Well... Is funny that my May blog is written for 1st day and the last day..
After enter the working environment I feel my time is limited, and that is no time for my little blogiee too.
This month my feeling is going up and down. I feel happening when I realize something.
Feel betray by someone. Feel sad on that happens.
Honestly said, I still cannot face her. Feel scare to see her even talk to her.
Once I meet her, even talk.. The things ruined up my mind again.
How how how?
The long relationships...
How should I adopt it...
Can someone help me forget that memory?
Sigh...
Turn topic better..
Last few day, I get dream on Him.
A sweet dream on him.
But, I feel some fireworks I not boost up in between us.
I dunno wat wrong... But, anything want to happens cannot be success by 1 energy only!!!
Hope tat is better hope coming soon..
Working stress need me to adopt more and more.
More stress more workload.
Hope everything's will get smooth and better.
Hope the rating can become better and perform better and better.
Well, need some backup plan too....
Karyao ah loo!!
Stay strong!
Kit-start the May!!
the past april really not a nice month!!
many trouble and issue! well!! should take it as life lesson!
pray hard on the better month for May!!
luck of 1st May is not so bad!!
hmm... today i found that i miss him..
but dunno where he is?!
waiting on the spark... the fire...
things may come when no expectation..
as quote, no expectation no disappoint...
Wesak Day is near!! looking for great, love and peace!
Love,
Gwendolyn a.k.a. Wendy a.k.a. Wen Ru
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Ah Loo
喜欢一个人
哈哈
一直以来 心里都有喜欢的一个人
很久很久 以前认识
很少联络
但会在意对方
也不是很懂对方…
但希望对方开心…
7年前的相遇… 何时再有缘呢？
在7年里还是有遇见其他人
有开始，有结束…
转啊转… 还是记得你…
哈哈
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Ah Loo
is April but not a fool
so fast!!! step in to 4th month if the year!!
how are u my fren?!
waiting on you always...
7 years ady!! i hope till the same!!
wish dream come true!!
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Ah Loo
Non longer a newbie
well is over the probation soon d...
damn busy since 2015!!
every month hv need challenge to face!!
well after take over Sri Lanka...
it does not feel great, does not feel bad as i predict too...
i thought it will just like tis level.. mana tau, so many issue!
tis week is damn record!!
every day have new issue and is diff case every day!! make me feel damn tired tis week!! hey man, is not even month end yet!!
how i going survive leh?!
well is good tat, going to push lanka to system soon!! but is new challenge to face again!!
wat will happens on the testing system on lanka??
wat issue will happens when go systems??
no one know!!!
besides tat... how about msia new added product?!
msia systems?! hahahhaha more to see...
handle sri lanka is not easy job!!!
damn tired... shoulder is quite heavy!!
task of everyday and those responsible duty!! omg!!!
i miss holiday!! i seem no public holiday!!
long time no holiday!!!
sigh!!!
it should be my happy month!! but it come with tired and stress month!!
btw!! the last friday... mean yesterday!!
damn on the server down!! make trouble on the work!!! make me damn crazy!!
pray hard on next week and let me enjoy gao gao on tis 2 days!!!
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Ah Loo
Love me like you do
hi bloggieeee
after the happening i not visit here often...
well... not only that.. i was busy on my work as well!!
having many target to achive...
besides, my choosing phobia seem come across a change... but serious as welll...
photographer...
insurance...
banking...
writing review...
all come across my activity...
but when come across my own choice i become phobia... especially color.. food seem abit get affect... sigh...
i need to train up to decide myself!!!
damn it...
as someone said...
promise just a promise, it wont stay forever...
even black and white also can be denied
recently start writing review on cafe!!
good try... and i take it serious on the detail more than before!! it was my side income als!!
hope i can manage to get a food blog or review blog in soon!!
coffee is part of important last time..
now is not tat so... but i still very sensitive on the caffeine!! i no need to check out the quality of the bene.. my body will reflex automatically!!
if tat is 3 in 1 summore easy!!
haha!!!
many things have to try!!
i was awaiting the amazing one!! hope u are!!
mr grey, you can romance more than i imagine!!
please gv better scence on fifty shade darker!!!!
IMY
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Ah Loo
is March
i miss out the February post...
tis February is full of work and activity all the time!!
i hv taking new challenge on work on 2nd week of feb!!
is good to me somehow!!
wish i hv a awesome march!!
begining of feb is celebration on ex colleague wedding! tat time i am excited to prepare myself to face those ex colleague who long time did'nt meet. beside that, i was nervous on facing him! well!! from nervous and shaking untill control down myself!!
well i think i hv overcome!!
thanks for those compliment on tat nite!!
i hv enjoy meet them!!
oh.. while i busy on Sri Lanka moment i was not much time to get myself hv some shopping... tis cny is over on so so... cos resume on work after 4 day of cny...
haha!!! February is over!!
hope everythings go smooth and well!!
look forward on my Mr Right
becos it over 1 years day!! i cannot sad on the pass d!! is over and over!! cheer!!
