Get it on poster??

一个人的电影

今年的贺岁电影就只是没有看“八星报喜”,
哥哥前天给了我免费电影的票,
最近开始忙起来,下午都找不到时间去看戏。
结果,选择了刚才12 am 的戏来看。
这也是我人生第一次自己一个人去看电影。
本来代要刺激感的,
但是,我还没看完就走了。
因为,整个电影院只有我跟一个怪怪的人。
为什么说他怪呢?
他一身打扮到很奇怪,穿着大大件的 jacket, 还 zip 到很高...
一进来就看着我,
而且还坐在跟我同排...
那时广告开始了,
我越看就越怕,
想着,想着,还是早点离开好了。
当我走出门时,他也好像在站了起来... 怕怕
而我就加快脚步走出去,
不知道是因为我进的 HALL 很尾还是我很害怕...
我感觉走了很久还是没有到出口,
同时,我也好像听到后面有脚步声....
我很害怕,
幸好我出到了,
我赶紧的到售票处那里透透气...
过了几分钟,我看不见那人,
就赶紧的去停车场,上车跑人,
当我往出口处时,
经过停车场和shopping mall 的出口时,
那个怪人跑了出来想顶着我车,
结果我转弯避开他,
他还打了我车几下,
太可怕了...
赶紧的驾车去找爸爸...

结果,爸爸好奇为何我这么夜还去看电影.....
过后爸爸知道我是一个人去看电影后,被他骂到... T.T

一个经过,一个教训。

以后,从此,我不一个人去电影院看戏....

因为此事,我失眠.... T.T

baby there, no, no, no, no more tomorrow....

i don't what happens tomorrow i just want fun and happy!!
can anyone cheer me up now!!

really really sad now...
i get hurt!!
i hate d!!

i do not who can help me...
i do not how to do now...

just cheer me up, can?


Big Bang - Tomorrow

未知数

这几天上网一定会做就是去 load 一下 Campus Online,
每次按了 ic num 和 password...
一 click 我一定会毕上眼,
其实根本不敢看,不敢去面对。
已经连续几天都没有公布,
到底我得到的是什么....
我很怕一下neh...
haiz....
怎样wor...
给我多一点时间自我适应 before 开学 mah...
T.T
cry cry lolz.....
haiz.....

Preview Screening 首映

emmm....
The Wedding Dairy Preview Screening

this is an Singapore movie, act by Aniu-Malaysia actor and Elanne Kwong- Hong Kong Actor 
it consider an Valentine movie,
i feel nice, i like to watch singapore movie...
enjoyed!!

but too bad i enter the hall late... miss out front part abit bit...


never mind just enjoy tat!!

知足常乐 =)



Major?

haiz...
为什么我读的科系在第二年才来选 MAJOR wor...
很不爽的 leh...

一开始是想选 Finance 的... 但是,它好难哦...
在 senior 身上又让我了解 OM 的好...
haiz...

刚才看到 coursemate 说 major 成绩出了,但是 finance 1st choice 的还需要等...
haiz...
如果没有得到 finance 会怎样?
得到了又会怎样? 要换掉?

haiz... 烦啊...

很乱,很讨厌...
不想去看咯....

P/S:不理又不行,烦咯!

Happy 1.2.12

today is 1st of 2nd month of year 2012
wulala...
is 2nd month of Year 2012
one month is over =)

but i think 12.12.12 is more special then tis...

anyway!!

happy 1.2.12 to everyone!!

Cheer...

CNY is end soon!! wish my parent stay healthy and happy always!! C=

背后的故事

每个人都有每个人的故事。
可能很精彩,
可能很普通,
可能很悲伤。
每个人都会不一样。
每个人背后的故事都不一样。

过去,改变不了。
以后,掌握在自己的手中。
如何改变?是看自己...!!

加油!加油!

