S***

S***
i wrote wrong answer in the exam...
i wrote the answer in opposite side...
should become should not...
the question 20 marks gone d!!! arghhhh
another half correct saja!!
eat S*** liao...
haiz...
dun think liao...
i should not go to check!! regret!!! arghhhh

2 down, 4 to go

today, morning exam...
just finish...
i left early...
damn sleepy... low energy!!
so far, can answer, just know very much know on explanation...
cos 20 marks for 1 question....
just do my best!!!
go sleep, later fight for 2mr!! gamabadet!!

缺钱中 =(

可恶的钱... 很讨人厌
2012, 要开始供车了...
刚刚下午才给爸爸那笔钱...
我说最近我没空需要爸爸去缴钱...
haiz...
我需要工作了... 没钱了...
刚才要还钱也没有剩多少...
钱包里只有RM4 =(
救命啊...
抽屉没钱了...
衣橱一件新衣都没有...
鞋子也没买新的ko...
haiz...
惨了,下几个月怎么办?
新年去打工?
我看是时候去兼职了吧?
银行储蓄要留下来缴车期... 每个月RM380... 天啊!!

有人可以养我吗?

我缺钱+欠债.... 救命ar.... =(

past and present tense!!







1 down, 5 to go!!

1 paper done!!
5 more coming!!
gambadet!!

Woot, is 31 December

Bonjour!!
a silent wake from my bed, because there is no other people in the house!!
damn hungry, I think i wake because I am hungry.
looking for food, only biscuit in the house! OMG! I dunwan, can?
can I have any HOT drinks?? damn needed,stomach is asking on it!
no choice, I need to go boil water first!
oh gosh, the 3 in 1 milo here is expired!! S***, recently damn bad luck!!
luckily, my laptop is recover, recover by my buddy!! a buddy lend me laptop when my lappie sick!!
Thanks her very much!! 
yesterday was damn busy with drive a car i not familiar, talk english for whole day!! woot... 
Really thanks my fren help me a lot when i in this predicament!!
wake up d, hungry die me!! still feel a bit sleepy... >.< lack of sleep yesterday and the day before yesterday!!


woot, today is 31st December?!
should i went out for a countdown?
or just a simple hang out for FUN?
emm... morning is going out, back to Uni...
emm.. how about noon and nite??
any date?
emm... i am lazy to date other...
plan to go watch Sunrise!!
but not pple accompany, some more my sickness body is not allow me to go!!
recently always fall sick!!
just now feel damn cool when i am going to sleep and i guess i had fever too... 
is too bad i dunhv panadol beside me,
thinking to go out buy, but i am very very tired already!!


after a sleep, is much more better...


emmm... just now a had a belated Xmas gift!! awesome!! that is a perfume!!
and had extra gift, yeah!! a box of chocolate, a MP3 player and a little cute perfume!! NICE


my Aunt is so nice, love them!! bring them around today!!
due to aunt dunwan go those temple place..
so bring them to butterfly farm, botanical garden, toy museum, strait quay and eat around!!
btw, 1st time go toy museum... emm... not very like it!! >.<
drive them back to my another aunt house, Kedah!! woot..
drive a long distance!! really tired when i going back!!


a day, 30th December, is over!! 


P/S: Last day of 2011, hope can spend the last hours and first hours with you! even just a silent nite!!

承诺

承诺,
不可以轻易的流泪,
不可以轻易的伤心,

雯茹,加油!
你可以的!!

28.12.2011 开始,只有笑,没有泪...!!

wulalala....
计划如何去倒数2012,即使是一个人在家,但还是约人出去啦...
要去看烟火,好像很久没看了...

上次的流星雨没看应该不会走"shui " 料啦... 流星雨=扫把星?!

雯茹,是时候长大了!!
不能做小孩子,但蛮希望我是你眼中的小女孩... =)

去打 game... 呆在 Facebook 会害死人... emo + take time!!
Game time!!

untitled!!

真爱经的起磨练!!

xmas gift

2011, is the year is gain most many xmas gift!!
gift from relative...
gift exchange in dance group...
gift give by papa...
souvenir gave by relative...

for sure...
i have brought one xmas gift for myself 2day!!
why all ppl post their receive xmas gift one and all couple couple one!!!
so jealous!!
why in 24th or 25th December i din receive any xmas gift one???

at the end, to make myself happy, go buy a gift for myself!!
at 25th nite buy a mask at online, a GOLD CACAO Chocolate mask!!
cost me RM78.. woot!! high price!!

and it sent to my home 2day!! so happy when mummy pass the post to me!!

at least, i receive a xmas gift, although not 25th anymore!!

smile and study!!

