i damn cooling, tired and lonely last might nite...
crazy until 3am sumthing... helpless...
crying nite again!!
i hate helpless feeling....
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
i miss my best best gor gor who always taking care on me!! i miss him!!
when u only comeback?!
i need damn much care and love!!
低落的一天
看着手上的成绩，
看着手上的功课，
看着手上的灯光图，
看着手上的音响，
看着一封一封的 email,
看着庆功的计划，
看着内部的流程，
看着化装和发型的分配表，
我还有好多东西要写argh...
等下11pm, 我想去“拿” 快乐... 我很想去玩玩...
文娱，我都快忘了筹委的事了... hahaha...
妮大姐，ah Ben 和 Mr Money 提起我的记忆... hahaha...
慧勤叫我进节目组，因为有她在...LOL =D
haiz... 赶手上的东西先吧...
低落，因为今天很无助... 很 down 的一天...
去那里都是一个人, 连家里也是一个人...
刚才在 McD， 要去厕所都不能去，因为没有人帮我看着电脑...
结果，待了一下就回家了... =.=
看着手上的功课，
看着手上的灯光图，
看着手上的音响，
看着一封一封的 email,
看着庆功的计划，
看着内部的流程，
看着化装和发型的分配表，
我还有好多东西要写argh...
等下11pm, 我想去“拿” 快乐... 我很想去玩玩...
文娱，我都快忘了筹委的事了... hahaha...
妮大姐，ah Ben 和 Mr Money 提起我的记忆... hahaha...
慧勤叫我进节目组，因为有她在...LOL =D
haiz... 赶手上的东西先吧...
低落，因为今天很无助... 很 down 的一天...
去那里都是一个人, 连家里也是一个人...
刚才在 McD， 要去厕所都不能去，因为没有人帮我看着电脑...
结果，待了一下就回家了... =.=
Posted by
Ah Loo
Deficiency LOVE
YES!! i am a person who deficiency of LOVE!!
not much things i dare to tell my family...
not much friends i can totally lend me their ear...
not much ppl knowing my true face!!!
Get a boy friend is a good way to have the care, the love and the support from him!!
I need him a lot, cos he will be only one saw me in lowest place, the worst perform....
i looking on this kind of guy...
i just need care and support at the time, i am going down!!!
very sleepy...
even drive als very blur.... =.=
thinking when i can have my 1st X'mas present leh??!! kakaka...
not much things i dare to tell my family...
not much friends i can totally lend me their ear...
not much ppl knowing my true face!!!
Get a boy friend is a good way to have the care, the love and the support from him!!
I need him a lot, cos he will be only one saw me in lowest place, the worst perform....
i looking on this kind of guy...
i just need care and support at the time, i am going down!!!
very sleepy...
even drive als very blur.... =.=
thinking when i can have my 1st X'mas present leh??!! kakaka...
Posted by
Ah Loo
in relationship... =(
recently...
in relationship with him, SPSS
pek chek-ing
in relationship with him, SPSS
pek chek-ing
 |
| ruru freezing with SPSS at library >.< |
Posted by
Ah Loo
好像少了什么
最近，生病，受伤，头爆....
也有一点心理不平衡...
好像少了什么....
一个人的刚才下午在房间沉思了一个小时,
真的我最近少了一种感觉!!!
一种可以让我有伴的感觉...
一种爱的感觉...
好像有一点缺乏爱...
有时候，我找不到理解的人...
失去一个依靠的人...
想起以前的我...
我以前跟现在，基本上面对不同的情况...
现在的我
会慌，会怕，会想被支持，被肯定....
我在很多时候想找人听我的诉苦，我却怕...
不会释放压力的我，最近一直在逃避...
以前的我应该不会逃避...
这个学期，
我做了很多最差的表现...
我明年还会被她们看上眼，还是会不管呢？！
考试要到了...
不要参筹委吧，把功课啦上先...
finance pop quiz 死翘翘
那天的 BM karangan 没眼看...
不要放这么多时间在活动料吧...
从星期日晚上起，我都很渴望有一颗 panadol 在我眼前，每次都忘记去买... 痛到不能睡... =(
刚刚我又受了伤，又黑青料... =(
需要时间平衡我的心灵...
