Recall my 1st semester on USM

wao...  one semester is near to the end already..

but now.. 7th Nov is near the exam day!
2mr exam is come... tis exam is my 1st final exam on USM..
1st semester i had experienced a lot of thing is 1st time..
but if i go other U that is outside of Penang, i wil experienced even more than now..

BUT, if a chance is giving me to choose again..
i still choose to study in USM.
all i experienced in USM is all my sweet memory now...
i am glad tat i gain a lot of happy and sweet memory..

i knew a lot of new friends...
i still remember, since i was enter U i plan to keep low profile.. but i failed.. y?
i gt know too many ppl..
i can say my aerial on U is quite good..
i knew a lot of thing b4 my fren knew..
is that good? i guess answer is YES!
it als mean my relationship between other ppl is very good.. haha...
knew a lot of 1st year friends (not only my course, other als) and a lot of senior also..=)

some how.. i found a lot of sweet memory is came from "li hua wu dao zu" - dance group
from that, i get into 1st Flash Mob on USM... cool
and i get perform on the stage of DK U.. woo.. memory...

think back my DANCE-ing life...
actually i hv plan to stop dance on U.. but i failed too..
my heart still love to dance... so keep on dancing is my best choice!! hehe
through dance i gain a lot of thing, like friendship, fun, happy, care....and etc etc...

SWEET MEMORY..

ops... happiness is here als...

yesterday nite... on FB saw the video...
FLASH MOB...

woo.. cool..
luckily i hv join 'li hua wa dao zu' dance group...
if not..
i wil not in tat video..
and will not get tag lolz...

haha...
nice to join tis dance group...
my 1st semester in usm hv contribute something on DANCE..

no MUSIC no LIFE
no DANCE no LIFE too..

Flash Mob @ USM

i miss someone in tis moment..

forget since which days i started keep a ppl face in mind...
always pop up..
sum more a lot of the ppl pic is in my phone...

fren may ask: who is the ppl?

ans: someone i love but i not brave to love...
sometime a encourage word or a care word.. tat i get from him...
is make me feel warm...
but i scare to very close with him... but sometime i did some approach to him...

but.. wat can i do now...
answer is nothing for that...
but STUDY for now..

but warm and motivation are received when i hear something from u...

♥ 我终于知道女生为什么不敢去爱 ♥T.T

男生爱上一个女生可以在一秒间发生，那是一见钟情；
但是女生却不可以，女生必须在男女的相互了解中慢慢地建立感情。


当男生爱上女生时，女生也许才刚刚喜欢上男生；
可当女生渐渐地从喜欢升华到爱时，男生却因厌倦了而抽身离开。


男生的爱情就象龙卷风，来得很激烈却也走得很迅猛；
女生的爱情却是涓涓流水，细水长流，只会不断的汇聚成江、成海。 

男生其实并不知道，女生从来不敢轻易去爱，因为女生的爱一旦付出了就很难收回来，她害怕受伤害；女生总是先喜欢上男生才会爱上男生，以为她明白男生的心里只知道谁是最爱，却没有谁是唯一，所以她必须慎重的爱。当男生遇见爱情时，女生其实一直都在等待爱情。 

有人说，在错的时间遇上对的人，是一场伤心；
在对的时间遇上错的人，是一场叹息；
在错的时间遇上错的人，是一场荒唐；
在对的时间遇上对的人，是一生幸福。


可是我从来都不相信那句所谓的“在对的时间遇上对的人”，我觉得经久的爱情是需要不断的磨合与相互适应的。因为爱情总是存在着时差，不是他早就是她晚，反正总是不同步。


世界上最残忍的东西莫过于时间，他让我们错过太多，也遗憾太多。有时后我不禁要想，到底是时间在作弄着爱情，还是时间在考验着爱情？


没有人知道，只知道爱情的路不好走。


mr right ♥ waiting now... haha!
hope is YOU!

Early in the morning...

morning world...

"MORNING"... something inspired me - from my baby laptop (dun tel detail yet!)
tis few day start few not well... need to take more rest..
run back home... not stay at hostel...
so i cn eat my mom cook... no need to think wat should i eat, go where eat lah.. etc etc..
and i cn drink unlimited water at home... no need worried after i finish the water in my bottle...

