
How recently? Okok lo, body hv feel abit not well, especially came down from bed, I will feel unstable and wanna faint down.... haiz

What you wish to do now? Freedom play around, take photo, shopping, eat my favorite food, I think tmr I gonna go eat some my favorite food!!!
Not scare fat? Haiz, just excise as I can lo!
Not scare wear dress not nice... emmm dun care sometime la, I just now , last nite bought a dress online again lo, later gonna collect d!! Yeah!!

Dun talk to bloggie le, I go drink my coffee 1st

大半年了...

不知不觉半年了!
都读2年大学了,再过2个月就大三了..
好快哦...
刚过的学期还像没有什么读书，每天都忙活动不然就睡觉

现在假期了，没什么做工，想休息
想 shopping
想赚钱计划
想投资
想玩
想无忧无虑

想ar想，突然，很想一个的开心，怎样会有一个人的开心??

现在好想吃美味的 tomyam 哈哈

Untitled today

7 down next sem to gooo...

end of my exam!!
7 papers...
4th semester...
2nd years..
end...

hope all in the best!!!

blessing!! stay health away with virus soon pls!! =)

6 down 1 to go

Today sit fmi paper...
Woo, nt easy!!
But dunno how, just goreng as I can!!
Hope not worst!

1 more paper, sick virus cn u leave me always??

Virus

Hate tat!!
Really feel uncomfortable!!!

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You can let your smile change people, but don't let people change your smile
你可以用笑容改变别人，但不要让别人改变了你的笑容。

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5 down 2 to go

My toughest paper - CF
I just hope it pass with nice gred! Hopefully cn at least hv a B-
I really sick with it!
Suffer under virus, 好辛苦

Hope I cn did well in next 2 paper

Bless me

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my phone my part of life

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4 down 3 to go

today paper... WTH!!
haiz... just hope it can had good grade!! po bi!!!

untitled today :

People aren’t always going to be there for you...that’s why you learn to handle things on your own.
并不总是有人在那里帮你。。。所以你得学会自己处理问题。

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Life is more simple, the more you joy, and more happiness. Simple is not necessarily beautiful, but beauty is simple.——生活越简单，你就越快乐，也就越幸福。简单不一定美丽，但美丽一定简单。

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你过得快不快乐，只有你自己知道。其实谁都有一段不为人知的故事，其实谁都会脆弱的想要一个停靠，其实谁都想和某个人完成曾经诺言，其实谁都能微笑然后转身流泪，其实谁的生活都多少有点苦涩，经历风雨。我只想要少一点悲伤，多一点快乐。我只想要少一点孤独，多一点幸福。

3 down 4 to go

English 400 level today
Hard die!!!
Wish gt good gred
Not wishing A, just wish not low b or c....

Blessing

Fight for tough paper next week!!!

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最疼我的爸爸和妈妈

我爱你们!!!
在我最辛苦时一直给我鼓励和照顾!!!
你们永远是我的最爱!!!

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14th jun, kiss valentine

Another 14th
Kiss kiss

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2 down 5 more to go

Titas paper hope it can pass with no *
Just hope it pass and go....

2mr another tough paper
English level 400, lsp 403
Arrrghhh dunno how to study... just study english about business lo...
Wish me understand tomorrow english!!!

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自恋。pokok ru

Hahahaha

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help

Help me in titas arghh!

Really dunno how to study? Dunno halfal which one pun????!!!

Hope get pasar on this subject with no retake ya!! No * pls @.@

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thx my dear

When I need help you are the 1st one I think on...

Today u seem busy, bt thank you buy me dinner, own u so much!!

Ah loo, dun disturb ah yuan liao! Karyao study la!

I will miss u

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1 down 6 to go

Crazy 7 paper...

Today nt good perform

Bullet not strong

Need polish more skill in war fighting lol!!

Hwaiting

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study week end

Is time to start my war!

Prepare bullet shoot it! Gud luck for every paper!

Pray hard and pass all!!!

