想念

前天上山过了一天，见到很多偶像- 丁当，林宇中，曹格等等... 我爱的几首歌也有得奖... 很开心！
寂寞先生，我不是你想像那么勇敢 等等...

那晚的 job 爽到。。 没有话讲！用公司的 DSLR 拍照，不只是一架叻,而是两架... 一架是 canon de , another is nikon de...  just work wat i love and the thing i always do!
i had take a lot of photo, but cannot publish on my FB.. cos copyright belong to company although is take by me..
and those copyright belong to me wan.. als cannot publish all public-ly
so just put all on my another blog.. my photo blog..
hope that my photo blog can fill up by using DSLR camera..
hope i can have a DSLR camera soon..

the day before saturday, is the time i meet him after a long moment!
i miss him now.. sunday back penang also no time go find him.. but he come to find me...
although just meet a few minute.. i also happy!

just leave penang for one day.. my mum is starting miss me... haiz.. so sunday back penang also need to go back home let my mum see my face...
now i only know that my mum is vy happy i study at penang, and she really not willing to let me go singapore... wuhuu...
anyway.. study at usm is ady a truth.. i hope to study at usm compare to uum.. dislike uum.. cos someone and something is over there...

just now.. saw another ppl in relationship with another ppl liao... i ady saw 2pair couple after exam liao..
just one word.. walau..
just past 1 semester only can in relationship so fast.. and i saw quite a lot is same year d.. 1st year with 1st year.. lolz.. =.='''
if i din get back with him.. i think i will thinking to 检讨 myself lolz..

think back myself..
my fren had say, i m too strong ady.. sometime is stronger than boy..
so?? hard to find ppl is stronger than me??
i strong meh?? no lah...
i need protection als.. and i need a shoulder too...

erm.. think back our past..
he always say.. why i am different than those girls are in relationship?!
what is the different? he say : why u din always keep control to me de??
he said i let him very free to do his thing... 不整天粘着他!
then i say, no good meh?! hehe..
actually, i think that you ar good thinker, u no need i worried and i believe on you!
and u help me and care me a lot.. is much more than i care u!
sorry i din care u always.. i will learn how to care u!! hehe!!

later i need to fly.. yeah.. happy..
fly to Tawau!! new place! i din go before!!
but is going to work not a trip..
enjoy my work.. enjoy my life!! =)