The morning wake by beezz beezz

Haha "beezzz beeezzz"
Tis words is intro by you!
It mean the watapps pop in with vibration..
Haha..
Today i get wake on 8smth ady... But lazy  on bed...
Untill you msg me... I get fully wake... And brush teeth ,wash face and change cloths go gym... Besides keep on watapps with you...
Tis is not the 1st time get wake by you!!
But i like tis feel!! 
Wake with laugh and smile!!!

Wish you enjoy tonite yea =)

Will meet you soon!!

心里的话

这段时间都在为工作烦恼…
我懂问题的根在哪里?
但是我似乎比上次开心…
我也害怕我会再次经不起…
应该不会了吧?!
杨雯茹,你要熬下去!


最近 醒来时都会 想起你…
微一微笑… 你赐我能量…

愿一切 一切 都有好的开始,好的延续…

我好像越来越喜欢跟你谈天的时候了…
我们一起加油!

我怀念的…

怀念我在实习的日子…

我更想念的是你…

很奇怪

我不懂… 不懂 为什么…
这次开工有失眠 但是 不是很开心 喔…
我不懂…
但是刚才接触了system 其实没有很困难…
但是 我就是没有很开心…
我此时此刻 很 很 很 很 很 想念 他…
给我力量的他…
我不懂…
更不耐烦的是… 我既然做 normal shift…
你xxx 到底是怎样的?
又讲我做 七早八早的? 又讲我做 AP 或 AR 的?
你玩野?
这种感觉不好受咯…

我只能讲我感觉压力 还有 不开心…

arghhhhhhh

开工 倒数篇

还有几天… 我就要开工了…
我不懂我为什么恐惧… 但是这一定要面对啊…
我为何如此担心?
可不可以 安定一点呢?
intern 时好像没有这样leh?!

不用想这样多啦…
做就是了!
可能有很多新人leh?!

为你的未来… 奋斗吧…
想念你…

Movie Wednesday Nite =)

3rd time watch movie together...
1st time watch movie with you...
A nite full with laugh!!
Smile and laugh is good to us!!

Tonite we watch Detective Conan: Dimensional Sniper at Gurney GSC...

Lol just now you make me wait u alone at  cinema there... Call u din pick up... Yiii

Nvm... Not long time...

But nice movie nite!! 😘

What i am now?!

Sometimes,i get lose... Get confusing..
Actually wat i am now?!
Fresh graduate ppls.... Ish... Damn old?!
Omg... I really feel lost sumtime...
I know wat i like but cnt get it?!
I brave to go kl alone?! Ans is no... I m scare actually!!
I x scare go sg cos i hv believe fren there!! Feel not alone compare to kl!!
Stay penang 1st?! Is current plan... 
Think back my dream... Actually work is to chase my dream... I may just need money...
Well... I know wat job i prefer one... But i gonna go inversely... 
Tis job make me think on the bad people... Is wrong... Tis my career!! It control by me!!
1st i may scare to accept cos emotional cause!! 2nd now i start working phobia... Not much passion on work... Damn...
Once think the time of work... Omg... 7am... Quite early... But actually bring advantage lah!!!
Think it positively!!!
Hope the company become better n better... So i hv good feel on work!!
Try on it!!! Compare to collection it may better d!!! Karyao babe!!!


Ops... How about him?!
Yiii... My happiness will poping up with his conversation... Even just a small things...
I not ready yet!!! Pls gv me a time!! I will go for it when i sure and ready!!!

Be good on myself n my family!!
Take good care on my own health!!!
Dun let ppl worry!!!

I love you!!!

选择恐惧/困难症?

我近期越来越困难做决定了…
烦死人…
不想了…

As you said....

你说过,通常第一份工不是自己喜欢的…
我现在大多是为钱而工作…
但是这也是社会很普通的理由…
我不排除我会回collection的可能性
但是,暂时不是现在…
要给别的机会…
加油!加油!

投资,储蓄,未来,自我增值!

回报都是自己的!

还记得我推掉那个offer的原因,
其中一个是因为你… 可能说我傻…
但是,你告诉我不好留下时… 我也知道你为我好!
为了你,我要继续奋斗下去!

Untitled...

我真的想不到什么题目…
跟她 chat 可能是错误…
这也是事实?
很像被泼冷水的感觉…
我知道我已经慢了…
但是我就是希望我可以得到,结果 什么都没有…
我已经推了2 个offer....
我还有本事推嘛?

我很傻… 
但是我知道我想要的是什么!
希望在明天…
加油!


今天心情很低落…
我想念, 但是我需要靠自己!

穷—这是什么意思?

刚刚看了香港的真实故事剧… 《我们的天空》
看到香港的艰辛的一面…

再第四集 让我更加感触…
穷,让人生活变得更辛苦…
穷,也让人的勇气都磨灭掉…

钱不是万能,但是没有钱真的是很不能…

“外篇”
那不不是应该接受手上得到的 offer?!
Emmm
但,我知道我如果接受了,我会工作得很不愉快,比起来,我倒不如回去 collection?!
这么不开心… 我还要go ahead?!
Sigh....
烦恼一直都在…

我要放松心情…

很多的不确定…
周围的言语…
搞到我很压力…
我的压力最近飙高到很厉害…
我以前会外出松懈…
但是我现在没有心情外出…
想到花费… 钱… #}*%€*#*<}%*^
天啊!
领悟了就别去多想…
知道自己不喜欢就拒绝吧…
不然最后辛苦的还是自己…
雯茹加油! 

