一种失败的感觉

最近，觉得自己很失败!!
考试，考不好...
assignment, 赶到要熬很多夜...
presentation, 我自己在这次的 presentation 真的做到很不好...
舞蹈组，我没有很多时间可以去处理...
内部，没教舞也忙到要命...

我快要不能了...

那个 presentation 后我很 down... very very down!!

how stupid am i?!
i did it very bad!! i did wrong estimation!!
i use most of the time for other things..
i ignore this presentation...
i look easy on this presentation...
i am so worst!!

DOWN DOWN!!

this 2 days, nothing can make me smile from my deep heart!!
i always thinking, what other teammate think about me!!
should i go to know it??
or i prove my best on another assignment!!
i really need to work hard and fast on my BRM assignment!!

but i should prepare my BM!!

so many things i need to worry!!!
i very very very very scare!!

i cannot put so many time on dance group anymore!!

i ady skip many class... use up many time for activities ady!!
i need to run with time...

how i can run faster than it??
i need support!!
i need a strong support!!

i am so scare!! the pressure i cnt release...
my dear "FRIEND" please don give me pressure anymore!! can??
i dunno always run always on you to avoid the pressure you give!!
you are the one always let me feel so pressure!!
tis sem,50% of pressure is giving by you!!

ARGHHHH.... pls dun let me hate you!!!