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hi bloggieeee

after the happening i not visit here often...

well... not only that.. i was busy on my work as well!!

having many target to achive...

besides, my choosing phobia seem come across a change... but serious as welll... 

photographer...

insurance...

banking...

writing review...

all come across my activity...

but when come across my own choice i become phobia... especially color.. food seem abit get affect... sigh...

i need to train up to decide myself!!!

damn it... 

as someone said...

promise just a promise, it wont stay forever...

even black and white also can be denied

recently start writing review on cafe!!

good try... and i take it serious on the detail more than before!! it was my side income als!! 

hope i can manage to get a food blog or review blog in soon!! 

coffee is part of important last time..

now is not tat so... but i still very sensitive on the caffeine!! i no need to check out the quality of the bene.. my body will reflex automatically!!

if tat is 3 in 1 summore easy!! 

haha!!!

many things have to try!!

i was awaiting the amazing one!! hope u are!!

mr grey, you can romance more than i imagine!!

please gv better scence on fifty shade darker!!!!

IMY  

is March

omg.. is March!!

i miss out the February post...

tis February is full of work and activity all the time!!

i hv taking new challenge on work on 2nd week of feb!!

is good to me somehow!!

wish i hv a awesome march!!

begining of feb is celebration on ex colleague wedding! tat time i am excited to prepare myself to face those ex colleague who long time did'nt meet. beside that, i was nervous on facing him! well!! from nervous and shaking untill control down myself!!

well i think i hv overcome!!

thanks for those compliment on tat nite!!

i hv enjoy meet them!!

oh.. while i busy on Sri Lanka moment i was not much time to get myself hv some shopping... tis cny is over on so so... cos resume on work after 4 day of cny...

haha!!! February is over!! 

hope everythings go smooth and well!!

look forward on my Mr Right 

becos it over 1 years day!! i cannot sad on the pass d!! is over and over!! cheer!!

1 year time is over!! Yeoh Wen Ru karyao!! 

这 一 月 份

这个月太吃惊 又 刺激

发生很多很多事

很 恶魔

很多时候真的很无力

伪装自己 的 感受

过了就过了

不顺的 2014 快过完了！

不要再想这些东西

我越来越不信了!

靠自己比较有安全

一切会好的！

那个心结没有放下 也不能继续

但我真的放不下

太伤了

虽然这次的不一样，但还是会小感伤…

每当我看到那伤口我的心就会刺刺地痛

这感觉又回来了…

怎么办？

我的工作 无精打采

我的书本 没有心情读

我的健康 还没复原

我有时很想逃避！

但不可以

比起上次，没有落泪…

只是提起了我的痛…

感觉好不容易 好转一些 又来！

想离开这里 到国外去呢！

more and more stress is there

tmr need to back office in early!!

more things need to plan!!

i found no place let me distress!!

well

i found i grow up on something!!

i can tahan on ppl i actually no wrong!! just eat the die fish and angry a while and stop it!!

nothings is impossible!!

be myself!! i manage my soul!!!

my dear friday!!

i like the friday with no just work and back home!!

well some surprise that saw some of my fren join the department!!!

oh....

well the point i went nearby is go date with my dear frens and seniors!!

well somethings abit different feel is there!!

i hope get well soon!!!

karyao Wen Ru 😁

忍

能忍成金

忍一忍 不会死

更何况 是别人幼稚的想法

啊茹 保护自己啊…

加油！

为自己的梦 加油！

Stress out...

recently getting stress n stress-er

hope i can crop with it!!

well... i hope i can going smooth in the comming months..

many plan, many action!!

always time limit me to do some extra things i want!!!

money as well!! 

i wish i can plan well and do awesome on my 2015!!

move out my safety zone!

the happiness seem getting disapper.. pls don't!!!

i need a comfort friends!! 

argh!!!

please reduce my emo-ness

波折的一个星期

刚刚过的一个星期 很怪

这一个星期 没胃口吃

午餐休息时间都没吃， 吃水果算了

晚餐 吃菜不吃饭 但 上星期没吃什么家里饭，因为爸爸妈妈不在家

一个人有好有坏… 让我想起去年的失恋场景… 也是自己熬过去

这一个星期 睡不好 应该是包括现在

每晚多看书 还是看youtube 还是听歌 到睡去

这一个星期 心情很难开心

变不讲话了…

心里空空…

手机静了…

我挣扎了几次…

我面对… 但很辛苦…

我试着忘记…很难… 

很多东西一看到就想起…

我想哭…但哭不出…很压抑

为何这一个心情 压力变成一个很重的石头

很多东西 压下来… 迎面而来

工作量日月增加… 很恶魔

这次工作无法麻醉我…

我心空空， 没有动力…

但要面对现实…

我的感觉错了…

第六感 错了…

我跟你撒了一个慌… 我的第六感…

我不敢打扰你了!