"no study mood, study until halfway will asleep.."
oh gosh... is truly describing me and a lot of U study.. who are in study week now..

early morning having a moment chat with someone... als make me feel nice...
just finish chating with 2 ppl..
one is a guy, cn consider as senior.. but seem like fren, cos we always talk like fren...
another one is my dear partner, badminton partner...

1st one.. just turn on the line - turn on Chrome - turn on FB
i saw a notification from him... shock! cos tat happens just 10 minute ago leh...
cnt imagine a guy wake up so early...
and i hv a chart on FB... tat time i onli knw why he wake up early...
wake up for jogging.. now i only realize u r a "good jogger"..
a jogger want to finish his jogging b4 the sun raise til very hot...(bout 8++am)
haha

2nd.. my lovely partner... she is not the one wake up so early... she is the one haven't sleep...
then i still keep on chatting with her.. but no consider chatting...
cos
i m scolding her why din sleep yet...
and she keep on pour out her own woes to me..
she is the person i worried recently...
she is in study week als but she having terrible relationship with her bf...
haiz.. wait her cal me again tonight.. but i willing accompany her...

blogging + breakfast + STUDY


fighting...!!

make me confuse...

now is my study week... wat should i do... is STUDY...
but why...
so many prove is pop up in front of my eyes?
wat prove..?
the prove of our relationship...
the prove hv let me knw we r possible...
but.. 
take time..
so...
nothing.. just prove.. but not strong enough...


wat i need to do now?


5 alphabet only...

S.T.U.D.Y.

Wen Ru! fighting!!

 : argh!! Fighting!!

Love is Color Blind

this time we got a serious situation
and we're try do our parts to help
but we need your help
you know what I'm saying? 

love is color blind!

it don't matter if you're black white, or yellow,

if you're brown or red 
let's get down to that
love is color blind 
I remember when
I was a child and couldn't understand
people having fun
discriminating all the different ones
mama just used to say
when you grow up you maybe find a way
to make these people see
that everything I do comes back to me
you gotta live your life
through all the single ones to blame
you gotta live that life
just play the game and let us love rain

4 alphabet L.O.V.E.

actually what is LOVE?

LOVE stand for what?

Need it now?

like it not?

Who is the one can let me truly understand this 4 alphabet?

Who is the one can share this 4 alphabet with me?

Mr Right!?

WHO?

Make Love

I never knew I’d find a love so true
This one right here, is just for you
Remember that one day
You held my hands and you kissed my lips then you told me
Our love was meant to be and always will forever
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there
You always see me when you close my eyes, I'm on your mind


So can’t you see, I need you right here with me, close by my side


This time for sure, Gonna let you know,
My love is straight from the heart
Forever I'm your girl 
Forever be your world
I'm are the only one
The only one I’ll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you’re my man
Forever be my world
You are the only one


I’ll never break your heart “no”, so baby don’t let go
Even through the hard times
We made it through just fine
When it hurt we put in the work
To show that I’m yours
And that you're mine
That’s how we got this far
Let’s never be apart

You're here for me
Cuz you’re my everything
You always make me feel like everything's gonna be alrigh

feel happy when i saw this photo

may bcos i knw them... so wish them happy together... just now i had meet them in company but no time to take photo.. i m rush 2 go back penang.. and they rush to go take mv.. hope to meet yours soon...

eh... 忙了又忙

我本来想内部完了，MI 考试后会没有这样忙 but 还是忙！


actually wat i busy-ing leh??
after performance then upload those the picture and my FB is busy with the notification..
but i hv no time view wat the notification...
until wed nite i onli free 2 view wat happens on my FB...
last wed nite is the most busy and ki siao nite i gain in last week.. y?
bcos i receive a letter tat i cnt accept... tat letter make me half sad half happy..
happy- i get the chance... 
sad- i not willing to leave here...
haiz..


but at the end i decide to stay...


tis morning just been to kl.. to settle tis stuff...


wearing a formal wear go in a cubicle meet 2 ppl, one is CEO another is HR manager... 
oh gosh... i din saw them b4 lolz... sum more their say today not working day.. just bcos of me.. they come back...
make my mind in 3 alphabet  O.M.G.


finally 8 am go in... 8.45am... done..
having a meal with my kl fren... miss them now.. dunno y.. hehe
since JUNE i din go back kl overnight already...
i not seem miss the life over there... feel a bit scare... dunno y...


haiz.. after today.. i think i stil busy d!


