[New In] Power Bank

New in power bank
My 2nd power bank
It is a 30000mAH power bank
Cost me RM 99 and it come with a mp3 as a free gift =)

#throwback Taiwan

渔人码头
踏上渔人码头那一刻，心想下一次踏上时我一定要和爱我的他一起站上去!!

#Throwback my Taiwan Trip

miss the Taiwan.
I hope to go again.
with my love.
recently crazy with my internship and part time job stuff.
sorry to late update Bloggie..

just drop by a post now.
so that/mayb i can replace or add on when i free to wrote such long memory.

#dropby

Ready to FLY

1st time FLY aboard!! (with passport with take flight)
excited but down mood with the money currency very bad, so I cant spend so much over there.
money is hard to earn, so spend wisely.

my plan in my mind now, buy cheaper souvenir, food/mask/memory things.. the point is cheaper!
bcos i really really not much money to spend only!!
and eat wisely too, dun waste with simply buying the food!!

although the excited feel is not that high compare to tis morning!
I need to enjoy to the max over there!!
take more photo and test the view over there!!

Blessing with no any bad weather!! No taufan pls!!

safe trip and enjoy!!

OOTD : Eyelet Baby Doll Top

New outfit receive today...
Actually tis is a replace cloths.. as my order dress is spoil ady, the seller replace another piece I choose.
just a top, i like the eyelet cloths..
emm.. somehow, i would more like it, if that is not a top is a dress.. i will more like it!!
tis piece of top bought from Missypandora.
I quite like the cloths she sell.. but some dress is price high for me..
I m saving money season now.. because I have few target need to hit and I need to save some money!!
karyao ar!!

Next week gonna start working.. feeling nervous... wish I can do it!!

Never try, never know!!

Emmm...
Honestly say, I am shock with the the suddenly offer!!
Well, I digest it more and more now!!
So far today get better than ytd, decided cnt break your promise!!
Just go there learn smth extra!!
No lose one!! I m the gaining side!!
I should grow more, ruru!!
Karyao oh!!

Just do my best!!
I can do it!!

Part time intern?

想起来，短短的2天发生了出乎预料的事...

电话响起，hello... can i speak to Wen Ru... YES.. hi, I m calling from Intel...

What? INTEL..
做梦都没有想到 intel 这么快就 call 我...
omg..
Intel 是我一直想要工作的地方，因为很多人都说它 benefit 很好...

这次 Intel offer 我的是 HR department but HR 不是我的 major...
我不知道我适不适合 HR, 但Finance 好像不适合我.. 因为我缺乏知识和动力...
要不断地判断，不断地预测...
emmm
这是不是一个好机会让我体验 HR 还有 Intel 的生活呢？

这个 part time intern 的 benefit 也很不错... 值得我去试...
但学业也要顾好啊...

如果我接受了，祝愿我一切顺利....

Expense: Hand Phone

Hand phone is non stop changing with the model, design, system and the price.

Should I say hand phone is a luxury things...

When I was studying in high school, those handphone price 600+ is very geng ady! But now, those price 1000 consider moderate only!!

I personally starting dislike android phone ady, the system is non stop upgrade but not all the phone is getting spport with the upgrade!! Like android 3.0smth with the ice-cream 4.0++
Many phone cnt upgrade!!

On the other hand, look at apple iPhone, emmm
I feel the price is bring the quality!
They can update they ios system for their phone product (em,actually they didn't produce much phone product too, haha)
I love iPhone actually, but I can't afford the price on buying!! Still in process!!
While look forward on new model als! Haha

I promise myself, my next phone buying will be iPhone!!

Karyao save money!!
Emm, I have to earn 1st!! Keke

Respond is on alert!! Mail box is blinking

So far, I start getting the reply form the application!!
So far I have get 1 respond for interview, 6 company review, 2 phone call for confirmation and 1 request for complete my academic detail and university letter!!

But some document still not yet out, so I can't do much things!!

Few days ago I start asking senior about their internship and I start getting understand the details!!! I hope I found what I want and success it!!

Beside, I also found that, their is a company is hiring intern for cheap labor!!

Emm, I m rearrange my most wanted sequence d...

Hehe

Good luck to me!!

