一年了

不知不觉 一年了

很快的

我工作一年了

有了一定的储蓄

但没有稳定的爱情

分分合合

移情工作

这一年… 工作挑战很多

有很多时候 都累到想 不做了

但不可以 这么冲动

毕竟要拿经验先…

haiz

有时候 真的希望 有人给我

靠一靠

抱一抱

疼一疼

互相关心 互相支持

我要的 不是很简单吗？

你到底想怎样… 

主动 也是 有 limit 的…

加油 ahloo

pray hard on next promotion and great bonus please!!!!!

好像喜欢上一个不应该喜欢的人

不是沟通问题

不是语言问题

不是性格问题

问题是年龄…

还要 爱情 跟 面包 不能完全共存…

我还是爱着他… 等你

都八月了

最近都在忙工作…

好难得 有了一个长一点的假期… 开心

但完了… 

明天要回去啦…

最近拿了多一个国家—台湾

不会很困难

最近比较烦的是带新人 多一点

很多事要想

很多事要顾…

尽量做吧…

为了我的前途 为了我的 花红… 加油

有惊无险的 星期二

今天做了 忙了 很多东西
第一次自己做 FMU 啊啊啊啊
很多 不确定
但是也是要硬着头皮去面对…
还有 testing…
伙伴没来 我必须自己搞定
Haiz...
还有还有 那些琐碎的东西
我还没 follow up 完

好久好久 没有 睡到饱了…

压力后天也要来了…
明天快点 settle 我的东东…

晚安!

好快哦 7月了

时间过得好快…
2015 年 都7 月了
工作量 渐渐 增加了
希望是好事
但
最近很累… 加班不断
接多了新的工作岗位
有点小压力 紧张!
阿茹 加油

每当我累时 我很想拥有一个 温暖的拥抱…

I miss hug badly...

6月 过半了

这6月 心情 七上八下

两样事情 弄我烦恼

一是 事业

二是 感情

sigh…

事业 忙得一头雾水

很烦…

要我表现 但却 障碍我

我不是 万能的…

感情方面

你几时还要 行动…

要看谁先认真？

这期限已决定…

你不行动 我就要豁出去了

啊…

I'm stuck in the dark...

I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight, only you can getting me through the night... #imissyou

i dunno why?!

i was dream on you recently...

i care wat u respond...

i feel u was away when u was outstation...

mayb is the time find out the way to tell you the secrect?!

Wao... May 09...

shocking day...

31st May

Well... Is funny that my May blog is written for 1st day and the last day..
After enter the working environment I feel my time is limited, and that is no time for my little blogiee too.

This month my feeling is going up and down. I feel happening when I realize something.
Feel betray by someone. Feel sad on that happens.
Honestly said, I still cannot face her. Feel scare to see her even talk to her.
Once I meet her, even talk.. The things ruined up my mind again.
How how how?
The long relationships...
How should I adopt it...

Can someone help me forget that memory?

Sigh...

Turn topic better..
Last few day, I get dream on Him.
A sweet dream on him.
But, I feel some fireworks I not boost up in between us.
I dunno wat wrong... But, anything want to happens cannot be success by 1 energy only!!!

Hope tat is better hope coming soon..

Working stress need me to adopt more and more.
More stress more workload.
Hope everything's will get smooth and better.
Hope the rating can become better and perform better and better.

Well, need some backup plan too....

Karyao ah loo!!

Stay strong!

Kit-start the May!!

the past april really not a nice month!!

many trouble and issue! well!! should take it as life lesson!

pray hard on the better month for May!!

luck of 1st May is not so bad!!

hmm... today i found that i miss him..

but dunno where he is?!

waiting on the spark... the fire...

things may come when no expectation..

as quote, no expectation no disappoint...

Wesak Day is near!! looking for great, love and peace!

Love,

Gwendolyn a.k.a. Wendy a.k.a. Wen Ru

 

加油 杨雯茹

ah loo!!! 加油 加油

为了你的事业…

为了你自己…

不可以 泄气

我应该活得比现在更好!

喜欢一个人

哈哈

一直以来 心里都有喜欢的一个人

很久很久 以前认识

很少联络

但会在意对方

也不是很懂对方…

但希望对方开心…

7年前的相遇… 何时再有缘呢？

在7年里还是有遇见其他人

有开始，有结束…

转啊转… 还是记得你…

哈哈

喜欢7年了？

哈哈！

我不懂… 

我不知道你在想什么…

但我知道我的心要什么…

is April but not a fool

so fast!!! step in to 4th month if the year!!

how are u my fren?! 

waiting on you always...