现在真的很不平衡...
我只能回家关在房间里一个人寻找自己的中心点!!!
也有一点心理不平衡...
好像少了什么....
一个人的刚才下午在房间沉思了一个小时,
真的我最近少了一种感觉!!!
一种可以让我有伴的感觉...
一种爱的感觉...
好像有一点缺乏爱...
有时候，我找不到理解的人...
失去一个依靠的人...
想起以前的我...
我以前跟现在，基本上面对不同的情况...
现在的我
会慌，会怕，会想被支持，被肯定....
我在很多时候想找人听我的诉苦，我却怕...
不会释放压力的我，最近一直在逃避...
以前的我应该不会逃避...
这个学期，
我做了很多最差的表现...
我明年还会被她们看上眼，还是会不管呢？！
考试要到了...
不要参筹委吧，把功课啦上先...
finance pop quiz 死翘翘
那天的 BM karangan 没眼看...
不要放这么多时间在活动料吧...
从星期日晚上起，我都很渴望有一颗 panadol 在我眼前，每次都忘记去买... 痛到不能睡... =(
刚刚我又受了伤，又黑青料... =(
需要时间平衡我的心灵...
现在真的很不平衡...
我只能回家关在房间里一个人寻找自己的中心点!!!
好想做一些事但不能，我室友有在... 如果她看到后会吓倒...
好想念我的好朋友，我很多东西想要跟她讲...
有一件事也不知道要怎样向他开口，可能他会介意，是否要问他同意还是不同意让我去...
可能他一点都不在意，我和他... 过了再讲吧!!
=( 我可能不是排前三位...
Posted by
Ah Loo
累垮了
一人分身要顾东也要顾西...
我疯了...
牙好痛...
背好痛...
无法入眠... 救命啊!!
功课没有做!
稿没背ko....
arghhh.... ='''(
我疯了...
牙好痛...
背好痛...
无法入眠... 救命啊!!
功课没有做!
稿没背ko....
arghhh.... ='''(
Posted by
Ah Loo
dec nite
a nite with milk...
i damn request on milk every morning and night...
recently, no mood to eat.. just wish to drink milk!!
i damn request on milk every morning and night...
recently, no mood to eat.. just wish to drink milk!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
一种失败的感觉
最近，觉得自己很失败!!
考试，考不好...
assignment, 赶到要熬很多夜...
presentation, 我自己在这次的 presentation 真的做到很不好...
舞蹈组，我没有很多时间可以去处理...
内部，没教舞也忙到要命...
我快要不能了...
那个 presentation 后我很 down... very very down!!
how stupid am i?!
i did it very bad!! i did wrong estimation!!
i use most of the time for other things..
i ignore this presentation...
i look easy on this presentation...
i am so worst!!
DOWN DOWN!!
this 2 days, nothing can make me smile from my deep heart!!
i always thinking, what other teammate think about me!!
should i go to know it??
or i prove my best on another assignment!!
i really need to work hard and fast on my BRM assignment!!
but i should prepare my BM!!
so many things i need to worry!!!
i very very very very scare!!
i cannot put so many time on dance group anymore!!
i ady skip many class... use up many time for activities ady!!
i need to run with time...
how i can run faster than it??
i need support!!
i need a strong support!!
i am so scare!! the pressure i cnt release...
my dear "FRIEND" please don give me pressure anymore!! can??
i dunno always run always on you to avoid the pressure you give!!
you are the one always let me feel so pressure!!
tis sem,50% of pressure is giving by you!!
ARGHHHH.... pls dun let me hate you!!!
考试，考不好...
assignment, 赶到要熬很多夜...
presentation, 我自己在这次的 presentation 真的做到很不好...
舞蹈组，我没有很多时间可以去处理...
内部，没教舞也忙到要命...
我快要不能了...
那个 presentation 后我很 down... very very down!!
how stupid am i?!
i did it very bad!! i did wrong estimation!!
i use most of the time for other things..
i ignore this presentation...
i look easy on this presentation...
i am so worst!!
