在找我？

我想了很久…不懂应不应该写在这…

但是，我最终决定写一写…

没什么大不了嘛…

有一种抽象的东西叫做 缘份

与你蛮有缘…也蛮投缘… 

谈话也很轻松…

从第一天搭入这层就… 

第一天，坐了你的位置，用你的电脑大概一个星期…

你人未出现前 得知你的名字也是 M字头的那个… 我心里是 OS了 OMG…

在这也来一个 M某某…

还有，你既然是我大学学系的学长…

当你回来的那天… 互看但不认识…

从你回来的那天起… 结果你做了我的 trainer… 向你学习…

但 似乎 吹水 比较多… 哈哈

吹着吹着… 你以前是住我家那带…还有去那图书馆…天啊… 你还认识我哥哥…

OMG…

那天的annual dinner，结果到那就遇到… “纳闷” 不好意思，没有与你和到照

一天一天的…

我的工作开始增加… 很久没有吹水了…

但，在那第一次我比你迟回… 你过来问了盈，我在哪里… 哈哈

在前几天…我开始坐在training room你问S小姐我在哪里… 哈哈

星期二，我较迟回… 你过来找了我和说再见走先…

今天，吃午饭时你过了来看看… 跟我聊一两句，你去吃lunch 了…

哈哈

找我吗？ 还是找别人？哈哈

无聊的post… 写下我记得的无聊？

这不是无聊…是我的故事的一段情节…

哈哈

#throwback Last Saturday

Last Saturday, Yesterday 18th October

The 1st Annual Dinner I join tis company... 

A cold or call frezze dinner...

No win lucky draw... Muhahaha

Just hv some general gift.. 

Feel tired on it... Muhahaha

Well, didn't spend much on tis Annual Dinner

Did self make up and hair do for myself, so that i save alots of cost... 

Since no important ppls for me to meet... Just be normal mah!!

If there hv my important person.. I sure costly on it lo... Haha...

Hope i looking well for other on yesterday nite =)

#throwback My Dear Friday

Last friday 17th October 

Friday date after work with my dear coffee-mate

Hv dinner together after work, before movie start.

We 2 hv movie together

The movie call - Annabella 

Although heard the feedback said not very horrible and not so nice.. But we still watch it...

Before movie on screen we ady said want to watch... After few week rescheduled, we manage to watch together... Not with group.. Only us.. LOL

After movie, get to coffee together again!! Miss the coffee time with you and miss you, my best coffee-mates!!

Sometimes I feel guilty to hv your treat!! Paiseh neh...

Thanks tat, tis time i manage to treat back you, as u reject my repayment... 

Really ish u... 

I wondering as u are the "jimat-cermat" ppl and quite money sensitive... How cum u say to treat me and reject me to pay back....

So nice...

Beside... Super thanks the precious gift u bring from KL to me!!! 

Well... The friday get caught by someone and post at FB... Feeling funny... Muhahaha

感觉怪怪的

最近有两件事感觉怪怪…

第一… 在这岗位 我没有应以为傲… 反之不想高调让别人知道…

我是变低调了？还是感觉没什么成功？

哈哈… 但是我至少感觉良好…

开心也蛮重要…

第二… 当遇到一个以前想要的安稳和简单… 感觉好像是很有缘份… 但心中有被占据… 这渴望是以前想要的…

现在的我 要的是怎样？我也不懂…

但是有一个 陪伴我度过我的转折点… 在我的选择恐惧时帮我做决定… 在我不开心时出现就可以加快痊愈… 

也是让我成长了… 似友似情… 我希望是后者

顺其自然…

是你的就是你的… 

Salangheayo

wish to be with you on your coming trip to KL.
however, I hv things to do as well!
but but but... i not dare to say out tis request as well!!
recently meet u more and more... last last weekend (saturday) and last friday...
wish to keep keep in touch stronger and stronger...

my brave really not big!!
can you say out to me instead I say?
arghhh!!!

how was the movie ar? we can watch together!!

>.<

前途 VS 钱途

最近总是把现在的工作跟以前那个做比较…

我认清我不喜欢会计…对银行比较感觉良好…

其实现在的工作跟之前的收账工作是不一样的…

但是现在这一份还蛮好时 但似乎要每天加班…

过来人告诉我，现在这个比较能学到东西 compare to 收账 是每天打电话 而且 要hit attempt and etc...

但是收账那比较有钱途一点，加班有加钱，加班没有这么多…

但是，我自认本身不是很会说话…

我不排斥我会回去那工作… 

现在乘年轻学习先 捱苦先…

如果你在我身边 我就感觉良好得多!

我要你的正能量！加油

This call life...

Feel abit emo...

My life been attach to work and work and work... 

While OT starting on my 2nd days...

I feel faster past tis 1 month!! 

Damn...

Feel down today!!

But the joke 2 of them play on me... Lol...

Make me feel happy and scare!!

Haiz...

Just play on me only!!

But i really miss you a lots!!!

I was nervous when enter the cafe but I pretend nothing!!!

Wanna look at you but i scare...

When i look at you, you look at me too... I feel shy and dare not to continue!!!

U wear very casual today but this is you!! I till feel enjoy.. Cos i can get another look about you!!