BUSY with 5 alphabet S.T.U.D.Y.

明明知我爱你，那你呢 ？

告诉你，瞒着你，只不过是个决定。

放弃你，忘记你，只怕我无法前进。

不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你。

我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫。

明知道我爱你，却不敢告诉你。

我害怕失去你，宁愿沉默不语。

该如何整理，幸福在手里。

我恨自己，无能为力。

明知道我爱你，却不敢靠近你。

我假装不在意，反而痛了自己。

多痛都可以，不能没有你。

只想永远永远爱你，你知不知道我也没关系。

但为何，到如今，我依然无法前进。

不知道为什么会如此无理紧张你。

明知道我爱你。 假装不在意。

多痛都可以。 不能没有你。

只想永远永远爱你。

明明知我爱你，那你呢 ？

busy...

Uni life... no idea....
in proses 2 face it...

i hv a felling.... i think USM is different with other Uni... compare 2 my fren in UUM there look more easy leh... no many assignment compare 2 us....
bcoz of a words 4 capital so we are different with other Uni... -> APEX

may tis is good 4 us als... anyway... we still need 2 study bcos we are in USM in M'sia...


timeless is making my blog more blanks.... zzZZZ!!

16 days left...

16 days.... in english grammer days need to put -s but 4 me the 16 days is very very short...
in tis coming 16 days i need settle many thing...
Make ME pressure !!
bt i more pressure on the days happen after 16 days..!!

OMG

Pressure

problem came... i hv no idea how 2 settle... Problem make me pressure....

cnt't get help cos tis problem only can settle by myself... 

what can i do now....scream here!!

AH! AH! AH!

OMG!!

look back of me....

在朋友群中我可能是一个很开心的女生，但是有时候我真的很想逃避现实....

很多人都会说我疯疯癫癫的，这一面的我只是不想把我的烦恼变成别人的麻烦...

也有人说我很现实，那是因为我看清在我和朋友身上所发生的事情... 幻想令我恐惧，因为那是很难实现的...

还记得两年多前，我遇到一个我很信任，给我安全感的人... 可惜跟他的时光只是一年左右... 

他的出现和离去让我长大了很多.... 虽然他现在新加坡，但是我们好朋友...

也不知道什么时候开始，他变成我的哥哥...关心着我... 当我妹妹看待....

这些转变我早已释怀了.....

我是否长大了？？

但是，无形的压力总是在我身上...

有朋友叫我找个男友，我回应她顺其自然好了.... 有时候想，谁愿意追我啦！！哈哈！！

未来很遥远，先把握明天吧！！

a month of holiday...

april i am free of working...
but i am working 4 part time cos i need 2 earn money 2 buy handphone ....

BUT
i saw i hv many decision need 2 do...
now, not only working i also need 2 making correct decision...pressure...

i wan 2 change my phone..

the phone i use now..is K750i
i already use it since 2005... so i use it 5 years oledi....
ah... i want 2 change it..

i get my stpm result oledi...

tat day..
i noe 12pm can take result bt i din go early 4 waiting bcos i scare to waiting..
bt when i reach my school my junior sms me she noe my result!! i was shock why she can noe..
so i cal her.. n she said my name was calling by our guru panitia...
so i run 2 the hall n i shock my name is in the list of top student.. althought i din gt 4 flat but our school categorize those gt at lest 1 A's n cgpa at least 3, group in the top student list...
i cannot imagin i was in list... cos my study does't hv good result...
finally i saw my result i get 2 A's... bt sad, i din gt A's in perakuanan...
on 25th nite i din sleep so well... cos i am thinking if i work more harder i can gt better result...

nevertheless... i heard my fren says she wan 2 remark her paper then i hv 1 minute in mind wan 2 remark i wan 2 remark my perakunan.. bt my mom says dun do tat... cos my result not so bad n scare my gread wil drop...n mah huan als... ok lah... i save my rm 50...

stpm result make me surprise, shock , a bit happyness and s bit sadness...

pray 4 my universiti life...

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