7 years ady!! i hope till the same!!

wish dream come true!!

all of me

my day soon!!

make wishs and dream come true!!!

Non longer a newbie

well is over the probation soon d...

damn busy since 2015!!

every month hv need challenge to face!!

well after take over Sri Lanka... 

it does not feel great, does not feel bad as i predict too...

i thought it will just like tis level.. mana tau, so many issue!

tis week is damn record!!

every day have new issue and is diff case  every day!! make me feel damn tired tis week!! hey man, is not even month end yet!! 

how i going survive leh?!

well is good tat, going to push lanka to system soon!! but is new challenge to face again!!

wat will happens on the testing system on lanka?? 

wat issue will happens when go systems??

no one know!!!

besides tat... how about msia new added product?! 

msia systems?! hahahhaha more to see...

handle sri lanka is not easy job!!!

damn tired... shoulder is quite heavy!! 

task of everyday and those responsible duty!! omg!!!

i miss holiday!! i seem no public holiday!!

long time no holiday!!!

sigh!!!

it should be my happy month!! but it come with tired and stress month!!

btw!! the last friday... mean yesterday!!

damn on the server down!! make trouble on the work!!! make me damn crazy!!

pray hard on next week and let me enjoy gao gao on tis 2 days!!!

Love me like you do

hi bloggieeee

after the happening i not visit here often...

well... not only that.. i was busy on my work as well!!

having many target to achive...

besides, my choosing phobia seem come across a change... but serious as welll... 

photographer...

insurance...

banking...

writing review...

all come across my activity...

but when come across my own choice i become phobia... especially color.. food seem abit get affect... sigh...

i need to train up to decide myself!!!

damn it... 

as someone said...

promise just a promise, it wont stay forever...

even black and white also can be denied

recently start writing review on cafe!!

good try... and i take it serious on the detail more than before!! it was my side income als!! 

hope i can manage to get a food blog or review blog in soon!! 

coffee is part of important last time..

now is not tat so... but i still very sensitive on the caffeine!! i no need to check out the quality of the bene.. my body will reflex automatically!!

if tat is 3 in 1 summore easy!! 

haha!!!

many things have to try!!

i was awaiting the amazing one!! hope u are!!

mr grey, you can romance more than i imagine!!

please gv better scence on fifty shade darker!!!!

IMY  

is March

omg.. is March!!

i miss out the February post...

tis February is full of work and activity all the time!!

i hv taking new challenge on work on 2nd week of feb!!

is good to me somehow!!

wish i hv a awesome march!!

begining of feb is celebration on ex colleague wedding! tat time i am excited to prepare myself to face those ex colleague who long time did'nt meet. beside that, i was nervous on facing him! well!! from nervous and shaking untill control down myself!!

well i think i hv overcome!!

thanks for those compliment on tat nite!!

i hv enjoy meet them!!

oh.. while i busy on Sri Lanka moment i was not much time to get myself hv some shopping... tis cny is over on so so... cos resume on work after 4 day of cny...

haha!!! February is over!! 

hope everythings go smooth and well!!

look forward on my Mr Right 

becos it over 1 years day!! i cannot sad on the pass d!! is over and over!! cheer!!

1 year time is over!! Yeoh Wen Ru karyao!! 

这 一 月 份

这个月太吃惊 又 刺激

发生很多很多事

很 恶魔

很多时候真的很无力

伪装自己 的 感受

过了就过了

不顺的 2014 快过完了！

不要再想这些东西

我越来越不信了!

靠自己比较有安全

一切会好的！

那个心结没有放下 也不能继续

但我真的放不下

太伤了

虽然这次的不一样，但还是会小感伤…

每当我看到那伤口我的心就会刺刺地痛

这感觉又回来了…

怎么办？

我的工作 无精打采

我的书本 没有心情读

我的健康 还没复原

我有时很想逃避！

但不可以

比起上次，没有落泪…

只是提起了我的痛…

感觉好不容易 好转一些 又来！

想离开这里 到国外去呢！

more and more stress is there

tmr need to back office in early!!

more things need to plan!!

i found no place let me distress!!

well

i found i grow up on something!!

i can tahan on ppl i actually no wrong!! just eat the die fish and angry a while and stop it!!

nothings is impossible!!

be myself!! i manage my soul!!!