drink 100 PLUS after cry!!

Christmas night...
Christmas of 2010 is not happy than last year 2009!!
cos without HIM!!
and also during christmas is the "best" time i make decision..

long long distance really make up a lot of problem!!
broke and back relationship really make a bit tired!!

beside us, other love... the level of relationship decline...
now urs sister is ready to move there aso!!

but this year, we really happens a lot of thing!!! is oledi 3 years...
we need to face the trust, both of us is change, our situation also change!!

just like 丑角!!

can we just make a full full stop?!
just be brother and sister ?! can it?!
i think cannot.. even friends aso cannot??
anything... u are my love on this moment!!
we does't break with anyone wrong!! i already forgive u!!
PEACE broke.. all the past is memory!!
December is the month we start, also is the month we get to the end!!




tonight is the last night i can cry..
after cry, drink 100 PLUS is the best way i can do!!
last week i control myself for not to cry.. if not my eyes will....=.=
but the moment get fun with fren really make me feel better and i try run away from my mind just focus on the job!!

luckily got Uni fren make me feel happy
and
my dear Ling let me feel very warm!!

HIM, dun worry me!! i will visit your parent frequently, u just take good good care on your sister!!
i knw u can stay strong even without me!! i will always be happy =)