the last day of 2010

wuhuu...
remind back me in 2010!!
working..
enter u..
knew more and more friends...
happiness..
sadness..

before enter Uni..
work like non stop!!do not rest well for Uni life..

when i in Uni..
starting with silent.. non-active..
join dance group.. dance perform in USM!!
wuhuu.. amazing experience!!

knowing new fren is feel great..

erm.. a bit 'ke xi' until end of semester 1 i onli get know well with one of the gang ppl..
can say is penang gang ppl lolz..
but better than dunno them at all lah..
really feel great to get know more and more friends.. even is my senior..
sum time.. senior als cn hving a lot a lot fun..

hope the new of the year.. i can gain more happiness =)

1st day of my Semester 2, Year 1

wuhuu.. nothing much for the 1st day in skol..
there still a lot of ppl haven't came back.. wuhuu...
1st class, business communication 2
end class early...
1st day... saw all people change a bit bit..
after class having lunch with coursemate..
where?
Post cafe!!
kwang hua is introduce untill very nice..
but feel not that nice onli lolz...
i won't go for 2nd time..( i think..!!)
get same hostel, same room and same roommate..
tis sem really need to guai guai stay hostel liao.. so many activity and need to study harder..
busying life can make me feel better and desalinate about HIM...
today after settle my hostel thing went to find pei rou and LING..
i get another christmas present again.. YEAH!! from LING!!

this christmas is meaningful ?? not so.. sad and happy als gain!!
26.12.2010 is the last day!! i promise myself!!
cry for it again!!
try hard to pull Wen Ru out of the previous life..
really need other help to pull, need to walk by myself too!!
thx 'god', LING is be with me on this moment!!
i love u, LING!!

today i had tell Soey bout this als.. she can be my listener in USM?! think so...

every friends!!
thank the happiness you gave me!!

the day after CHRISTMAS

Forget about past, enjoy right now, ready for future!! -the words should save on my mind now-




While this Christmas
I am falling like snowflakes at your door
As my guardian angel′s singing for someone else
Eternity stains when love has turned into pain
love must be something I don′t deserve
This is my private Christmas Song!!

- the song playing on my laptop now-
dunno who knew on tis song or not?! LING i knw u knew!!
is Eason - My Private Christmas




突然好想写华语!!
这几天只有 Ling 彻彻底底懂我发生什么事!!很感动你在我身边!!


刚才跟 ah mun chat 了一下, share 他陈奕迅的签名!!哈哈!给他爽一下...
then he get view on my blog oso lah!! and
他 request 我把我的 blog 的音乐换成 Jay 的不能说的秘密...
我是有一点被他吓到!! 因为我还有一个 blog 是“不能说的秘密”!!


cham liao... just type a few chinese i oledi run out my energy ady...
that lah.. english education lah.. make me become 1/3 de banana liao lah...
try hard to type chinese again!!


在跟 ah mun chat 的时候,他说不要花太多时间在 blogging... 
but actually i consider less ady.. many other fren is more often than me..
erm.. i start blog often since i bought my personal laptop, when my laptop is beside me.. i will blog it..
cos i m learning to enjoy every second in my life and record my happiness and sadness.. even when i blogging i oso enjoy.. glad that i still can blogging now, glad that i till in this words!!


think back my 不能说的秘密... really all the thing inside is the secret that i cannot say now!!
but if i die young, i hope this secret is not a secret any more.. so i will no regret...


o... he is back jor.. hope he wont influence me any more.. i think i should get close to other friends so i won't saw him often.. the way i can do now.. haiz...


so we need learn to treasure my life..


IT's My LIFE!!

new SEMESTER is ready to start soon..

This coming sem really busy.. i saw a lot activity is coming soon..
but i knw i wil gain a lot a lot fun when i gather with friends, join activitys..
realli need work harder harder in everything...

WORRY -  my study mood is flying (sure it, at least after 1st jan only flying back kua... haha)
CRAZY - ready to move in to my cham cham hostel!!
EXITED - meet my dear friends.. especially is Soey.. but are keep in touch very much on holiday!!
Dunno HOW?! - till din did anything on my competition!!

December is end soon!!
tis month really did a lot of thing - work, play, make huge decision, spending, laughing, crying and driving..