DOWN DOWN!!
this 2 days, nothing can make me smile from my deep heart!!
i always thinking, what other teammate think about me!!
should i go to know it??
or i prove my best on another assignment!!
i really need to work hard and fast on my BRM assignment!!
but i should prepare my BM!!
so many things i need to worry!!!
i very very very very scare!!
i cannot put so many time on dance group anymore!!
i ady skip many class... use up many time for activities ady!!
i need to run with time...
how i can run faster than it??
i need support!!
i need a strong support!!
i am so scare!! the pressure i cnt release...
my dear "FRIEND" please don give me pressure anymore!! can??
i dunno always run always on you to avoid the pressure you give!!
you are the one always let me feel so pressure!!
tis sem,50% of pressure is giving by you!!
ARGHHHH.... pls dun let me hate you!!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
学习
学怎样做人，做事，做朋友，做交谈，做思考... 还有，学习功课...
很累，睡到多还是累...
现在有要倒下的预兆...
还要参活动？
还要忙？
还要准备考试...
还要准备 presentation & 做 assignment....
arghh... 累... 我快平衡不来了!!
很累，睡到多还是累...
现在有要倒下的预兆...
还要参活动？
还要忙？
还要准备考试...
还要准备 presentation & 做 assignment....
arghh... 累... 我快平衡不来了!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
11月27日
好累的一个晚上，今天没做到什么，只是写了3个灯光图，好累哦...
还有一个两首歌的灯光图还没写，等下要做料咯...
那个连歌都还没cut 呢... 累
有一点比教舞还累neh...
刚才写第3个时，头脑都 lack 到要爆掉... arghhhh
我的 presentation script 还没写啊...
明天一定要死出来...
幸好星期一没有课不然我很多功课很多还没做arghhhh....
就连 padini sale 都没有时间去，明天最后一天了..
希望可以买到一些衣服啦... pray!!!
还有一个两首歌的灯光图还没写，等下要做料咯...
那个连歌都还没cut 呢... 累
有一点比教舞还累neh...
刚才写第3个时，头脑都 lack 到要爆掉... arghhhh
我的 presentation script 还没写啊...
明天一定要死出来...
幸好星期一没有课不然我很多功课很多还没做arghhhh....
就连 padini sale 都没有时间去，明天最后一天了..
希望可以买到一些衣服啦... pray!!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
others AGREE on me too...
wu...
unexpected, there are someone agree with the pressure i get from HER!!
feel gud!! cos i saw agreeable!!
nice saturday!!
although it is a tired day!!
thanks dear, thanks friends!!
unexpected, there are someone agree with the pressure i get from HER!!
feel gud!! cos i saw agreeable!!
nice saturday!!
although it is a tired day!!
thanks dear, thanks friends!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
24/25
很累的夜晚，
疼痛的腰；
最近，
好像开始平密的痛。
今晚，
有一点辛苦，
要睡也很难，
所以，
选择赶 assignment 好了，
肚子朝地着 key-in data，
还真累。
没办法，
我已经吃了 2颗止痛药...
不想再吃第三颗...
忍着啦！
等一下会有解决的办法！！
Posted by
Ah Loo
我的影子
影子，只有那一个颜色；没表情，为它加上；这是我的影子，永远它都跟着我；在光线下，它都会在我身边...
影子，形影不离，它不会离开我，我离不开它....
爱你!
影子，形影不离，它不会离开我，我离不开它....
爱你!
Posted by
Ah Loo
What Can I do??
from my 1 years old until now i only worry on a few things on my family b4!!
1.my dad accident
2.my mum heavy sick
3.my brother accident
4.the things happens now!!
this thing is the 1st time happens on my family!!
and the 1st time i face on this thing!
worry, i very very worry!!
mun pretend nothing... but she act like that i some more worry!!
last nite, go back home study!! see no ppl in the house, thinking mummy going to help daddy!!
but...
when 1am something, i heard 2 motor sounds, 1st one i dunno, 2nd is mum!!
than after that, i saw my dad van is not drove by daddy!!
i starting worry!!
asking mum, she said later she tell me!!
worry some more!!
thinking back the time!!
when this thing happen, i at Gurney Plaza.. but the thing happen is near to me... just outside...
i dunno, i cnt do anything...
many of ppls come tel mummy not to worry so much... after 1 nite should be OK!!
but there are still 1 or 2 ppls said would settle so fast, at least need 2-3 days...
why at this moment, the ppls say like that??
mummy tel me it can settle by a number of money!! call me dun worry!!
i really how to respond to mum, when she said tat!!
i feel that she will more worry than I!!