Step in interview crowd

Day by day, is time for me to ready step in working life!
A good internship is a good start to kick start my experience gain!
Start form gaining interview experience!
I dunno the company want me or not? Good for me or not? Good for future? Can learn?!
Really hard to decide, but I need to learn how to show myself and let other want to hire me!
Arghhh

Time to practice and prepare!!

I am not short!!

Baggie spot check

bag spot check. wat actually have inside?

the bag used yesterday night. Hang out for a simple dinner =)

This is a simple bag or call it envelop bag.

It can be 2 way of using. sling or carry.

It color is brown.

Bought 2 years ago, seldom use because the capacity is too small for me. 

I think i just used 4-5 times, not more than 10 times. =( sorry bag!

ok, lets see wat i put inside when i going out yesterday night.

  yay yay, what i have inside?
- Wallet from Mango
- Small money bag  from S&J (i think... too long ady!!)
   *and with my lucky pill wish key chain
- tissue =)
- card holder from Diaso.. RM5 mah.. save money...
and last..
- my dear phone, xepiria neo v.. =)

with LOVE,

WenRu

TGIF, 3rd August 2013

oh yeah, is Friday. I write a late post due to not feeling well on myself.
This 3 pic is #ootd. NERD t-shit bought from Hatyai, it just cost me 10 batt (around RM10, but currency is high when i go on July, now also seem bad). I like Hatyai, been there few times, because the expenses over there is lower abit, many things is quite cheap, but i din shop much over there because I lazy to argue the price.

Friday, my working day. First day be an agent, quite nice feel, hope i can continue working on it. The pay may not so high but I believe as experience gains I can earn more!!

This noon pop hang out for a movie with bf, damn cold. I din bring any jacket so freeze inside the cinema and feel not well under the cold. zzzZZZZ

Counting down for the taiwan trip. But but but... the currency now is damn high... erghhhhh
Ish, really hope malaysia ringgit get better on the coming hari raya lol....


ops, i miss the pasar malam of today also. I was sleeping at that time.. yiii... let it be lah...


time to let me go cooking my drama..

updated later..

new stuff is coming to my room soon!!

Just forget the sadness.
Be fun and happy always.

Love,

Wen Ru

26/7

So far July is over soon. Planing for many things. Task list, 0 completed, 5 in process and 3 haven't work on (may thinking on give up).

Ok then, my salary of this month was not so high but okok lah.

Thinking to have shopping but failed many time, because no ppl accompany. U may ask why don't ask my bf?! I would say, I feel abit not good to ask him, cos I looking on my interest and that is not he interest. I scare end up I care on his feeling and I bought nothing. Arghh
I don't know how, a fren is asking to  teach/let him comfort to tis all the time, as time go on he will comfortable with tis!! I dunno how.

Actually I am a branded lover too, or should I turn other way to say, every girl/women love branded stuff.
All the stuff have the famous brand like bag,shoe, clothes, accessories and so on...

There are a lot target things in my heart always. Well, I till keeping my money to invest it... hope soon.

26/7 is friday rite?!
And it is a public holiday too.
Emm, I wish to walk around at mall, mayb the new mall.
See how,but I thinking on my favorite more than that.
I was thinking to eat sushi and korean food.

Emm, to save money on my favorite food, sushi should buy from qb jusco and I need to start find korean food recipe to cook myself?!
Haha

Friday task, find recipe lah...

Wake on 2 again

After exam peak I was abnormal, I will wake on midnite and I only slp a few hours.
Emm, tonight I think I was hungry! I am craving on food at late night but end up no eat just slp 1st.
I can't sleep back now, watching running man, that is a food race espisode. OMG I am hungry!!
I miss korean food!

My last korean meal was may, with my dance group committee!! I miss the food and the moment too!! A free meal, we just need to pay extra rm4!! Wu yea.. *Like*

I am thinking to eat bibimbap, kimchi and also bulgogi!!

Arghhh!! I am hungry!!

Dare to dream

A late post due to my lappie is enter to hospital.
I have a lot of dream want to make it, but I feel hard in sometimes.
This is because I need use up many things to make it success. For example money, times, beauty(mayb), energy, understand, mind set, creativity and motivation!!