1 year time is over!! Yeoh Wen Ru karyao!!
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Ah Loo
这 一 月 份
这个月太吃惊 又 刺激
发生很多很多事
很 恶魔
很多时候真的很无力
伪装自己 的 感受
过了就过了
不顺的 2014 快过完了！
不要再想这些东西
我越来越不信了!
靠自己比较有安全
一切会好的！
那个心结没有放下 也不能继续
但我真的放不下
太伤了
虽然这次的不一样，但还是会小感伤…
每当我看到那伤口我的心就会刺刺地痛
这感觉又回来了…
怎么办？
我的工作 无精打采
我的书本 没有心情读
我的健康 还没复原
我有时很想逃避！
但不可以
比起上次，没有落泪…
只是提起了我的痛…
感觉好不容易 好转一些 又来！
想离开这里 到国外去呢！
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Ah Loo
more and more stress is there
tmr need to back office in early!!
more things need to plan!!
i found no place let me distress!!
well
i found i grow up on something!!
i can tahan on ppl i actually no wrong!! just eat the die fish and angry a while and stop it!!
nothings is impossible!!
be myself!! i manage my soul!!!
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Ah Loo
my dear friday!!
i like the friday with no just work and back home!!
well some surprise that saw some of my fren join the department!!!
oh....
well the point i went nearby is go date with my dear frens and seniors!!
well somethings abit different feel is there!!
i hope get well soon!!!
karyao Wen Ru 😁
Posted by
Ah Loo
Stress out...
recently getting stress n stress-er
hope i can crop with it!!
well... i hope i can going smooth in the comming months..
many plan, many action!!
always time limit me to do some extra things i want!!!
money as well!!
i wish i can plan well and do awesome on my 2015!!
move out my safety zone!
the happiness seem getting disapper.. pls don't!!!
i need a comfort friends!!
argh!!!
please reduce my emo-ness
Posted by
Ah Loo
波折的一个星期
刚刚过的一个星期 很怪
这一个星期 没胃口吃
午餐休息时间都没吃， 吃水果算了
晚餐 吃菜不吃饭 但 上星期没吃什么家里饭，因为爸爸妈妈不在家
一个人有好有坏… 让我想起去年的失恋场景… 也是自己熬过去
这一个星期 睡不好 应该是包括现在
每晚多看书 还是看youtube 还是听歌 到睡去
这一个星期 心情很难开心
变不讲话了…
心里空空…
手机静了…
我挣扎了几次…
我面对… 但很辛苦…
我试着忘记…很难…
很多东西一看到就想起…
我想哭…但哭不出…很压抑
为何这一个心情 压力变成一个很重的石头
很多东西 压下来… 迎面而来
工作量日月增加… 很恶魔
这次工作无法麻醉我…
我心空空， 没有动力…
但要面对现实…
我的感觉错了…
第六感 错了…
我跟你撒了一个慌… 我的第六感…
我不敢打扰你了!
我亲爱的好朋友，我不想失去你！
（我打这句时，我哭了）
陪我熬过转折点的
让我忘记前度的伤心的
帮我做决定当我选择恐惧症的
让我开心起来的
“好朋友”
不再像以前了…
泪停了…
我是否发了一个星期的梦？
Posted by
Ah Loo
not hurt not sad mah?
say no is fake one lah!!!
but tis not hurt like one year ago.
u really scare die my last night.
i get scare on u keep on chase on the answer of the question.
i not dare to say not because of i scare the reject i scare the broken frienship.
how u bring me up, u really cannot imagine.
u may not good but i not good for u too!!
i did tell myself, when the time i feel i good enough n fair to u, i only will say out.
but end up u voice out 1st.. hate u...
may good to know now instead of future days!! but i will not confess on u anythings... u just show your thoughts only.
mayb one days will happens somethings, u dunno... no one know!!
haha
Posted by
Ah Loo
心头上割了一刀 却流不出血
我不懂为什么?
可是我早已知道我没资格…
心里不能一时之间空空的…
我还是需要满满的感觉,
给我方向…
但我再也不用隐瞒你任何秘密…
一个没有秘密的好友
我算赚到了…
明天会跟好…
我只可以emo 一天…
我只可以痴痴的等待…
爱自己先才爱别人…
我有事还是可以有两剑插刀的朋友…
不会伤害我的好友…
爱情可能不能长久，但友情可以!
我爱你 好朋友
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Ah Loo
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