Do my best d =)

Changed bed sheet!

Slp tight, gud nite!!

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急

急-这是一个贬义词? 应该是

通常人说急没有用，

会带来不好的后果。

有时，太冲动了!

虽然我心血来潮...

但是，急躁真的不能发生!

Haiz!

没心情读书去了!

Who can cheer me up?

不开心因为我在意...

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分享也有底线

我可以什么事都让你

你不愿意，就不逼你...

我可以什么事都分给你... 与你分享

但是，爱我的人可不可以给我独自拥有?

那份爱，不可以分给别人...

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疑惑。冷淡

冷冷的,心一直在跳动,我都听见。

暖暖的,手心的温暖,你在哪里?

静静的,宁静的病房,带有点寂寞。

乱乱的,脑海里都是那个画面。

暗暗的,手机都不响,等待回复。

湿湿的,熊熊被泪水淹没了。

灰灰的,心情下了一场大雨。

干干的,心灵缺乏滋润,需要爱。

红红的,一直盯着手机,期待你的信息。

肿肿的,不要哭泣,等待我的爱!

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不要突然盖掉我的电话好吗？头头会怕你发生什么事.... 久了，我不开心了... 哭!!

心情。超差

下午考完 psychology abnormal 回来是感觉有点怪怪的....
一直在让自己开心...
但是，还是开心不起来...
不做 assignment, 一直在娱乐自己...
看戏
打 game
吃东西
都开心不到...
很 down!!

不知道为什么...
有要哭出来的冲动...

很 down...
因为刚才考试的成绩？
我自己也不确定...

很乱...
我开始渐渐不知道自己在做什么了....

我。疑惑。乱了

痛

痛痛....

可能你会说我是自找的...

但是，请为我想想好吗？

肚子饿了... 但还是要继续读书... haiz....

new casing

Like it

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be happy myself

Recently really pressure

No time to rest

Always try to cheer myself

One way is take photo

Or another say, seok sendiri

Cheer me up abit saja =/

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kiss kiss

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520

Me me in 520 =)

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希望是一个对的决定

我知道，这个决定会让我继续忙...

我知道，这个决定会让我没有什么时间读书...

我知道，这个决定会让我学习...

希望我会跟以前不一样

学习冷静思考

希望今年会更好

雯茹，加油，不要太冲动!!!

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LOVE tis song!!

Baby Steps Lyrics
by SNSD Taetiseo (태티서)
Romanization

umkyeojwin maeumi jakku saeeonaga Oh
sumgyeobogo gamchwodo modu heulleonaga Oh

daheul su eomneun neoreul bomyeonseo
nae jageun geurimjado deulkilkka sumeoseo

Oh nan tteollineun georeumeul
joshimhi dagaga bwa
Oh nan deo gakkai galsurok
eojjeonji duryeowojyeo
niga meoreojilkka

One, Two nae mami
Three, Four sumgyeori
Five, Six onmomi
neoman bomyeo georeo

du nuneul garilsurok
niga deo jal boyeo (It’s U, It’s U)
nae du gwireul mageulsurok
jongil neoman deullyeo

ni nunbit ilgeonaegi eoryeowo
onjongil ni gyeoteseo nunchiman boge dwae

Oh nan tteollineun georeumeul
tto hanbeon dagaga bwa
Oh neon nae sarangi boineun
gakkaun georikkaji ijen dagawa jwo

One, Two nae mami
Three, Four sumgyeori
Five, Six onmomi
neoman bomyeo georeo

One, Two eojedo
Three, Four oneuldo
Five, Six naeildo
neoreul hyanghae georeo

oneuldo na honja
nunmuljitneun georeumeuro
neol hyanghae geotgo itjiman
ni mame danneun nal
ni pume anajul geu nareul gidaryeo
I Need U hey~~

Oh nan tteollineun georeumeul
josimhi dagaga bwa
(joshimhi dagaga bwa~)
(Oh Somebody help me~)
Oh nan deo gakkai galsurok
eojjeonji duryeowojyeo
(eojjeonji duryeowojyeo~)