另一边

这世界,每个人有各种各样的故事。
人往往活在自己的世界。
在你开心时,世界的另一边可能发生不幸的事情。
珍惜你身边的亲友,
爱惜爱你的人。
还有,

家人,是永远的永远的。

大年初二 shooting + movie day


观众

很多事都有观众
可能是听众?
可能是读者?
可能是欣赏者?

重现在开始,
我再也不是你的长期观众,
但是偶尔还会去探望一下,
每当观众看到那一幕,
泪流满面,
停不下来,
流得一次比一次多,
害怕缺水导致虚脱,
还是不经常看微妙。

谢谢那些曾经成为我的观众的朋友或陌生人!

ale ru ya

感谢哥哥借了broadband...
我猜是因为他要用的啦...
haha...
哥哥去睡了,我有得用了!
家里modem sot 去...
不用紧,去年 sot de... haha...
不是新年 sot de...

刚才想到初二要怎样了,
就是带老公去玩一玩,过一下二人世界。
不睡了!
等下去拍日落吧!

让初二不简单... haha!!
emmm.. 晚上还是显咯... 想看有什么东东做?

大年初二

大年初一就这样过了!
一如往年,待在家,没出街。

初二了,可以出街了...
却找不到节目,
有节目没有人有空,
天ar....

初二比初一闷!

闷死了!

我要出去啦!

在家闷死了!
online 又贵!
哥哥lesen 又到期,要出去还要载他出去...
看他也好像找到人载他了吧...

算了,初二待在家,自high lolz...

除夕夜


Happy 除夕夜



祝身边的家人,亲友,好友,认识的朋友和不认识的朋友 
平平安安,健健康康,开开心心 
过个美好的除夕夜,
幸福过好年!

爱爱我的人

新年快到了!!

对我来说新年就好像一种习惯...
新年是父母最辛苦的时候,
这个时候已经开始忙了,
每天不是剥鱼就是剥大葱...
haiz...
考完试了,要开始工作...
帮忙家里,出去工作。
等一下,去医院检查... 快点了断吧...
我不想再跑医院了...

今年过年会有特别吗??
每年都有的庙会... 是怎样的呢?
说真的21岁了,我都没去过!
通常过年都是在家帮忙...
不然,就是 gathering liao lah...
庙会这回事,听过,没去过... hehe...
希望今年有人带我去吧...

woo...
还有一个 ASTRO 嘉年华...
好想去啊.... 希望可以去到...

新年,
拿红包,
穿新衣,
haiz...
买新衣都是为了出去,
今年还没买完,
没有买裤子 kuo...
买不到 dress pun...
没什么重要的事情,
只是穿回穿过的啦....

明天不知道有没有时间出去 shopping leh??

last one down...

last one had down!!
end of my year 2 semester 1...
wooo...
today paper did many ding dong diang...
lolz... dunno how to do pun...

anyway... enjoy my CNY 1st!!
buy clothes time!!

today working learn many things...
learn about shooting skill...
2mr morning go again!! wulala....

怎么了?

我变了?
为什么?
现在很伤心,很不开心...
我明天考试 neh...
可以不要搞到这样吗?
很生气...
我不生气,不代表我没有脾气...
我越来越不懂了...
越来越没有安全感了...

你到底懂不懂....

When you really matter to someone, that person will always make time for you. No excuse, no lies, and no broken promises. <3

then do i really matter by someone??


伤痛之夜

痛到顶不住...
不能再忍...
帮好友买了Astro 开心乐龙龙,
walao eh....
2000 只平分17间分店 neh...
还好,我是第90个...
但是,累到...
可能好久没做这种事了吧...
以前追星可追到很恐怖 neh...

haiz.. is time to study my last paper...!!
fighting alone!!
hope 2mr i can go back home!!

天ar...

与爸妈的亲戚朋友吃饭是最麻烦的...
haiz...
我另可吃杯面都不是很想去...
haiz...
不是问在读那里...
就问那男朋友的东东...
lolz.... 累死人咯!!