I was thinking to be a professional photographer, professional dancer, online store boss(with nice income), paying blogger and so on and on...

Many dream!! Need to plan and set priority also!!

Think before plan, plan before do!!

Shooting dream part 2

Be a shooting model, capture the smile and beauty!! Hope it!!

Recently saw a groupon tat offer RM 88 for 2person indoor shooting!!
I was get some mind and interest to buy tat!! But...
2person is hard to share but can choose to have 1 person
But but...
Only indoor wor?! Worth meh?! But include make up and hair-do
But but but....
I was run out money recently?! How??

Earghhh!! *挣扎中*

At tis moment

I was awake at tis moment. I don't why?! I should sleep tight now, since I was tired to run out the thursday! My feeling now was weird, abit confuse, feeling something is missing!! Am I left out something or something is gone?!
I feel I am nothing to the social, is mean no value?? No way, no die at the moment, I cannot make my parents disappointed!!
WTH, should I change my life way?! Life partner?! Life activity?! Life mind?!
Should I start a business myself?! Or geting learning and improve my skill?!

I guess I lost my dream and future mind?!

Weird feeling, not that sad but feel uncomfortable and loneliness!?

WTH!!
I need to do something for myself to cheer up myself!?
Exercise?!
Gifts for myself?!
Play a new game?!
Eat my favorite?!
Surprise for me?!

Anyway, wish I can slp back and wake on time later!!

Overnight

Overnight with another 4,
Day out with no back home,
Dress up my cotton on,
Driving my roti car,
No heels only flat,
The nite I enjoy...
Sleep together...
Lets forget those sad things!!
Looking for my next target!!

They say fire starting in my heart!!

I wonder my position and wonder my importance...

I am human I have feeling!!!

Every action I am look into eye!!

The fire till there?! I wonder!!

When I cn be your model?!

I wish one day I can be a target on the lens, whole memory card only me, every single moment is keep on eye to me!!
Have a good photo, good picture, good posture, good smile, good memory and good to me!!

Yeah!! Finish my Year 3

3 down, 2 to go!!

really tired!!
2am awake until now!!
my eye damn tired...
but drink coffee jor.. hard to slp now!!

my body and brain is tired but hard to slp...
cham!!

1 more down, 2 down 3 to go

gambadet!!
Hwaiting!!!

3 paper to go!!

1 week to go!!

good luck to me!!

1 down 4 to go

Oh gaga
1st paper!! I doesn't slp very well last nite!!

Slp at 11.30pm but 4.45am ady wake up!!

I dunno how much time I use before I asleep leh?!

Anyway!! Really tired after exam!!
Use up whole brain to do exam...

Race Start

Final exam is starting!! 1st paper in this exam is tomorrow!!
Wish me good luck!!
Hwaiting!!

Wat I did today!! LOL

LINE Doll

wu yeah...

i won a LINE doll from official line malaysia company

it is original doll

very nice quality and detail..

love it...

thank the LUCK..

i saw fb say only pick 300 winner to win this only..

the contest is about write why u like LINE...

wat i wrote about?

haha... *keep it secret*

tell your after i exam.. if i till remember..

kaka

Study week

omg.... sleepy man!!
Low energy!!!
Haiz....

振作啊!!!

Blue blue

Cheer up me!!

Oh gosh, bad nite...
But not having good day too!!
Noisy around,

I m tired too..
I need ppl to cheer me up and make me happy!!!

Help me.... assignment haven't finish!! Bahasa melayu super susah lah =(

韩国料理 ● 523

523, 跟舞蹈组同期组委一起共餐，可惜没能来齐人...
但是也很不错了，有10位!!
是一个开心的晚餐,
可能是最后一次聚在一起了!!
很满足这个晚餐!!

I love tonight!!

给爸妈的明信片

一分爱的心意，
结果变成爸妈的紧张以及害怕?!

我很矛盾!

还是爸妈认为我不会做这样的事?!

i do't understand...

it tat i m not lucky enough? or how?
my result always not tat good than other!!
i found out another new result...
i really put afford to study on that, but end up with not a good result....
why...!!
tell me why?!

why other ppl can get this good result but i cant??

feeling cry!!
but no tears...
Ahhhhhhhhh

忙忙碌碌

Haiz... 从文娱结束后到现在都没有好好休息过... 这个星期都一直在忙assignment....  晕

没有什么时间写了...
先睡一下,等下起来继续做 @.@

我的回忆，记录，专辑 ~~

我要做 super model...
有人为我照相，就好像模特儿这样...
记录我的样子，我的成长， 我的回忆....