Oh nan tteollineun georeumeul
(Oh~ tteollineun georeumeul~)
tto hanbeon dagaga bwa
(tto hanbeon dagaga bwa~)
Oh neon nae sarangi boineun
(sarangi boineun~)
gakkaun georikkaji ijen dagawa jwo~

One, Two nae mami
Three, Four sumgyeori
Five, Six onmomi
neoman bomyeo georeo

One, Two eojedo
Three, Four oneuldo
Five, Six naeildo
neoreul hyanghae georeo

我喜欢ta

忙完了文娱，是时候忙功课...

今天，看一看时间表，omg 还有2个星期就是 study week 了 cry cry

haiz，累都没累完... 休息都不够，忙碌继续的跑...

最近睡觉前我都会想起，我在你怀抱里睡觉的感觉，你工作的期间有时又让我幸福起来了...

不经常的陪伴让彼此更珍惜那一刻，更幸福，更开心,也更想ta

最幸福的事，在发恶梦时，第一刻就可以抱着ta，加上ta的呵护，充满着安全感... 爱ta

Pokok ru, hwaiting...

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心情很复杂...

我应该这样....

没有心情读书，那些事情不断的在我的脑海里转...

痛

烦

不想去想...

离开我好吗?!

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害怕

很害怕

功课追不上了

朋友的无形压力，有一种要哭的感觉...

怎么办?

我怎样继续走下去不会到呢?

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sad

there is some result release..
bad result
C grade!!
feel very sad, very down!!
wanna cry out liao...
=(

need to work very hard for it!!! arghhh

me.part 2

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me, yeoh wen ru

I am yeoh wen ru

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new belongings

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很多时候

其实我也时常在等你的回复,

有过等到很紧张，害怕你出事，结果是睡去...

是因为没发生在我身上吗?

小事不要去计较啦....

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望

很期待你的回信....
有时我等不到....

互相关心，体谅很重要...

我很拥有你的支持...
FULLY SUPPORT me, it can motivate me!!

最近，
脑海里又再出现那个画面，
每当我翻查我的信息，
我就想起，
你的手机的信息，
我感到很刺痛，
是因为介意？
很不舒服，非常不舒服...
前天一直告诉自己不要去想，忘记掉它...
但
昨晚梦境里好像又出现了,
可能是因为有人在我面前提起她...
很不舒服，
我猜，我是很介意....

怎么办？我......

be tough

Sorry, my dear... I know I lost focus on you, I will try my best be with u...

U are the ppl always support me rite?!

I always support you! Love u!

Wenru, be tough balance all the things, u can do it....

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另一个压力

考试压力算是过的七七八八了...

要开始赶 assignment 的时候了，还要很多琐事要做，文娱也有很多顾虑....

把全部东西放在一起就要忙疯我，也忙病我，就连午餐和晚餐都只是吃面包... 有人讲我为什么，这样 dry...

我也不想啦....

算了....

杨雯茹，加油....

一定有人在我的背后支持我的.. 可能我没发现罢了....

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我的body

惨了，我的body

拔了牙，发热气.... 发烧好几天

今天算是不用吃药liao

但是，我的背，突然间觉得，现在很痛... 痛到很难睡... 我很累 jor, I wan sleep, dun pain pls

希望不是久伤发生....

虽然，还未痊愈，但希望每个月会更好....

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21st May 2012

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my life, my style

Just be I am, Yeoh Wen Ru, you cn do it....

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miss you

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cham

我的压力又涌上来了....

Missing someone....

Needed as well

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保佑

保佑爸爸没事....

海啸不要来，好吗....

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被骂了一顿

被骂后哪里都不可以去.....

交通工具被扣留，没得用...

呆在家敢功课啦!!!

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hwaiting...

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要笑

笑..

Smile...

自己要开心...

什么事都可以解决...

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吓哭了

胆子变小了...

