最近

最近,我有时很想抱着一个人哭....
问自己为什么哭,我讲不出...
只是觉得哭了就会好起来...
我不知道那泪光为什么会出现...

我在想应该是压力吧...
我不喜欢哭, 我不想哭...
但是,我有时不能控制...

我需要把目前的事情做好先.....

有一霎那我想抱着你哭...

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it's mine

haste whole morning!! finally get my PASSPORT ady!!
emm... sleepy morning busy with this..
haiz... luckily i no need to wait till afternoon!!
1pm is home with PASSPORT liao!!
emm...
Senior is passing all the KL plan to me!!
haiz.. tired with finding information, rate, promotion, buy souvenir to thanks senior provide us stay and study back my rail map from the map and my memory!! faint!!
faint till... i say -->
I AM LAZY TO PACK MY LUGGAGE!!
2mr ka pack liao lah!!
watch movie 1st ^.^
it's mine!!
MINE one!!! belong to me!! =)

recently of me!!

Gud morning, LOMO =D


sleep too much the day b4 yesterday!!
sleep early on last nite!!
suddenly wake!! cant sleep back..
but, i guess i still sleepy,
just get attract by the internet world...
emm..
uploading photo..
editing photo...
do tis while waiting my drama download!!
wu haha!!
found some pohoto from my sony camera and my handphone!!
edit it become LOMO!!
gud morning ya, LOMO!! =D

happen-ing day

4th August 2011
many of my fren birthday!! my best fren Wei Ping, my coursemate Xuxu, my dance group Ex head BS, my senior de senior Bi Wei also...... all birthday!!
waoo... so many close fren birthday!!

and
today you scare die me too!! haiz...
how was you now??

and
today i get know where i stay on next semester!!
is F25 202B , Desasiswa Fajar Harapan
but i dunno tis room will still be a HOT room or?? better room!!
hope tat is not a HOT room like my last room!!

emm...
MC today!!
2mr start off day untill next next monday!!
but i think is time to send my resignation latter!!

rest well at nite!!
sleep tight!!

August, Welcome you!!

sometime, feel bored or sienzzz during holiday!!
work like crazy.. no fun neh..
i wanna play..
i wanna fun..
a bit miss my coursemate..
emmm..
august, give me holiday!!
keke!!

writing resignation letter soon...
time to ready start crazy at UNI!!
stay tuned!!

watch drama!! =)

my baby Danbo and his new fren br.

Danbo and br.
my love-est shoot!!

有时候

有时候
我真的不懂
是我无知的付出
还是
没有人去关心事情的发生
很多时候
都是我自己主动去开始
我有时真的不想
不想去问
去发信息

近期
大家都在假期
不是工作就是游玩
那我呢
我也是啊

可是
我只是一个小的
不是最大的

以前
可能
为了职位
为了权利
为了名誉
当上高职

但,现在
我不敢去想
我曾经拒绝
也用很多角度去想
也被劝说过
也暗示很多次

是
我是有在中学磨练过很多
成功过
也
跌倒过
也
被推倒过 (被陷害过,害我在那学会什么都没有然后退出,也让我被一位老师看不起,还好副校长和很多老师都支持我,让我苦了半年,我也从中学到很多... )
很多人都会利用别人
有些是无意
有些是借一借
有些是借了会还
有些是借了不会还
有些不还就算了,踩着别人的肩膀上位了, 还反诬赖别人
(那还好我的名声不差,学长团撑,一些老师撑,一直帮的副校长也选择相信我,连一些坏学生也撑我...)
这场风云是我中学就不开心的!!
我不喜欢回到那时候...
虽然
有着我与好 buddy 的回忆

现在
跟
中学
是完全不一样了
我
不敢想像
所以
我最后选择第二
因为
我不敢撑起 (虽然口口声声说有“我们” back up...)

我本完全拒绝
但
为了
我的喜爱
我的兴趣
我对它的感情
我
放不下
所以选择接受第二

但是现在
有像是一直付出
大家只是在等
even 第一也只是在旁
什么也没动

我无法想像
但
我不可以看它倒
我会不忍心看到而去
做辛苦那个
做很乱那个
我其实一点也不想
我可以是等 order 那个吗?