我希望有一个人不断地为我照相，美美的照片....

我喜欢摄影，但是我也喜欢被摄影...!!!
P/S: 真的不想给钱拍照，拍起来也差不多罢了....

有一种感觉...

五月开始，我突然感觉到一种非常辛苦的感觉...
辛苦或困难到我好像呼吸不到...
很饿但是没有食欲...
都是为了练舞才吃...
今天好像严重了... 开始呕吐...
差不多把午餐都呕出来...
幸亏是在练完舞后才呕...
很累...
累，但是失眠... 很痛苦...

又有一种不被关心，被摆在一边的感觉...
就连我想要吃些什么都得不到...

在赶 Individual assignment...
想到我的头脑都痛了...
对着电脑久了，眼睛会看到黑的画面...
我猜想应该是看太久了...

最近，症状真的严重起来了...

谁可以打救我?!

P/S: 希望我的内伤快点好... 虽然比起星期一有好很多，但是还是会隐隐约约的痛... aleruya =.=

心情低落

啊....
这几天心情糟透了...
没有关心，没有担心，没有心情了.....

有时候需要行动来证明...

请不要敷衍我....

我不是那么 cincai 的...

我是人不是神... 我会痛的 =(

染发记

1/5/2013 劳动节
自己动手一个染头发...
第一次一个做... 之前不是去理发店就是有人帮忙...
哈哈...
染了红色，但是好像又好像暗暗的...
希望是在大灯光和太阳下现色...

Gala Performance

Woo hoo...
在星期五晚上11时左右, 我与另外4位"舞友"(舞蹈认识的朋友) 完成了kpop dance 的表演...
有一种完成一些重要的事的感觉..
我自认没有跳到最好，我还需要多加练习来熟练那些舞步...
Woo
但是我还是使劲全力把舞跳玩...
哈哈
想到有一个 part free style 时，我就感到很好笑，因为跳100次，100次都不一样的... 哈哈
希望是有感觉啦... hehe
掌声和欢呼声也有不错...
在场外遇到豆腐，他说我们赢完了...
算是最有看头...
Anyway...
这是一个不错的经验....
谢谢给我机会的人....
谢谢教导我的人...

很压力

最近真的很压力!!
为什么我不可以有一个懂我，关心我的人?!
我很需要关心!!!
我很久没有大哭了，今晚我崩溃了!!
我的眼泪不受控制的流下来!!

可不可以不要用这样的语气跟我说话!!
让我有不好受的感觉!!
我低落时候可以关心我吗?!
我不要求很多的华丽约会，我想得到的是关心我!!

我感觉我很孤独!!
什么事都自己一个人在撑!!
很无助的感觉!!!

我很压力!! 可不可以给我一个被爱被呵护的空间!!!

打仗中

bloggie... 报道一下... 我还在，没有人间蒸发....!!

外面在政治战争，我就在打我的考试战还有时间战...

最近都在忙考试还有文娱....
还有.... 还有.... 功课,在期中 pop up....
越 pop 越多...

好累o....

懒惰写了....

下个星期，文娱水准，考试，assignment，Gala Night 表演...

加油吧!!

有一点"呼吸"困难

最近很多很多东西要处理!!
要练习,要赶功课,做灯光图 还有考试等的东西!! 很赶!!

我很需要支持及关心让我走下去!!!

很烦
也很无助的感觉!!

可不可以让我幸福一阵子?! 一下也好!!
我很需要支持和鼓励让我走下去!!!

生日快乐

Emmmm...
No much time to write my post!!
Just hv a drop by!!
Add on later or how!!

Anyway, happy happy birthday to myself!! Muackss

告诉自己要坚强

要坚强！！
在我最想有个肩膀靠的时候，它往往在一个距离那....

我只想拥有一个属于我自己的一天.... 就那 24 小时，做我喜欢的事....

