Winter Solstice

i damn cooling, tired and lonely last might nite...
crazy until 3am sumthing... helpless...
crying nite again!!

i hate helpless feeling....

I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...

i miss my best best gor gor who always taking care on me!! i miss him!!
when u only comeback?!

i need damn much care and love!!