Today abit down with emo!! Damn wish to hv a hug!! A warm hug!!

You look sick and weak!! Please take care yourself!! Support support!!

I m excited to meet you again and again!!

I heart you!

I hope my life not only working!! I wanna fight be with you!!

Love the way you are ❤️

I heart MK

I love Michael Kors... Not because of him.

Before he appears in my life,

I ady love tis brand Michael Kors.

*Photo will put it later on =)

I heart MK... It is MK can mean to u als?!

Mayb... At this moment I wish to told you, I miss You!!

The man reduce my stress

The morning wake by beezz beezz

Haha "beezzz beeezzz"

Tis words is intro by you!

It mean the watapps pop in with vibration..

Haha..

Today i get wake on 8smth ady... But lazy  on bed...

Untill you msg me... I get fully wake... And brush teeth ,wash face and change cloths go gym... Besides keep on watapps with you...

Tis is not the 1st time get wake by you!!

But i like tis feel!! 

Wake with laugh and smile!!!

Wish you enjoy tonite yea =)

Will meet you soon!!

心里的话

这段时间都在为工作烦恼…

我懂问题的根在哪里?

但是我似乎比上次开心…

我也害怕我会再次经不起…

应该不会了吧？！

杨雯茹，你要熬下去！

最近 醒来时都会 想起你…

微一微笑… 你赐我能量…

愿一切 一切 都有好的开始，好的延续…

我好像越来越喜欢跟你谈天的时候了…

我们一起加油！

我怀念的…

怀念我在实习的日子…

我更想念的是你…

很奇怪

我不懂… 不懂 为什么…

这次开工有失眠 但是 不是很开心 喔…

我不懂…

但是刚才接触了system 其实没有很困难…

但是 我就是没有很开心…

我此时此刻 很 很 很 很 很 想念 他…

给我力量的他…

我不懂…

更不耐烦的是… 我既然做 normal shift…

你xxx 到底是怎样的？

又讲我做 七早八早的？ 又讲我做 AP 或 AR 的？

你玩野？

这种感觉不好受咯…

我只能讲我感觉压力 还有 不开心…

arghhhhhhh

开工 倒数篇

还有几天… 我就要开工了…

我不懂我为什么恐惧… 但是这一定要面对啊…

我为何如此担心？

可不可以 安定一点呢？

intern 时好像没有这样leh?!

不用想这样多啦…

做就是了！

可能有很多新人leh?!

为你的未来… 奋斗吧…

想念你…

Movie Wednesday Nite =)

3rd time watch movie together...

1st time watch movie with you...

A nite full with laugh!!

Smile and laugh is good to us!!

Tonite we watch Detective Conan: Dimensional Sniper at Gurney GSC...

Lol just now you make me wait u alone at  cinema there... Call u din pick up... Yiii

Nvm... Not long time...

But nice movie nite!! 😘

What i am now?!

Sometimes,i get lose... Get confusing..

Actually wat i am now?!

Fresh graduate ppls.... Ish... Damn old?!

Omg... I really feel lost sumtime...

I know wat i like but cnt get it?!

I brave to go kl alone?! Ans is no... I m scare actually!!

I x scare go sg cos i hv believe fren there!! Feel not alone compare to kl!!

Stay penang 1st?! Is current plan... 

Think back my dream... Actually work is to chase my dream... I may just need money...

Well... I know wat job i prefer one... But i gonna go inversely... 

Tis job make me think on the bad people... Is wrong... Tis my career!! It control by me!!

1st i may scare to accept cos emotional cause!! 2nd now i start working phobia... Not much passion on work... Damn...

Once think the time of work... Omg... 7am... Quite early... But actually bring advantage lah!!!

Think it positively!!!

Hope the company become better n better... So i hv good feel on work!!

Try on it!!! Compare to collection it may better d!!! Karyao babe!!!

Ops... How about him?!

Yiii... My happiness will poping up with his conversation... Even just a small things...

I not ready yet!!! Pls gv me a time!! I will go for it when i sure and ready!!!

Be good on myself n my family!!

Take good care on my own health!!!

Dun let ppl worry!!!

I love you!!!

选择恐惧/困难症？

我近期越来越困难做决定了…

烦死人…

不想了…

As you said....

你说过，通常第一份工不是自己喜欢的…

我现在大多是为钱而工作…

但是这也是社会很普通的理由…

我不排除我会回collection的可能性

但是，暂时不是现在…

要给别的机会…

加油！加油！

投资，储蓄，未来，自我增值！

回报都是自己的！

还记得我推掉那个offer的原因，

其中一个是因为你… 可能说我傻…

但是，你告诉我不好留下时… 我也知道你为我好！

为了你，我要继续奋斗下去！

Untitled...

我真的想不到什么题目…

跟她 chat 可能是错误…

这也是事实？

很像被泼冷水的感觉…

我知道我已经慢了…

但是我就是希望我可以得到，结果 什么都没有…

我已经推了2 个offer....

我还有本事推嘛？

我很傻… 

但是我知道我想要的是什么!

希望在明天…

加油！

今天心情很低落…

我想念， 但是我需要靠自己！