Dad, happy birthday!!

happy happy birthday to my lovely daddy!!
♥ daddy!! =)

快不行了!我撑不下了!

Reconsider??

woo... think back my option of major...
last time really thinking about international studies!!
but...
something make me hard to leave...
i not willing to leave...
i scare....
should i reconsider about it??

tired!! just done my things!!
time to sleep!!
wish me sleep tight!!

那种感觉

那种感觉,我怀念。
那种感觉,我会开心。
那种感觉,我感觉很幸福。
那种感觉,我久违了。
那种感觉,我在等待。
那种感觉,我很想拥有。
那种感觉,我失去了很久。
那种感觉,我快忘记了。
那种感觉,你会在让我感受吗?

my Y2S1

my Year 2, Semester 1 is going to end soon!
i still have one exam paper have to sit.
This semester I get many kind of feeling,
I had many 1st time also.
no doubt, i should say my lifestyle had change.
what kind of change?
i not very know to explain it, so i not write it....
i understand many things after it happening, especially when now i looking back it!
YES, is really hard to find a friends can understand me very very well..
those friends who understand me, all is not around me...
some kind i do be well be many friends but not very well!!
haiz.. may ba this call the social!!
everyone have their own life!!
you, me, he or she have too!!

happens many thing in this semester!!
getting far from my gang, i really a bit down on it!! haiz...
anyway, we are still a gang!!

woot, i know more on myself too!!
now try to make myself tough enough and be love on myself!!
care on myself first, don always think on other only, because other wont always think on you before their did anything!!
be happy always!! how well the hard job, how well the bad news... try to stand tough and smile it!!
haha!!

活出自己吧...!! 雯茹就是雯茹,加油!

suddenly very DOWN

a news make me feel very down!!
i don't know how now?!
very very down!!
no mood for everything even a sleep!!

someone please help!!
i no dare to find him!!

5 down, 1 to go!!

arghh... next week of today is my last paper...
with me gud luck..
hope i have the mood to study it!!
today BRM, worst!!
i cannot concentrate in exam because the lecture is keeping talking in front with high volume...
S***, i just sat at 3rd row, the the most center line!!
arghhhhh
anyway, i did not well in this paper!!
haiz...
no eye see my result of this semester liao!! arghhhh

可能

可能你再也不会见到我,
可能你再也不是我的观众,
可能你再也不是我的听众,
可能你再也不是我的司机,
可能你再也不会第一个想起我,
可能你再也不会担心我,
可能你再也不会安慰我,
可能你再也不会支持我,
可能你再也不会为我开心,
可能你再也不会记得我的名字,
可能你再也不会记得我,
可能你已经忘记我。

祝福你!

我想念我的老公

手有点痒痒...
2012 年都没有跟我的老公玩过...
很想念我的老公...

突然发现到我没有在你的相册出现过 =(
还蛮希望我可以出现在你相册里...

手痒痒...

在去年,我发现我的老公不可以随随便便给被人碰了...
给我老公乱乱来... 弄到... haiz...

我很想念我的老公...!! MISS U!!

4 down, 2 to go!!

Wen Ru gambadet!!! you can do it!!

3 down, 3 more to go!!

tired saturday!!
but gain some happiness...
damn long time din shopping like this!! LIKE!!
but i cnt find nice clothes for my CNY!!
ish...
today, 7/1/2011
sitting BM paper!!
hard, rush and really stresss on this paper...

argh... damn hungry!!
i havent eat from 5pm until now!! gosh...
go eat 1st, bye bloggie!!

S***

S***
i wrote wrong answer in the exam...
i wrote the answer in opposite side...
should become should not...
the question 20 marks gone d!!! arghhhh
another half correct saja!!
eat S*** liao...
haiz...
dun think liao...
i should not go to check!! regret!!! arghhhh

2 down, 4 to go

today, morning exam...
just finish...
i left early...
damn sleepy... low energy!!
so far, can answer, just know very much know on explanation...
cos 20 marks for 1 question....
just do my best!!!
go sleep, later fight for 2mr!! gamabadet!!