吓傻了....

第一个既然要找他...

send 了msg 怎么办...

想起啦，不应该sms ta?!

自己的人生自己負責

「犯錯就是犯錯。錯了就是錯了。別人是不會在乎你犯錯的原因，你得為你犯的錯負責！你可以說是社會的錯，但是你犯錯，社會不會替你坐牢；你可以說是你父母的錯，不會教，但是你犯錯，父母不能替你坐牢。不怪任何人，你有你的選擇，自己的人生自己負責！」－《小孩不壞》

hwaiting

Hwaiting

Karyao

U are not the only one!!!

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330 每天想想你

330 每天想想你
你是我的朋友最亲爱的

330 在这特别日子里
想要再次大声说爱你

知道你不缺什么所以我献真心
增兴也是你妈咪最爱的唯一
所有的朋友因为你能够幸福相遇
所以今天我们要唱祝福给你
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
祝你生日快乐
有生之日都快乐

330 - 忙里偷闲

22 岁生日比起 21 岁多了一点意识
少了舞蹈组，多了节目组...

有不一样的感觉...
不同的感情...

不多写...

忙读书... 杨雯茹加油!!

偏心

人的心态是最难理解
每个人都会偏心，包括自己...
所以你会偏心于别人，别人也会偏心于他人...
所以，适应它吧....

爱人，可能会是你最偏心的人，也可能会是你最被偏心的人...

领悟其中的道理...

3days.... ??

i wish he is beside me now!!

i miss you!!
miss u so much especially when i very down, very tired!!

Dear, miss u!!

i cnt stand 2nite...
pressure come very near!!
i cnt breath....
i need fresh air.....

argh...

i have no choice... just keep on walking, no U turn!!

4 day???

wat should i feel now??

i feel stress and tension on my work, study and assignment...
haiz... just smile and go on it... cnt give up!!
never never give up!!

7 days...

tis few days damn pressure!!

hate the feel!!
pressure from activity i ady know is there!!
but the study pressure really huge in this semester!!
and the peer or friend make me getting big pressure summore!!

i really wanna fucking you!!

but i really no choice and dunno how to do, mayb i dunwan break the friendship... cos we are coursemate... face to face always....

really FUCK!!!

sorry blogie... i rude to you!!

i really pressure until i cannot breath...

9 days...

11 days...

nice saturday!!
hang out wif my dear and my dear de buddy!!
nice... the main point is wif my dear... then all will b nice!!
enjoy!!

but back to my study!!
i wan faint liao..
assignment...
homework...
study...
T.T

12 days...

busy week...
weekend busy too,
i need to study hard cos mid term is near...
and next week i gonna make a presentation!!

wenyu things, busy like heal!!
dance group is having many activity tooo...

argh.... karyao!!

18 days....

i guess today not a good days...
desa u there got a senior from usm jumped down from his home!!
sad news.. RIP to him, although i does not know him at all!!

not a good days..
pain-ing around the days...
dunwan stay here!!
just go study!!

爱你

爱你就要爱你的全部!!!

music in the air - Maybe 的机率

谁叫我爱上你了! haha!!

19 days...

day by day...
nice sunday!!
yesterday.. go gurney shop popular and find green tea kit kat... damn want it!!
but the kit kat is out of stock!! T.T
nite time go Kung Fu Nite.. not very nice!!
just saw the drum go better creative!!
technical- suck!!

sunday!! tired but nice!!

run in the early morning then go eat then go play badminton!! SONG!!!

after dinner... mood down ing!! T.T
anyway.. i hv no power to change anything... just accept the fact... remain wat i am!!

hope i can cheer up myself soon!!

my teeth... pain!!
and i think i get fever jor... need to eat panodol liao... T.T

(okok + nice + bad + bad) days = bad weekend!!