今年的生日不会有什么庆祝.... 只是会吃个饭跟一个每年跟家人一起吃的蛋糕....
沟通很重要.... 语气也很重要...
一样的意识用不一样的语气会影响整个意识...
例如，加一个“对不起” 会让别人舒服一点...

我可能不可以这么计较...
但是在我的重视的天，我有悲哀了一下....

我不知道我到底有多重要....

可是我在乎....


omg, 我今天崩溃了...
哭了30分钟.... 有比较好一点....
不然一直压抑着我不知道我什么时候会疯....

最近精神也不是很好....

要好好的休息!! 加油!!!


ops!! 台湾 我与你有约....

学习※加油

付出，这个字对我来说就是牺牲!!
如果真心要做，再累再辛苦也会去做!!
加油!!

我努力学习，希望做好自己，做好一个好leader,好舞者(努力修补自己的不足),好孩子(多回家，为家做事)，好学生(努力读书，完成功课),好女友(好好照顾自己不另他担心)，好朋友(互相帮助).... 等等

他人的做法我管不了,我应该和能做的就是把伤害及悲哀减到最低!!

加油!!

最近练舞练到脚都软掉了!!
但是还是要继续，同时间练两只舞真的会有一点疯...

加油吧!!

考试也接近了!! 正在努力读书，下星期开始要躲在图书馆多一点了!! 不然... @.@

好啦, 加油吧!! 我可以的!!

忙碌的星期四

好累....
从早上忙到现在....
功课，复诊，买东又买西...
把车子驾来驾去....
我都要晕了..

今天牙齿还铁线和rubber 痛死了!!
紧紧的... 好痛!!!
也只有绑牙者懂我的痛!!
那种酸痛!! 会让你睡不着!!

我最近好像越来越欣赏 raper 料!!
我最近爱上 Leessang 的 Gary 和 Tosh Zhang!!
大爱他们两个!!

今天满满的过了一天!!

我超级希望时间可以走慢慢的!!
有一点恐惧时间，恐惧日期!!
不想那些时间/日期这么快到!!
时间恐惧症啊!!!

我的第一个苹果快得到了!!
谢谢爱我的家人!!

我爱你们!!!

家,永远是我最温暖的地方
家人，永远爱我的人，让我感动，关心我... 他们不会嫌弃我，他们会保护我，永远支持我!!

但是我不能时常陪家人，我会努力分配时间的!!

还有一个我爱的人，伤害过，疼爱过... 我遇到他是我的缘分，我珍惜这种缘分!!
有空让我靠一靠，我只想在你肩上休息一会儿!!!

心情。好运

最近发现开心一点，会比较好运的感觉...
但是开心的心情上到一个点后就会掉下来...

我已经不断尽量开心了...
但是，我好像自己在自爽罢了？！
为什么你不能开心一点...
哄一下会怎样wor...

我不像不开心啦....
气死了!!

糟糕!!

cham ar...
cannot concentrate to prepare my presentation and homework! i need help!!!
my mind like getting harassment!!

HELP

16th of March

My month, March
Nearly half is over, but I nt success to hv everyday is happy day yet!!!
Really useless and stupid...
16th, consider the most down day now... dun talk about tat...
My day almost spoil by the ending!!!
The happy things all is gone!!
Although tat is tired day for me but it is worth to get the pay...
RM 120 per day leh... summore only saturday and sunday!! No choice I am poor now!!
I hv 0 balance for last semester, I cnt imagine tat!!!
Plus the installment pay of the car,dental fee and so on... tat why I poor!!
Stress wif many task, I believe I can do it wif mental support, caring and sweet! Bt the conflict make me cnt concentrate and feel to kill myself sometime!!! Really triple or 10x stress wif tat!!!
Am I too stupid?
Misunderstanding or not understand at all?!
I really fall down after the call!! Nothing support me!! Whole body non-stop vibrate with scare plus the worries, until I find my buddy call for help!!
I never thought I care ppl until this kind of important....
I am vibrate-ing
A fever,tired and down mood body, I time to bed, good night!!

喘不过气

最近被功课压得喘不过气，加上现在在忙着跳舞。
这个星期我也懵了很多事情...
那 shampoo 当成 body shampoo 洗身体...
忘记上课...
忘记锁车...
忘记带水壶 等等....