26.12.2011

bad day...
whole afternoon gone!!
handphone getting gone....
but if gone.. i cn change phone lolz...
nononono.. i have many important things inside...
luckily, a gud guy.. i call back the phone.. he return me!!
so glad i meet gud guy!!

whole noon do nothing.. just "pengsan"
no ppl know!! so sad!!
cnt get call for help pun!!
feel so sad, when i heard his voice just now!!!
i feel he is far away from me!
everytime i face problem... i need him... but cnt hv it!!
untill mummy call me!!!
mummy say i din pick up call, so come find me!!
at the end she found me!! pick me up!!
wanna bring me go hospital but i dunwan!!
so, go home take sugar!!

mummy not allow me alone at new house anymore!!
mummy not allow me go out alone anymore!!
=(

i want food now!!!
i want sayang sayang!!!

ah lulu...

ah lulu... 看开点lah...

你是有 value 的!!
不要管别人怎样看...!!
gambadet neh...

Merry Merry Christmas... ♥


Feel happy to my junior!!

emmm.. saw my junior married...
really happy to her!! so "xin fu"
she had invite me.. but i cnt attend!!
really feel happy to her!!

Happy Wedding to Denise!!

there is many and many of my fren and junior getting married!!

woo... so XIN FU!!!


when is my turn!! dream 1st lah!!

study finish 1st lah, Ruru!!

平安夜

只愿大家平平安安...
希望会有更幸福的一年...

因为生了小病才会留在家...
这个星期过得有点精神压力...
haiz... 精神和身躯都累坏了...

雯茹,加油!
你不是一个人的!!
















google 一直在变化...
越变越精彩...!!

Winter Solstice

i damn cooling, tired and lonely last might nite...
crazy until 3am sumthing... helpless...
crying nite again!!

i hate helpless feeling....

I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...

i miss my best best gor gor who always taking care on me!! i miss him!!
when u only comeback?!

i need damn much care and love!!

is me...=P


低落的一天

看着手上的成绩,
看着手上的功课,
看着手上的灯光图,
看着手上的音响,
看着一封一封的 email,
看着庆功的计划,
看着内部的流程,
看着化装和发型的分配表,
我还有好多东西要写argh...

等下11pm, 我想去“拿” 快乐... 我很想去玩玩...

文娱,我都快忘了筹委的事了... hahaha...
妮大姐,ah Ben 和 Mr Money 提起我的记忆... hahaha...
慧勤叫我进节目组,因为有她在...LOL =D

haiz... 赶手上的东西先吧...

低落,因为今天很无助... 很 down 的一天...
去那里都是一个人, 连家里也是一个人...

刚才在 McD, 要去厕所都不能去,因为没有人帮我看着电脑...
结果,待了一下就回家了... =.=

Deficiency LOVE

YES!! i am a person who deficiency of LOVE!!
not much things i dare to tell my family...
not much friends i can totally lend me their ear...
not much ppl knowing my true face!!!

Get a boy friend is a good way to have the care, the love and the support from him!!
I need him a lot, cos he will be only one saw me in lowest place, the worst perform....
i looking on this kind of guy...

i just need care and support at the time, i am going down!!!

very sleepy...
even drive als very blur.... =.=

thinking when i can have my 1st X'mas present leh??!! kakaka...

in relationship... =(

recently...
in relationship with him, SPSS

pek chek-ing














ruru freezing with SPSS at library >.<

好像少了什么

最近,生病,受伤,头爆....
也有一点心理不平衡...
好像少了什么....
一个人的刚才下午在房间沉思了一个小时,
真的我最近少了一种感觉!!!
一种可以让我有伴的感觉...
一种爱的感觉...
好像有一点缺乏爱...

有时候,我找不到理解的人...
失去一个依靠的人...

想起以前的我...
我以前跟现在,基本上面对不同的情况...
现在的我
会慌,会怕,会想被支持,被肯定....

我在很多时候想找人听我的诉苦,我却怕...

不会释放压力的我,最近一直在逃避...
以前的我应该不会逃避...

这个学期,
我做了很多最差的表现...
我明年还会被她们看上眼,还是会不管呢?!

考试要到了...
不要参筹委吧,把功课啦上先...
finance pop quiz 死翘翘
那天的  BM karangan 没眼看...

不要放这么多时间在活动料吧...

从星期日晚上起,我都很渴望有一颗 panadol 在我眼前,每次都忘记去买... 痛到不能睡... =(
刚刚我又受了伤,又黑青料... =(


需要时间平衡我的心灵...
现在真的很不平衡...
我只能回家关在房间里一个人寻找自己的中心点!!!
好想做一些事但不能,我室友有在... 如果她看到后会吓倒...
好想念我的好朋友,我很多东西想要跟她讲...

有一件事也不知道要怎样向他开口,可能他会介意,是否要问他同意还是不同意让我去...
可能他一点都不在意,我和他... 过了再讲吧!!

=( 我可能不是排前三位...
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