=(

21 days...

today sunny day!!
wake early for dimsum with Sinee, Gio Lee, Jing Yi, Michelle, Hsiao Wen and KC...
haha...
after dimsum, Hui Qin join us to a LONG movie- John Carter...
abit bored on it.. i felt sleep on the movie ko tim.... haha...

lunch together again, at McD sg dua... 3 rounds... wao...!!

just finish bath after run a while at tasik and aman there...

Sunny day.. HOT pun... and i get black jor...
need whitening liao!!

busy day... going on...
study day... have to get start!!
assignment....
mid-term...
presentation...
coming on!!

start engine!!

22 days...

today is not a sunny day!!
is raining days... it make me abit bit mood!!
1st, no mood to eat!!

1hours class later... ready to go out soon!! go out la.. tata

23 days...

just back from outside...
just back from scaling...
just back from toilet... go wash teeth...

woo lala!!
go scaling with Jing Yi!! i guess she get shock when the ppl call us to do scaling right now!! haha

many things in my hand to settle...
many things need to deal...

sleepless...
have to food less, move more!!

karyao!! settle deal.. get a nap!! nite class later T.T

OMG i need to do homework!!

自我矛盾

自己心里有一种很怪的感觉...

当初选择成为节目组的原因就是不想因为“副组长”的头衔而要出舞还是与一些人合作...
虽然今年舞蹈组人选出现了心理战... 都主要为自己想...
别人看我事门以外，不管我的事，我很轻松...

但是，我现在心理开始矛盾了...
有Senior 找我跳舞，我很想... 但是...
我之前有想过这问题，但是发生了，我有一种down 的感觉...

我在USM 的舞台，拥有过！

是时候到外面去了吧??

有遗憾，但是，希望我没有做错决定!!

24 days...

yesterday...
i missed morning class cos vomit until i low energy!!
but i had attend noon class...

after my noon class, it was finish on 4pm... i rush to stadium to book badminton court..
at the end i cnt get 7-9pm, i booked 4-6pm..
only have one 2hours slot on tat... originally my fren asking me to book 4-6pm but now only have one slot...
at the end discuss wif my fren, we changed to Saturday, it have more slot for Saturday als...

wulala... meeting until i wan faint just now!!
hv to duty, umbrella flash mob, and many sponsor deal!!
argh...
beside tat dance group have many things need to plan and prepare!!

karyao la...!!

study pressure come over als.. i need to start study for my quiz already...
but now find textbook als very hard!! gao meng ar!!

anyway... go slp and ready fot 8am class later la...

笑容 | 眼泪

我的笑容不昂贵，
但我的眼泪很珍贵。

我可以为陌生人而笑，
但我不为陌生人掉眼泪。

我可以在朋友面前大笑，
但我不能在朋友面前大哭。

........... 有缘再续 ..................

exchange!!

just now checked my mail... i saw a mail about exchange!!
2mr gonna go for another interview... tis is the 2nd interview ady!!
my fren told me, tis can consider as i enter 2nd stage of approve...

i wait tis news for about 2 weeks ady!!
i thought i cnt get!!
stated forget about tis and gv reason to myself to stay down...
now, i feel abit weird and i have some kind not willing to leave, because of him!!

argh...

我想

我猜.... 我想...
我不敢想...
只是希望有你的支持!!

希望

很希望也很渴望他可以来看我的表演...
很多人都问起我，为什么他没来...
其实我有一点小伤心.... 真的真的很希望他来看我的表演...

很希望下次他会来看我的表演...

my Lovely March

Is March...
today is 3rd of March 0303
my lovely March, I want to make my March happy everyday!!
Be happy, Cheer...
one event is done... til have some come over after...
DTSP stage, I had dance on that!!
feel gud i found some photo on that tooo!!!

went home yesterday, Friday...
mom say me look so languish and get thin abit jor...
haiz... mayb gud new...
next week onward, need to star my assignment preparation...
and keep fit every day.. hope i can run everyday!!!

Photo shooting... rush on it..
Teeth braces... waiting on it.. scare scare...

gambadet.... do my best!!
by the way, miss him quite much 0.0