what should i do?

tis question is pop-up my mind recently...
i asking myself wat should i do...
which way should i walk...

i really.. more dislike and dislike the situation i m now...
tis tat my problem??
i dun think so..
on another activity... i work very happy but tis.. i not so...
even when i on another activity.. i m work hard to promote tis activity..
i dun think they understand wat i did for tis...

i really not feeling happy from tis...

the words from her i pop-ing up on my mind too...
wat should i do..
i be a free women?!
it is better...
tis semester i face a lot assignment...
i damn crazy..
is tat my ability low??
or.. i not suit to tis??
by the way..
i really dislike the method of management at here...
form wat i knw more..
the more i knw.. the more i dislike..
planing to be free women and sending letter..

btw.. rush my assignment 1st...
damn it... the most complicated society i meet in my current life...

i love to joint it...
i damn to manage it...
although i had manage experience before and now...
the problem is not the problem had to face.. problem is the mind or heart of the ppl and the management style...
thinking a way to make myself happy.. pls some way or suggest to me!!

outside topic...
i think she is dislike me...
i try to get closer to her...
but her firewall really damn high...
dislike bcos myself? or bcos someone??

i wanna enjoy my life...
even working, i dun think the working life is worse than now...
but i wanna colorful my Uni life with smile.. not tis kind...  damn it..