2010 is end soon!!!
this is a year i change a lot!!
LING say: u change until i cannot expect, is good change, good start on 2011.. love u!!

LING, i love u too!!
LOVE my family
LOVE all my friend (all new and old buddy)!
LOVE what i have now!!
LOVE what i have before!!!


LOVE everything!! =)

drink 100 PLUS after cry!!

Christmas night...
Christmas of 2010 is not happy than last year 2009!!
cos without HIM!!
and also during christmas is the "best" time i make decision..

long long distance really make up a lot of problem!!
broke and back relationship really make a bit tired!!

beside us, other love... the level of relationship decline...
now urs sister is ready to move there aso!!

but this year, we really happens a lot of thing!!! is oledi 3 years...
we need to face the trust, both of us is change, our situation also change!!

just like 丑角!!

can we just make a full full stop?!
just be brother and sister ?! can it?!
i think cannot.. even friends aso cannot??
anything... u are my love on this moment!!
we does't break with anyone wrong!! i already forgive u!!
PEACE broke.. all the past is memory!!
December is the month we start, also is the month we get to the end!!




tonight is the last night i can cry..
after cry, drink 100 PLUS is the best way i can do!!
last week i control myself for not to cry.. if not my eyes will....=.=
but the moment get fun with fren really make me feel better and i try run away from my mind just focus on the job!!

luckily got Uni fren make me feel happy
and
my dear Ling let me feel very warm!!

HIM, dun worry me!! i will visit your parent frequently, u just take good good care on your sister!!
i knw u can stay strong even without me!! i will always be happy =)

无聊

just now online at station one..
tis year keep on going station one haha!! but nice place to let me relax and chit-chat with friends!!

haha!!
on FB i saw ah mun post a lyric, that is Eason de song..
Love his song very much!!

after i m home!!
心血来潮 search my Eason signature from my hard disk.. kaka..
i found it!! and blog it!!

Christmas eve!!

Christmas eve of 2010!!
enjoy my Christmas eve with Sher Lan...
nice..
this year penang is very very silent.. dunno why..
christmas eve need to accept Uni result.. cham de..
this sem reali not work so good..
saw many ppl get all "A" (a & a-) i not so good shj..
but really tis study week get affect by many thing... but luckily to worst thing i saw is after exam...
but still ok.. my cgpa is above 3.00!!
till got mood to hang out with fren!!
go Gurney GSC watch TRON.. effect not bad.. but feel the story is vy short shj.. at least better than the movie last time watch with kel wen and ah yap (the next 3 days)
than makan makan makan lolz..
and go Strait Quay again..
go many time liao lolz... but till accepted lah ^.^
at Strait Quay meet dao xuxu, natalie, yvone, ah mun, ah khay, zi yuan...
argh.. surprise meet Pyn Chen and Hui Shin...
oledi.. about 3 yearss din meet Hui Shin liao lolz... long time din meet Phy Chen als.. hehe..
oh ya.. at Gurney i saw Chia Chia als.. hehe!!
and dunno surprise or funny.. i saw 林冰云老师.. but i no dare to cal her.. hehe.. "ba ba" ^.^

a Christmas eve without HIM!!
just like that lah... but just now came back home , i saw a post on my table.. is from HIM.. a christmas present from HIM.. is a ring necklace.. it seem like our last broke up gift (that i gave him).. last time broke up bcos he leave m'sia.. i gv it as our last memory.. feel touch a bit..
but i till need to make decision ^.^
he let me make the decision.. but i scare to make.. i dunwan hurt anyone..
last week he say wanna back on christmas.. but.. he cant!!

wanna ans him before 2011 or after 2011?? i dunno!!
A. Full stop (totally full!!)
B. Try to solve the problem (but very tired and hurt myself)






let me continue...

