100th post of blog...

i din blogging very often on this moment!!
know more ppl... more happy i gain.. more trouble i get als...
sumtime really feel hopeless and pressure...
wat kind of fren i m to you... sum fren will close to you.. when there need you... even a care you also dun wan share to me??
even just a lunch or dinner... u din always ask me or call me ??
i love many of my fren.. but not all fren is always stay around 2gt...
i consider you are best buddy.. but.. u always just let me away or go myself only... T.T

anyway.. tis is the world...
sum time.. negative thinking... if i suddenly die.. how many ppl will cry for me?? not i wan you cry..
just sum time.. want to know how many ppl is care about me?? sorry to myself to have tis thinking..
sorry to my dad and mun oso...

beside family love... i need friendship love oso!!
and i love you oso!!