WHAT can I do???
1.my dad accident
2.my mum heavy sick
3.my brother accident
4.the things happens now!!
this thing is the 1st time happens on my family!!
and the 1st time i face on this thing!
worry, i very very worry!!
mun pretend nothing... but she act like that i some more worry!!
last nite, go back home study!! see no ppl in the house, thinking mummy going to help daddy!!
but...
when 1am something, i heard 2 motor sounds, 1st one i dunno, 2nd is mum!!
than after that, i saw my dad van is not drove by daddy!!
i starting worry!!
asking mum, she said later she tell me!!
worry some more!!
thinking back the time!!
when this thing happen, i at Gurney Plaza.. but the thing happen is near to me... just outside...
i dunno, i cnt do anything...
many of ppls come tel mummy not to worry so much... after 1 nite should be OK!!
but there are still 1 or 2 ppls said would settle so fast, at least need 2-3 days...
why at this moment, the ppls say like that??
mummy tel me it can settle by a number of money!! call me dun worry!!
i really how to respond to mum, when she said tat!!
i feel that she will more worry than I!!
WHAT can I do???
Posted by
Ah Loo
44 days left...
还有 44 天就是新的一年了...
2012 年，这年的农历新年也很早，差不多大学大考后就是了...
想着，想着，我还没为新年买新衣呢... 要计划一下了!!
要拿定期的钱出来用了... 这个 SEM 花了很多钱料...
haiz.. 如果明天是世界末日，但那些钱都没花，也蛮浪费.. haha
考虑着换手机，应该吗？ 但是也应该只能换 samsung galaxy Ace 罢了...
但是，它能耐久吗？ 会不会很快就退流行了？
haiz... 再看啦...
44 天不长也不是很短...
wuuu... 文娱筹委也要成立了...
成立到吗？
欣妮有问我要参与吗？
我是有想过一定要参一次的筹委... 但也想表演，希望可以上每次的文娱舞台... =.=
看欣妮有没有参先啦...
也看看谁来担任文娱主席啦...
星期五要去第一次的物理治疗了...
有一点害怕...
但是我不想一直吃止痛药... 不要!!
我也不想再医院过夜了... 一个人在那很孤单啦...
希望快点好，爸妈也不用再花这么多的钱...
很多压力，
很多顾虑，
很多烦恼，
很多想象，
很多担心，
很多害怕，
很多想做的东西，
很多等着我去完成的东西....
最开心的是一起笑的时候... 开心大笑，我最最想时常要的东西!!
2012 年，这年的农历新年也很早，差不多大学大考后就是了...
想着，想着，我还没为新年买新衣呢... 要计划一下了!!
要拿定期的钱出来用了... 这个 SEM 花了很多钱料...
haiz.. 如果明天是世界末日，但那些钱都没花，也蛮浪费.. haha
考虑着换手机，应该吗？ 但是也应该只能换 samsung galaxy Ace 罢了...
但是，它能耐久吗？ 会不会很快就退流行了？
haiz... 再看啦...
44 天不长也不是很短...
wuuu... 文娱筹委也要成立了...
成立到吗？
欣妮有问我要参与吗？
我是有想过一定要参一次的筹委... 但也想表演，希望可以上每次的文娱舞台... =.=
看欣妮有没有参先啦...
也看看谁来担任文娱主席啦...
星期五要去第一次的物理治疗了...
有一点害怕...
但是我不想一直吃止痛药... 不要!!
我也不想再医院过夜了... 一个人在那很孤单啦...
希望快点好，爸妈也不用再花这么多的钱...
很多压力，
很多顾虑，
很多烦恼，
很多想象，
很多担心，
很多害怕，
很多想做的东西，
很多等着我去完成的东西....