**这一篇无里头的文章是我发泄一下罢了....

Brainstorm -ing

BRAINSTORM -ing...
ideal ideal ideal!!
pop up pop up pls...
haiz...
dance dance dance!!
inspire me pls!!
argh.... >.<

sicky VIRUS

sick virus is spreading around us..
hot sunny day..
raining day..
HOT sweat day...
COLD wet day...
haiz..
during holiday...
my 2nd sick again..
sumtime i feel tat during i was busy at uni i din sick so much...
now holiday.. sick liao crazy..
recently..
all of my family member is sick!!
haiz.. take care..
saturday i m getting better and better..
unexpect get more bad now!!

emm... miss saturday morning.. badminton day... non stop play for 1hours plus..
muscle pain now >.<

Good Friday!! =)

hang out with mummy go around penang buy many thing for HOME, for FAMILY, for MUM and ME too.. keke
been to 1st avenue, Pragin mall keke.. and sunshine too.. haha!!
at pragin buy a pair of 50% off shoe!! YEAH!! save more!!keke!!
and buy 3 books... my idol keh books...
YEAH!!
got book read again liao!! YEAH

Baby DANBO

this is my GIFT for tis saturday?!
it will be my Baby?!
will love it!!

this is much more value than the original one!!
cos it is handmade and it made by someone!!

Daddy sick jor =(

在睡意中被爸爸的咳嗽声吵醒了!
爸爸病了,我也不能做什么!!
希望他快点康复,不要在病了...
bless you, dad!!

oh NO

wao.. cnt imagine!!
get to see it done in front of my eye?!
wao!!



surprise....

awesome OMG!

OMG!!
when i saw tis pic!! waoo... such many paper craft!! NICE and awesome!!

click it, view inside for more detail ART ^.^

放榜的这一天

15.7.2011
这一天,是我的学弟学妹进大学的放榜日!
想起我放榜的那一天。。。
其实,有一点不知所错!
就连那天是 USM 先放榜也不知道... 到我一个没有申请 USM 的朋友看到 FB 有人 post 然后打电话给我,我才知道.. 为什么我会这么 blur leh...??
我想...
第一,我没有去抱太大的希望进 USM,不是很有把握...
第二,我会蛮想去KL 体验一下... haha
but..
当我知道我被USM 录取后... 我很惊讶.. 因为,我没有预料到(虽然我有梦到 =.=)
emm... 其实 USM 很不错lah...
很多活动可以参加...
很多时间可以回家...
很多人都在UUM,这里很多新朋友,可以扩大朋友圈子...
emmm
看这 Junior down down on the result... haiz.. sad sad pun...

i should feel lucky on myself and feel 幸福 pun ^.^

wish my Junior, all the best... no matter u get offer or not!!
all the best to everyone!!

Bless yours ^.^

i know what i want

Milky...

Milky day..
sleep till around 11am...
dunwan eat breakfast.. just have a cup of milk..
bath.. then go out busy..
plan to start go around here and there at 12pm..
but, grandma is calling me go take thing from her...
i know mummy got thing wanna give grandma, i deliver it as well..
wuwu.. chatting with grandma and little aunty(小姨).. then..
OMG! 姨丈 is back..
call me help to settle his million of laptop and desktop..  not million lah.. around 6 of tat..
help him install tis install that.. Oh gosh.. i m not computer professional leh..
haiz... but he always ask me.. sumtime i asking mummy, why he dunwan as my cousin leh..(my mummy bro de children) their are computer professional with charged fee with knowledge.. i m just half bucket water neh... =.='''
erm.. after i say i got date to friends so leave around 1pm..
go post office... ish.. damn many ppl... wait a while..
settle the fee fee bil bil... $$
after that buy my meal!!
OMG, filet-o-fish, not rm5.95 anymore... argh.. now become RM6.95!!
argh...
cincai lah.. buy it lah!!
plus one more MILKshake!! haha!!
Milky day...

sure have milk become i sleep!!
but take a nap now!! =)
Baby Danbo!! *milk milk*

a kind of feeling..

最近,一种感觉又回来了...
距离上次这种感觉有2年多了吧...
一种没有颜色的感觉...
一种没有味道的感觉...
一种没有去刻意体会的感觉...

我上次拥有这种感觉带有伤感... 不好受...

希望,这一次的感觉可以稳定和带有快乐...

这种感觉--- 一种我讲不出的感觉!!

Buddy bday

Buddy - Sher Lan..
Her birthday is coming near, 13th July..
now sem break everyone is working here and there, part time.. full time.. freelance.. nothing some more..
woohuu...
we all grab a time, today, to hang-ing out for a steamboat dinner with birthday galz..
plan with about 10ppl to attend..
at the end, 7 of us, 2 gals,4 guys..
birthday gals, sher lan, me, khay, kel wen, zi qing, mun and zi yuan...
such a long time no see buddy and coursemat/ uni-mate...
laughing at there.. meet up... celebrate... take photo as well too.. kaka..
0707 early celebrate for Buddy, Sher Lan...










later working..
friday work ^^
office worker is waiting it..
i m waiting it too, for earning money..
i cnt stand to no work.. no money with my budget liao..
need to plan future with no money worry!!
gambadet, Wen Ru!!
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