我突然好像肩膀很重，没有自信....
有是好像很无助...
都不知道可以跟谁讲....

我只是想作好它，真的那么难吗？

压力一直增加...
不想听到什么 早知如此，何必当初....

有人跟我说过，如果向后 u-turn 也就是回到起跑点上，永远到不了终点...

杨雯茹加油!!

自己一定要加油!!
自己不鼓励自己,还有谁会来鼓励你....!!

自我鼓励，自我安慰。

Burn

有些傷痕像場大火 把心燒焦難以復活
不碰了好像忘了 恐懼卻在腦海住著
重複卡在一個 重要的時刻 不自覺就會退縮
連幸福也克制著 覺得什麼都會變的
防備著平靜到最後 連愛也透著冷漠

舞 (壹)

很久没有的跳舞感觉 好像回来了...
但是我发现自己弱了...
加油啊!!!

自信好像也少了....

三月●我爱的月

很快的，进入三月了...
距离我的爱日越来越靠近...

我很希望这个三月可以慢慢的过，
让我享受三月的每一分每一秒!!!

希望每一秒都是美好的!!!

我爱爱我的人!!

只是直走，没有U turn可以发生...

直走吧!!
不要去想 U turn 吧!!
最多不就是跌一跌罢了...
尽力让自己走下去...

天份是有限，要靠后天去加油...
尽力而为，开开心心的去面对...
一切会好的...

尽力去做... 雯茹你可以的...

它可能是你的娱乐，可能是你的兴趣，但是它不是你的全部!!!

加油!!!

I am LOST

As stress go up suddenly I get lost for half of the day...
now I only start clam down!!

Is March!!
Is My Month!!

wish the luck come toward to me!!
all things get good and best!!

i told myself,
Be happy and be strong!!
I can do it!!

just Do it!!

Happy come with luck!!

stay REAL!!!

低落

不知道为什么... 我会如此的低落...
信心坐上云霄飞车，直落谷底....

啊!!!!!!

为什么...

年初八

大年初一

除夕夜守睡到现在....
还清醒在新年的mood...
哈哈

哥哥说等下要去 PISA 看林冠英，
但我还没有决定要跟去吗?!
又想去看看有没有红包拿... haha

整夜在看戏，也不知不觉早上7点了....

anyway,
新年快乐，
恭喜发财，
学业进步，
心想事成。

新年翻外遍：
昨天看到关于2013的文娱的post, 有点down 去....
文娱办在dewan budaya, 对表演有一点影响了....
不知道表演者的心态是否会怎样？不是很在意了？
舞台的局限，灯光的效果...
没有那舞台的经验....
懊恼？！
也有点担心...
story line, 加油!!

The Wedding Dairy 2

Watch movie on 7th of Feb, night 10pm.
It was abit rush for him and 9pm++ is peak hours too, traffic jam around the island.
But we still make it on there at 10.03 but the movie haven't start! Good!!
Haha
Nice movie to watch!!

噩梦 ● 日有所思夜有所梦

被噩梦惊醒...
很恐怖...
哭醒了...
不知道是怎样的梦... 只是感觉很恐怖...
害怕...

一个在家..  更怕..

30% settle!!

finally settle down the people of number and who are them!!
now idea is the important point i need to settle down hurry in 2 weeks time mayb!!

i hope all things can go smooth and good perform!!
i know tat next year i will be busy but i also want to do,
if i not chase not i dunno when i can do that again!!

Good Luck to me!!
Hwaiting!!!

二月头●假期

考完试多数呆在家....
无聊?! 并不 ...
每天整理东西整理到我要疯了....
也要准备表演的东西....
没有什么特别的头绪...
怎么办?!

The Things I crazy on for 3rd year!!

I start crazy on this show since Year 2011.... and addicted on end of year 2011.... and start my collection on each episodes on Year 2012!!
Recently watch back the video from episodes 1!!
This is the show that make me laugh no stop!!
I till playback it again and again, laugh it again and again!!
What is the Show?? That is RUNNING MAN!!

Recently super crazy on Monday couple!!

Gary is so sweet, Ji Hyun is beauty!! many ppl say Gary is not handsome but he is very sweet guy!! 