in the few days of work..
always have nice talk with fren..
so let me wrote down some funny thing..
- kel wen say i m geng.. what geng leh?? he say 自拍.. i, SWT!! tis guy really funny in every second... no regret knw tis ppl.. haha..
- during the dinner on the 2nd nite of our work.. our table hv make out a lot of laugh... nice.. happy.. tat nite i drink sum wine als.. haha.. wine again... but "kong pu" de shi.. i saw zi qing and ah khay.. good drunker lolz.. especially zi qing.. yeng lolz.. i saw he drunk a lot.. but til like normal lolz.. luckily he din drive tat night.. haha.. so got chance to drunk.. ^.^
tat nite the main topic is gossip on ah mun.. haha.. laugh till forget detail liao lah... just get fun.. is over.. haha!!
- saw our Perdana Meteri.. wuu.. tall... but his security, one words to describe- walau!!
- xuxu say i am "L".. please lah.. i am normal enough lah...
- sher lan de blur blur face reali blur lolz... after she drunk she got blur a while.. they say i blur als.. no lah.. haha
- cos we work to serve the guests from other country.. and during work i help some of them take photo in the dinner on 2nd nite... and after i help them take the camera owner persist to take photo with me.. hehe.. but i cant get the photo... fun in heart~
- 3rd day.. my mood is most worst.. cos feel sick sick jor... a bit steam steam liao.. haiz... summore bring wrong shoe on the night.. cos go tesco with mummy then lazy wear sport shoe ko... funny thing is zi qing got a same color sport shoe with me.. pai seh nia.. wear same de with him.. luckily is nite de only.. early morning 本来 want to wear it also de.. hehe... i wanna bough a new converse or converse style shoe again liao.. wuhuu..
- from the day to day, we more close to each other.. those guy have start bully me on the forth day.. haha.. the forth day als is my most energy day.. cos tat day sleep until 12pm.. haha..
- one of the nite.. swt de.. ah mun call me.. emo 了一下... 我吓到!!

the forth day oso is one of our member de birthday - Derick Lim Tiong Liang
Derick is our senior but is accounting de..
wat topic had i talk to him in this few day leh??
ar.. we "shuan lai shuan ke" ," zai lai zai ke" pun..
ar.. he ask me know ka vun de right?!  i : YES
and ask me, it is i very close to him de.. i: ok lolz.. so so lolz..
he say: o.. he is my roommate..
o ic!!
we have celebrate birthday for him als.. wuhuu..
a small birthday party on Bayview Beach Hostel !!

how was pokok ru in this few days..?!

tis few days.. 19 December 2010 until 21 December 2010!!
i was going to work on a job!!
is fun job.. i can say!!
meet usm fren!!
course mate, senior , friends , new friends and one of my junior!!

go work with xuxu (he cal us de), mun, khay, sher lan and zi qing!
starting just know them..
then meet other!
i meet ling fang and ze shen, they are couple and they are our management senior!
two of them playful also!! nice to meet them!! haha... know more senior..
ar.. Derick lim.. know his FB 1st.. then last time cos Eyane (yong yan) i know tis ppl is in the world.. hehe!! 1st day meet him.. he forget who am i.. haiz.. then after few hours work onli remember.. cham!!one of the crazy senior als lah..
one more, tan boon chuan!! ah Chuan "gor gor".. should i cal gor gor.. no kua.. haha!!
he knew a lot of thing.. have many nice talk with him in tis few day!!
nice to meet all ppl there lolz..

ar..i din describe wat job i did hor..
is the job to serve the guests from oversea for kwang hua!!
though tis job.. i saw the real PM- Najib , 许子根, 林冠英 and many other politic ppl!!
nice.. learn thing from the job.. but play more lah!! haha

fun..  but mood got a bit bit influence by him lah... haiz.. i ady try get myself high high liao.. but reali hard sometime..
but fun als...
Boon Chuan and me!!
he drunk a lot.. face reali look red..
i als a bit bit red cos i drink wine =)

Khay - Sher Lan - Me - Zi Qing

趣味的事...
to be continue!!

NEW stupid Pokok Ru

Brand new pokok ru ^.^

just another awesome night!! =)

YESTERDAY (18122010) actually plan to go sing-k with usm coursemate de..
but at the end cant get the offer.. let me describe a bit bit lah!!

wake up in noon cos yesterday de yesterday go out until very late!
so late go take the coupon from sher lan..
then.. 3 smth receive a call from chong mun say the red box offer is full ady..
cal us no need to go ady.. so i inform other lolz..
then on that time i m thinking tonight can go clubbing more early.. although all will gather on 12am.. hehe..
but that is not achieve cos xuxu persist to fetch me go 1st avenue see how!!
finally result till same as chong mun say lah!!

