自我矛盾

自己心里有一种很怪的感觉...

当初选择成为节目组的原因就是不想因为“副组长”的头衔而要出舞还是与一些人合作...
虽然今年舞蹈组人选出现了心理战... 都主要为自己想...
别人看我事门以外，不管我的事，我很轻松...

但是，我现在心理开始矛盾了...
有Senior 找我跳舞，我很想... 但是...
我之前有想过这问题，但是发生了，我有一种down 的感觉...

我在USM 的舞台，拥有过！

是时候到外面去了吧??

有遗憾，但是，希望我没有做错决定!!

24 days...

yesterday...
i missed morning class cos vomit until i low energy!!
but i had attend noon class...

after my noon class, it was finish on 4pm... i rush to stadium to book badminton court..
at the end i cnt get 7-9pm, i booked 4-6pm..
only have one 2hours slot on tat... originally my fren asking me to book 4-6pm but now only have one slot...
at the end discuss wif my fren, we changed to Saturday, it have more slot for Saturday als...

wulala... meeting until i wan faint just now!!
hv to duty, umbrella flash mob, and many sponsor deal!!
argh...
beside tat dance group have many things need to plan and prepare!!

karyao la...!!

study pressure come over als.. i need to start study for my quiz already...
but now find textbook als very hard!! gao meng ar!!

anyway... go slp and ready fot 8am class later la...

笑容 | 眼泪

我的笑容不昂贵，
但我的眼泪很珍贵。

我可以为陌生人而笑，
但我不为陌生人掉眼泪。

我可以在朋友面前大笑，
但我不能在朋友面前大哭。

........... 有缘再续 ..................

exchange!!

just now checked my mail... i saw a mail about exchange!!
2mr gonna go for another interview... tis is the 2nd interview ady!!
my fren told me, tis can consider as i enter 2nd stage of approve...

i wait tis news for about 2 weeks ady!!
i thought i cnt get!!
stated forget about tis and gv reason to myself to stay down...
now, i feel abit weird and i have some kind not willing to leave, because of him!!

argh...

我想

我猜.... 我想...
我不敢想...
只是希望有你的支持!!

希望

很希望也很渴望他可以来看我的表演...
很多人都问起我，为什么他没来...
其实我有一点小伤心.... 真的真的很希望他来看我的表演...

很希望下次他会来看我的表演...

my Lovely March

Is March...
today is 3rd of March 0303
my lovely March, I want to make my March happy everyday!!
Be happy, Cheer...
one event is done... til have some come over after...
DTSP stage, I had dance on that!!
feel gud i found some photo on that tooo!!!

went home yesterday, Friday...
mom say me look so languish and get thin abit jor...
haiz... mayb gud new...
next week onward, need to star my assignment preparation...
and keep fit every day.. hope i can run everyday!!!

Photo shooting... rush on it..
Teeth braces... waiting on it.. scare scare...

gambadet.... do my best!!
by the way, miss him quite much 0.0

on The Stage - DTSP

29.2.2012

hi bloggi...

tired ruru is come here...

abit sicky... damn it...
but yesterday i having my 1st time stand on DTSP USM stage... not for convo.. i stand on there for a performance!!

nervous...!!!

烦

很烦，很烦....
很多事要想....
很多事没人做...

我不喜欢答应了又不负责任的人...
我不喜欢拿功课很忙来当借口... 难道我没有功课忙吗？
一通电话就可以这样....

我很不爽...
我突然不喜欢跳舞了....

需要自己独立

杨雯茹，加油！
再苦，也要熬下去！
接下来的几个月，加油啊!!
雯茹，千万不要倒下... 没有人会再让你靠了... 加油啊!!

生活起伏转折

生活每天都在变，
变好，变坏，
增加，减少，
不知不觉，我踏入大学也有一段时间了....
人生就像一场戏...
演了20多年了，
看过不少东西，
想的更多了，
接下来的戏要怎样演呢？

起伏转折，
现在在起，还是在伏，还是在转，还是在折呢？？

happy valentine... ♥

Monday blue!!

home alone,
1st, go eat breakfast at home, eat oreo... =)
2nd, meet up with junior KC and senior Jing Yi =)
3rd, queue up to buy subway. Today Subway Sungai Dua buy 1 free 1 =D

4rd, chatting and transfer movie and drama via laptop to each other... =)  i have movie to watch 2nite liao... yeah...
5th, i meet my high school teacher at Subway Sg Dua.... long time no see... =)
6th, go booking badminton court in USM, luckily i get Jing Yi and KC matric num... the guy is not allow me to book 2 court in the same name... hehe =)
7th, meet up with high skol best fren, Yeong Shin and hanging out over 1st avenue =)

back home, feel tired and sleepy...
Cheer =)

In Love

Get it on poster??

一个人的电影

今年的贺岁电影就只是没有看“八星报喜”，
哥哥前天给了我免费电影的票，
最近开始忙起来，下午都找不到时间去看戏。
结果，选择了刚才12 am 的戏来看。
这也是我人生第一次自己一个人去看电影。
本来代要刺激感的，
但是，我还没看完就走了。
因为，整个电影院只有我跟一个怪怪的人。
为什么说他怪呢？
他一身打扮到很奇怪，穿着大大件的 jacket, 还 zip 到很高...
一进来就看着我，
而且还坐在跟我同排...
那时广告开始了，
我越看就越怕，
想着，想着，还是早点离开好了。
当我走出门时，他也好像在站了起来... 怕怕
而我就加快脚步走出去，
不知道是因为我进的 HALL 很尾还是我很害怕...
我感觉走了很久还是没有到出口，
同时，我也好像听到后面有脚步声....
我很害怕，
幸好我出到了，
我赶紧的到售票处那里透透气...
过了几分钟，我看不见那人，
就赶紧的去停车场，上车跑人，
当我往出口处时，
经过停车场和shopping mall 的出口时，
那个怪人跑了出来想顶着我车，
结果我转弯避开他，
他还打了我车几下，
太可怕了...
赶紧的驾车去找爸爸...

结果，爸爸好奇为何我这么夜还去看电影.....
过后爸爸知道我是一个人去看电影后，被他骂到... T.T

一个经过，一个教训。

以后，从此，我不一个人去电影院看戏....

因为此事，我失眠.... T.T

baby there, no, no, no, no more tomorrow....

i don't what happens tomorrow i just want fun and happy!!
can anyone cheer me up now!!

really really sad now...
i get hurt!!
i hate d!!

i do not who can help me...
i do not how to do now...

just cheer me up, can?


Big Bang - Tomorrow

未知数

这几天上网一定会做就是去 load 一下 Campus Online,
每次按了 ic num 和 password...
一 click 我一定会毕上眼，
其实根本不敢看，不敢去面对。
已经连续几天都没有公布，
到底我得到的是什么....
我很怕一下neh...
haiz....
怎样wor...
给我多一点时间自我适应 before 开学 mah...
T.T
cry cry lolz.....
haiz.....

Preview Screening 首映

emmm....

The Wedding Dairy Preview Screening

this is an Singapore movie, act by Aniu-Malaysia actor and Elanne Kwong- Hong Kong Actor 

it consider an Valentine movie,

i feel nice, i like to watch singapore movie...

enjoyed!!

but too bad i enter the hall late... miss out front part abit bit...

never mind just enjoy tat!!

知足常乐 =)