I like it... He is man too!!! And very funny, like to playing funny on other ppl!!

LIKE Monday Couple, salanghae!!!

ME in the new 2013

LOVE ME!!

勇敢吧...

加油，baby

奋斗吧

睡不着...
等下工作...
还好是简单的工作，不然我惨了....

最近看电脑看到眼都花了...

加油吧! 为我的心愿努力!!!

珍惜! 加油!!

i need sweet...

is bitter now!!!
very very very bitter now.....

how many sweet only can cover my bitter...??

help!!!!!

很难过的一天

很讨厌今天....
很苦"难"的度过...
也很"难过"...

充满期待的一天... 全是空的...

我真的不想压抑我的难过....
我也不想一个人在家里过...

空了一天

很闷啊!!
七早八早， 7点起身
去做 gym 然后回家等待别人约?!
等到12点多很困，所以干脆睡一睡吧...
结果，我没有听到他人的电话...

现在，什么都没有做，拿着相机 乱乱拍....

牙痛

啊!! 牙齿很紧很痛.... 通到我不能睡觉...

啊... 假期了，减少熬夜呀...

untitled

不知道要用什么 title, 所以就放 untitled...

人再坚强，还是会有倒下的时候....
往往，
某人的一个关心胜过百人的关心...
某人的一个支持比起千人的支持来得有影响...

加油吧...

挑战来了，努力面对它吧...
相信自己是可以的....

证明给看不起你的人看....

没有资格去要人施舍关心和支持，自己要努力....
懂你的人会自然的保护你，关心和支持你...!!

加油！

5 down holiday to go!!

Finally, I done my 3rd year 1st semester final exam!!

Today paper not very familiar... just shoot it!!!

Anyway, luck will be with me always!!

Ready for my chinese new year ba....

4 down 1 to go!!

wu yeah yeah.....
left 1 paper...

but today paper is super hard!! and i cnt finish!!
arghh... anyway.. it is over... dun look back on it d!!

hwaiting!!

3 down 2 to go!!

super tired now!!
arghhh....
hard to understand the subject tomorrow.... =.=

2 down 3 to go

Tis should be last nite post...
But totally no time...
2 paper had past... now 3 more to go!!

Now is the most suffer time I had for tis exam period....

Hard to finish all study...
Seem forget when I enter exam hall...
Some I not understand about and I hv no much time... all timetable tight at the end...
Even study before also scare forget..

Tension!!

Race Start!! 1 down 4 to go....

Race Start...

2nd week of exam only start my 1st paper...

haiz... late exam tis sem...

wulala...

1 down, 4 to go!!
Hwaiting!!!

Pek Chek...

2013 just begin...
feel so pek chek from last nite till now!!

arghh!!!
dun be so noise can!!

many things gonna settle...
1st one, exam!!!
Arghh....
other... to be continue after exam!!

Happy 多一点

Look back some post!! I seem down mood last few months...
Post some happiness!!
Cheer myself in this stress mode!!

Stress!!!

Dunno why tis semester I feel more stress on the final exam... compare to semester before!!

Now I get insomnia liao!!

Cham liao lah!!!
I m sleepy but cnt slp!! Arghhg

Bless me pls

2013 料咯

很快的， 2013 了....

跨年？ LOL
在书堆里过咯.....
sad lolz...

不知道要写什么....

考试后再来补吧....

祝我考试顺利....

读书周

Aiyoyo....

Study week finish soon d....

Exam karyao!!!

Engine on-ing tonite!!

心痛

第一次 心那么痛!!!
痛到我不想活了....
我不知道该如何!!!

不知道要怎样做???

心痛!!!

如果我了断自己是很对不起父母!!

我很乱!!

很痛....

失眠

睡不觉....

我的心很痛.... 很痛....

从来没有这么痛过....

想要的

还是睡不觉....
打哈欠了... 还是...

妈妈说自己要的东西要自己去争取...

我是否要改变计划??

工作是为了，自己要买自己喜欢的东西...

哪... 梦想呢???
我期待的文娱就这样没了吗??
这是我最后一个文娱了....
我很想给自己有一个美好的回忆....

要做就要做最好的那一个!!!

我有机会吗???

有可能成立到吗???