then we decide do dinner... we having dinner at Upper penang road..
and saw the POST restaurant.. next time go there eat!!
beginning plan to hang out with sher lan, xuxu, mah xiao and chong mun..
but at the end chong mun cnt come.. but meet new xuxu friends... hehe!!

after dinner i and sher lan go "拍拖" at Straits Quay..
nice place.. take a lot photo with Sher Lan als!!
some time i feel i am born in 91 de.. haha
cos always join 91 born de fren go out de.. haha!!
be young lah!!

an awesome night with frens!!
but
bulhaenghido, dangsin-eun oji anh-ass-eo =(


LOVE you, Sher Lan!!


p/s: wrote tis on car.. when we away FAME and go another place!!







Why many happy is exchange by money de?

i realize tat every happy moment is spending money de..
have a happy lunch, happy dinner..

but i reali love to have a happy with rm0.. but hard..
although just take a picture need to electric als lah..
haha.. stupid pokok ru!!

just enjoy every happy moment!!

love the happy i gain.. but the sadness.. can i just let it be..

if let it be..

i will!!

single and available!!

3 年的断断续续,就这样了?
我应该果断料决它还是不要管先??

just be happy 1st!! dun think so much!!







i guess it!!

i guess dao the thing you wanna told me!!
but i want run away tis thing i dunwan it happens yet!!
but i know you just want me happy!!
pls let me think it 1st!! i not wish it happens also!!

陪你放肆嬉闹 开场前就应该明了 
谁该买票 谁扮丑角 早注定好 
只要你不无聊 浓妆我就不会卸掉 
努力讨好 逗你欢笑 多陪你一秒 

我只是 寂寞的解药 
我也知道 曲终人该散了 

只要你开心就好 若只是你生命的配角 
娱乐过你也骄傲 
就算听你说他的好 心里对你再多爱慕 
仍是站在远处 只给你祝福 

你有权利寻找 你最适合谁的拥抱 
既然爱过 还你自由 我不哭不闹 

我只是 寂寞的解药 
我也知道 曲终人该散了 

只要你开心就好 若只是你生命的配角 
娱乐过你也骄傲



我大概懂你的意思!!

Unknown...

不知道为什么, 你送我这首歌 - 丑角!!
你是在暗示什么吗?
我不知道!!

我不想过一个不开心的 Christmas and New Year!!

Merry Christmas ^.^


wish me, my lovely family, all my lovely friends and loved friends have an awesome Christmas!!
all my love whether u hang out or stay home also be happy o!! ^.^

Working de Pokok Ru




Wondering

i wonder!?
why i tech papa use hp mini very easy..
but teach mama very mahuan wor!!
mama use hp mini like face a lot problem always need me go click tis click tat to solve the miss-click of her!
and papa is dare to use hp mini than mama!!
mama always ask how next!!
haiz!! today i keep on walking in and out of my room!!

nvm lah!!
love them, so wont blame them!!


add-on!!
haiz.. saw a lot ppl is going wat wat trip lah..  that that trip lah!!
me leh? just work onli!!
next sem break i sure need to plan some trip.. not only one!!
haiz!! study more important lah!! concentrate!!

work + watch drama-S = my life at this moment ^.^

I think i have no feeling!!

oh!! back from outside!
on the computer, on the LINE!
click gmail! cheack mail!
type F.. sign in Facebook!! 1st top new is his new!!
a guy be with him 1 month ++
know this guy since last year, in one of my part time job!
but until this year he just get my phone number!! hehe! he got keep on asking my fren about me!!
but i din care so much until tis year!! cos busy with work and study mah!!

i saw his news is in relationship!!
with who!! dunno?!
our one month + relationship, no one know! he wanna change status on FB but i reject! cos that time is the time i concentrate on my study (just start study at usm not longer onli)
accept him is a correct decision or a wrong decision?! i dunno!
cos that time i din think it so much!!
just now, my lovely fren ask me do u love him?!
i speechless!! is that because now i was thinking about himS not this guy!!

saw him in relationship, truthful say i got a bit unhappy but as his fren i wish him happy!!
a unopen relationship really can make us still become friends!!
sorry to you, if i hurt u!!
now!! i think i SHOULD have no feeling with this post!!
wish you all the best!! our happiness and sadness just only our memory!! love you, my fren!!
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