最开心的是一起笑的时候... 开心大笑，我最最想时常要的东西!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
push-iest Novemeber
why i say push-iest?? because the pressure is pushing no stop, even it make me feel suffering sometime!
i may be should not put (-iest) it may not the suffer month, but compare to previously, those activity is grab 95% of mine and now activity grab 50% of mine! BUT, the study is needed 100% of mine!!
argh...
this week really make me cannot breath.
The pressure presentation, the teacher so nitpick on every single we show or speak, suddenly is feel my BM is very worst, really feel down on this subject, i need to catch up as fast as i can or even cannot.
Not only that, rushing assignment and the tutorial exercise, on this assignment i really feel very pressure from one of my friend! She really make me crazy sometime, keep on mention those assignment and study she need to do, then me does not free than you at all, OK?
I am busy than you, OK?
sometime i really wanna run away from she, because she keep make me pressure!
even a small stuff of things she still need double, sometime triple confirm!!
the pressure she gave not only making me pressure, the people beside me also get pressure indirectly.
arghh...
the ko-k assignment, from 0 pressure until she make me pressure with it.. she keep on asking why and how... i wanna FISH U ady!! arghhhhh
i DARE to say later u meet me, u sure saying later ko-k writing test donno how liao... I damn DARE she will said!
the SHIT mid-term test result, damn it!! get B only!! not study so detail and sick!
and the attitude of SHE during exam!! FISH it!!
thinking back the presentation assignment and the tutorial she only do the part she get call, somehow she always showing the things she need to do is too many in front of me, than i voice out!! but actually she din not do tat much, because i dislike to see that reaction so i will go do by me!! suffering myself!! stupid WenRu
I damn the pressure by HER!! DAMN it...
in good words, she is too care herself....
in sound bad words, she is selfish...
Beside, the pressure on activity!! the commitment!! i have limited time to handle and even learn dance!!
Next week, mid-term test again!!
2 presentation
1 group assignment
1 individual assignment
1 mid-term test
1 practical test
is OVER
tis week left the ko-k test....
there still many thing waiting on me to complete!! ARGHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh....
Please someone SAVE me!!
i may be should not put (-iest) it may not the suffer month, but compare to previously, those activity is grab 95% of mine and now activity grab 50% of mine! BUT, the study is needed 100% of mine!!
argh...
this week really make me cannot breath.
The pressure presentation, the teacher so nitpick on every single we show or speak, suddenly is feel my BM is very worst, really feel down on this subject, i need to catch up as fast as i can or even cannot.
Not only that, rushing assignment and the tutorial exercise, on this assignment i really feel very pressure from one of my friend! She really make me crazy sometime, keep on mention those assignment and study she need to do, then me does not free than you at all, OK?
I am busy than you, OK?
sometime i really wanna run away from she, because she keep make me pressure!
even a small stuff of things she still need double, sometime triple confirm!!
the pressure she gave not only making me pressure, the people beside me also get pressure indirectly.
arghh...
the ko-k assignment, from 0 pressure until she make me pressure with it.. she keep on asking why and how... i wanna FISH U ady!! arghhhhh
i DARE to say later u meet me, u sure saying later ko-k writing test donno how liao... I damn DARE she will said!
the SHIT mid-term test result, damn it!! get B only!! not study so detail and sick!
and the attitude of SHE during exam!! FISH it!!
thinking back the presentation assignment and the tutorial she only do the part she get call, somehow she always showing the things she need to do is too many in front of me, than i voice out!! but actually she din not do tat much, because i dislike to see that reaction so i will go do by me!! suffering myself!! stupid WenRu
I damn the pressure by HER!! DAMN it...
in good words, she is too care herself....
in sound bad words, she is selfish...
Beside, the pressure on activity!! the commitment!! i have limited time to handle and even learn dance!!
Next week, mid-term test again!!
2 presentation
1 group assignment
1 individual assignment
1 mid-term test
1 practical test
is OVER
tis week left the ko-k test....
there still many thing waiting on me to complete!! ARGHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh....
Please someone SAVE me!!
Posted by
Ah Loo
silent nitez
is a silent nite here!!
i miss my mummy...
no choice.. i have to stay myself...
hope i can go back 2mr...
i miss my mummy...
no choice.. i have to stay myself...
hope i can go back 2mr...
Posted by
Ah Loo
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