破财记

这次住院花了rm1028.... arghh
我的梦毁了!!!
我的 ipad...
我的 camera lens...
我的 鞋子....
我的 favorite....

=(

我要重新存钱料了.....

Going to discharge

Super boredom here!!!
Haizzz

住院记 ● 19/12 笔

从星期一住到现在也开始习惯了!! 但是不希望习惯什么啦!!!

但是它的食物真的... 不好吃!!!
可能是不是爸爸一直以来都煮好料给我吃!!
Haiz...

还以为今天可以出院... 结果还是要呆到明天!!!

今天超级闷的!!

但是下午看了tvb的颁奖典礼...

哦，忘记讲这里的冷气.... 冷到...
冷到，来探望别人都冷到....

Haiz...
很久没有吃好料的我突然很想吃很多东西!!! Arghhh

我 ● 不懂

很多时候我不懂我做了后会发生什么事!!!
但我就鼓起勇气去做了!!
我把我想说的都说了!!!
结局会是怎样我现在还不知道!!
但是最坏的打算也应该知道，但不想它是最坏的!!
我的付出难到是没有意识的吗?
我不懂!!

刚才看到一句话: 不要错误的坚持!!

缺乏爱.....

只从11未吃了火锅后我生病就反反复复!! 现在是很严重了!!
严重到没有声音!! 因为讲话很辛苦!
没有胃口!! 没有一餐是吃完的!!

喉咙严重发炎，可是我更担心明天的考试!!
考完后在了断吧!!
啊! 还有一个 assignment 要做!!

此时此刻，我无法入眠因为呼吸很辛苦!! 救命啊!!!

好累啊!!!

谁可以安慰我?!

I'm lost!!

WenRu is lost!!
she has gone!!
she very easy to get mad when she is sick!!
and she easy to get sick when she burn nite oil!!
burn nite oil since last week!!
burn to edit the personal finance video!!
burn to study!!
stress on doing assignment!!!

really stress...
i know everyone is stress!!!
but sometime think on other situation!!
think on wat other has done!!
be more 主动....
be more efficient!!
actually today i only found out your work not much self doing...
70% copy paste als... just edit and add words... but u take such long time in doing this!!
i suddenly feel u is unefficient...
i now quite mood not good now!!

i dunno wat i my doing today!!
totally blur!!

pls forgive me who i hurt on!!
sorry!!

又一个星期 ● 过了

Haiz.... 刚过的一个星期挑战到....
星期一韩语考试
晚上还去看了内部的 70% 水准.. 他们的表现....emmmm
在当下答应帮助他们!!! 要负责啦!! 答应了就尽力做吧!!

星期五还考试呢!!!

这俩个星期都被生病折磨!!! 读书都会辛苦!!! 救命啊!!!

讲回星期五的考试，当天早上上课还知道晚上考试是考 70 题问题!!
要在 1个小时30分钟里做完!!! 啊啊啊!!!
太d赶了吧!! 有 calculation 问题叻!!

这次也是我有使以来做不完的考卷!!!
问题还读到第55题而已!! 后面的都 tiang le...
不知如此，问题还问回以前 principle 的问题.... haiz
虽然是 mid term test ， 但是 也.... 无言!!

可恶的病都还没好!!!  Ish

还要赶 assignment 和 presentation 啊!!!
下星期六又有一个考试啦!!!
内部也剩最后一个星期啦!!!

好赶啊!!!

不久后就是 final exam 料咯!!!

累!!

但是，还是要...

撑下去, hwaiting!!!

很压力

不知道什么时候开始以及为什么...
我突然感到压力!!!
我已经降低我的需求... 但是!!
我渐渐觉得我并不重要... 没有什么地位!!

主动有时让我很累!!
有人说我太宠爱别人了!!
这样会搞到自己很累，很不开心!!

突然很想拥有一个我自己的享受时间!! 不用在意别人的感受!!! 我做我自己!!! 明天，尽管一个人也去shopping ba!! 但是我猜，我应该累到要睡饱才可以!!

Anyway!!
别人的习惯我不能改，只能习惯它吧!
我的习惯也不需要刻意去改来配合别人，因为我就是我!!!

雯茹，你可以冲破挑战的!!!