我亲爱的好朋友，我不想失去你！

（我打这句时，我哭了）

陪我熬过转折点的

让我忘记前度的伤心的

帮我做决定当我选择恐惧症的

让我开心起来的

“好朋友”

不再像以前了…

泪停了… 

我是否发了一个星期的梦？

not hurt not sad mah?

say no is fake one lah!!!

but tis not hurt like one year ago.

u really scare die my last night.

i get scare on u keep on chase on the answer of the question.

i not dare to say not because of i scare the reject i scare the broken frienship.

how u bring me up, u really cannot imagine.

u may not good but i not good for u too!!

i did tell myself, when the time i feel i good enough n fair to u, i only will say out.

but end up u voice out 1st.. hate u...

may good to know now instead of future days!! but i will not confess on u anythings... u just show your thoughts only.

mayb one days will happens somethings, u dunno... no one know!! 

haha

心头上割了一刀 却流不出血

我不懂为什么?

可是我早已知道我没资格…

心里不能一时之间空空的…

我还是需要满满的感觉,

给我方向…

但我再也不用隐瞒你任何秘密…

一个没有秘密的好友

我算赚到了…

明天会跟好…

我只可以emo 一天…

我只可以痴痴的等待…

爱自己先才爱别人…

我有事还是可以有两剑插刀的朋友…

不会伤害我的好友…

爱情可能不能长久，但友情可以!

我爱你 好朋友

照顾好自己啊

说着说着…

才发现原来你这两天睡不好…

我也是…都很迟才能入眠…

摆脱啦…

我今天觉得累了… 为什么还是不能睡…

救命啊…

照顾好自己的胃啊!!

行动啦…

是时候发功啦…

读书

旅游

增值

目标

改变

ah loo, hwaiting 

#throwback Year 2014

2014 is my happening year

many things was happens to me in the year 2014

i not very much like 2014

but there is till hv some happiness things happens

the year make me down and up!!

the bad valentines i hv!!

the bad memory the hurt heart to me!!

the people leave we away- my grandma..

the working life style started.

the happiness in my internship company.

the stress in my turnning point.

the happiness to know you.

the appreciation on every good person treat me such goodness.

in my 2015 i just wish my 2 wish will dream come true!! 

i know wat is my feel very well now!!

when i m down,

when i m emo,

when i m happy,

when i need hug,

when i choosing phobia,

when etc...

i was thingking of u!!

IMY

pray hard and safe for you and me!!

我亲爱的 1月1日

2015 的第一秒钟跟了某人度过…

emmm 很久没有去倒数了…

很久很久没有去人挤人了…

不知下一年会这样过? LOL 还第一天罢了

很开心跟你的倒数… 使我的跨年变得不一样一些…

新年有2个大愿望…

希望可以实现！快快实现…

晚安

Xmas 2014 + Last Saturday and Sunday of 2014

the xmas 2014 is over the last Saturday and Sunday of 2014 is end also...

let me throwback one by one...

well.. the xmas eve 24th i end work will so so mood.. cos i know tat i going to back office work on 25th... sienzzz

well... tat is a call from mystery!! ask me out for yamcha... btw the time is 11:45 like tat... reach SQ pun 12 plus plus...

well it is xmas eve... so i should not let it so blank... plus.. next day my working hours not so early... so acceptable too..

oh yea... 

saturday morning receive my post!! yeah!! good boxing day after!!

someone xmas present is reach too!!

out lunch with the gang... n pass the belated xmas gift!!

i think u like it ba!! u tot on the price is 30 plus... haha... and u use it on the spot!!

thanks yea!! you feel gam dong mou?!

haha!! thanks you if u like it!!

with the next round... 2 become 3... happy on someone follow up on us!!! haha

last sunday... again...

go gurney again... for the watch issue...

haha... meet up again handsome!!

3 more day!! 

looking forward on 2015

sorry for the belated xmas gift

haha!!

hope u like it!!

merry xmas!!

the Library

LOL....

go library so many time als din get the member card...

why? cos always someone hv the card instead of me!!

well thanks my dear "boss" paying ytd bill with credit card and i get the member card!! well!! u can hv it when u needed

yeah yeah!! thanks boss

my 2014 X'mas

with the suddenly call out!!

there is no lonely xmas eve!!!

happy nite we have!!

is a good sign to end the bad things on year 2014.

the most lucky i hv in 2014 is get know with you!!

stay tuned!! 

counting down on the year 2015 coming!!

stay lovely and miss you babe!!

可不可 不只是好朋友

有聊不完的东西… 只要看心情

尽管没有东西聊 也不会很尴尬

只要在你旁边我就很舒服 很开心

尽管我们吵吵闹闹…互相斗嘴… 

我们也是真心对待…

Today i wear superdry T

but i am not dry today... because of u!

LOVE

Gwendolyn M

Can you? Can we?!

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Can i be your Song Jihyo??