今天早上感觉自己很堕落…
但经过闲聊后…
拿起我买了还没看的书…
读一读… 充实多一点了!!
我发现…
我想他… 啊啊… 

死穴

天啊! 最近被点中死穴!
惨了! 心情很不舒服!
雯茹,你要加油! 
不可以气馁!

先把工作搞好先吧!
加油!

Dream!!

Chasing dream!!!
Must get it!!!
Lets chase together!!!


Besides, i hope to be there with you! ❤️


I am lost

Recently, i was thinking all the time...
Geting lost last few days.
Today i think is getting better! Honostly said, i really dislike to go KL for the life! I feel i will unhappy at there!
Yes, i will say the job i intend to do is over there! Yes, "the opportunity is grap by yourself not coming itself", it true!! But i try look in it ady! There is limited place to let me join in as well! Why why why!!! 
Feeling lost...
He is the one make me feel i should go chase the things i want! So i thinking back to go KL! But i think more and more... I know there is suffer to me! I m scare to going KL, compare to Singapore i m not scare! Why got tis kind of feeling???

Yesterday hang out with my internship fren another say my coursemate..
They keep on talking about working... Damn, can i escape on it for a moment!!
It make me feel more stress
At ytd i heard 1 words... Banking job is easy to get replace... And actually we did'nt learn much things on our internship.. Well, after i heard, my feel is "is correct pun" but i till like to work on banking feild... Mayb i din work on accounting feild before.. I cannot judge anythings pun...
But it sound right if we work on banking job for 2 years then go apply finance department of company mayb is consider none of experience!!!

Well, sumtime i was thinking am i wrong to reject collection department's offer?!
But think deeply the job is easy get replace by others also... And the team turnover rate is so geli... Besides friends around is block me to accept!!
I am true frendship to them, i think the do so to me as well!! If the offer is MY i may accept!!

I am lost cos tis is my 2nd chance to start over!! So?!
Should i go try on accounting feild and gain tat experience?!

Arghhhhh!!!
Another words given by senior
The feild you like x= suitable to you
The job u x like may suitable to you
Dream is fix one, but plan must flexible and turn left and right to reach your dream!!

Wen Ru, think back your dream?!
Oversea! Explore to the world...
Think on your dream!!

野心?放在另一个地方吧…

一份小小的心意

昨天弄了40多包的巧克力cornflake 
弄了3个钟头多
从买材料到制作,包装…
自己坚持的完成它…
愿我的心意大家都收到!

感谢公司的同事一直以来的爱戴…

我最不开心的时候… 是工作让我慢慢的好起来…
很开心认识到这么一班好同事…
交了几个好友!

谢谢!

我没有选择留下… 因为我知道我不适合也不是很喜欢…
希望我可以得到我想要的!

加油!


My dear DBIS sifu

I hv 2 sifu in my internship at OCBC collection department
The 1st one i get approach is Yeok Kim, she is serius in working but is kind and funny!! Plus plus skinny and cute!!
The 2nd one is Gilbert, i get approach with him in sudden!! Besides, he thought my name is Rachel!! He always funny with me, is fun!! 
2 of them teach me alots of things! Even I have problem I feel great to ask and tell them!!
Both of them bring me great memory as well!! Especially the last 3 month of my internship!!
I have no paiseh to them!! They fun with me always!! And tat time new member join our DBIS family!! DBIS is complicate and mahuan but i hv learn sumthings and fun with the family!!
Thanks the gift given by my 2 sifu!! Is mark my end of internship and a meaning gift to me!!

24th July 2014

今日教训
不需要太在意别人讲的话…
他不是当事人… 不代表当事人的意思!

Coffee talk

I love coffee!!
I like to try different type of coffee!!
Coffee can reduce my stresss..
As usual coffee in starbucks...
But the best coffee i was thinking is the coffee prepare by self or prepare by the love one...
You can control the taste, how many shot and the level of sweetness tat you want!

A nice coffee talk is the best side dish with coffee...
A nice person in the talk is the best main course...
Book may be my another good side dish too... But nowdays almost all cafe is very noise!!

Thanks for the great people sudden meet up for coffee breaks!!
Very very thank you to accompany on my alone Saturday and treat me a coffee!
Actually, I am surprise your suddenly ON!!
Tis is the second time you treat me, our second coffee talk als!!
Thanks yea buddy!!


我突然哭了?!

聊着聊着…
我哭了?
我有点搞不清那原因…
我告诉他是因为快要离开公司了,所以不舍得…
但是我知道应该不只这些…
可能加上他不去下星期的晚餐吧?
讨厌,弄哭我…
但是真的很不舍得大家…


那件是一直纠结在我心里?
我应该要怎样? 
有时候觉得会失败的感觉…
天啊… 


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