缺钱中 =(

可恶的钱... 很讨人厌
2012, 要开始供车了...
刚刚下午才给爸爸那笔钱...
我说最近我没空需要爸爸去缴钱...
haiz...
我需要工作了... 没钱了...
刚才要还钱也没有剩多少...
钱包里只有RM4 =(
救命啊...
抽屉没钱了...
衣橱一件新衣都没有...
鞋子也没买新的ko...
haiz...
惨了,下几个月怎么办?
新年去打工?
我看是时候去兼职了吧?
银行储蓄要留下来缴车期... 每个月RM380... 天啊!!

有人可以养我吗?

我缺钱+欠债.... 救命ar.... =(

past and present tense!!







1 down, 5 to go!!

1 paper done!!
5 more coming!!
gambadet!!

Woot, is 31 December

Bonjour!!
a silent wake from my bed, because there is no other people in the house!!
damn hungry, I think i wake because I am hungry.
looking for food, only biscuit in the house! OMG! I dunwan, can?
can I have any HOT drinks?? damn needed,stomach is asking on it!
no choice, I need to go boil water first!
oh gosh, the 3 in 1 milo here is expired!! S***, recently damn bad luck!!
luckily, my laptop is recover, recover by my buddy!! a buddy lend me laptop when my lappie sick!!
Thanks her very much!! 
yesterday was damn busy with drive a car i not familiar, talk english for whole day!! woot... 
Really thanks my fren help me a lot when i in this predicament!!
wake up d, hungry die me!! still feel a bit sleepy... >.< lack of sleep yesterday and the day before yesterday!!


woot, today is 31st December?!
should i went out for a countdown?
or just a simple hang out for FUN?
emm... morning is going out, back to Uni...
emm.. how about noon and nite??
any date?
emm... i am lazy to date other...
plan to go watch Sunrise!!
but not pple accompany, some more my sickness body is not allow me to go!!
recently always fall sick!!
just now feel damn cool when i am going to sleep and i guess i had fever too... 
is too bad i dunhv panadol beside me,
thinking to go out buy, but i am very very tired already!!


after a sleep, is much more better...


emmm... just now a had a belated Xmas gift!! awesome!! that is a perfume!!
and had extra gift, yeah!! a box of chocolate, a MP3 player and a little cute perfume!! NICE


my Aunt is so nice, love them!! bring them around today!!
due to aunt dunwan go those temple place..
so bring them to butterfly farm, botanical garden, toy museum, strait quay and eat around!!
btw, 1st time go toy museum... emm... not very like it!! >.<
drive them back to my another aunt house, Kedah!! woot..
drive a long distance!! really tired when i going back!!


a day, 30th December, is over!! 


P/S: Last day of 2011, hope can spend the last hours and first hours with you! even just a silent nite!!

承诺

承诺,
不可以轻易的流泪,
不可以轻易的伤心,

雯茹,加油!
你可以的!!

28.12.2011 开始,只有笑,没有泪...!!

wulalala....
计划如何去倒数2012,即使是一个人在家,但还是约人出去啦...
要去看烟火,好像很久没看了...

上次的流星雨没看应该不会走"shui " 料啦... 流星雨=扫把星?!

雯茹,是时候长大了!!
不能做小孩子,但蛮希望我是你眼中的小女孩... =)

去打 game... 呆在 Facebook 会害死人... emo + take time!!
Game time!!

untitled!!

真爱经的起磨练!!

xmas gift

2011, is the year is gain most many xmas gift!!
gift from relative...
gift exchange in dance group...
gift give by papa...
souvenir gave by relative...

for sure...
i have brought one xmas gift for myself 2day!!
why all ppl post their receive xmas gift one and all couple couple one!!!
so jealous!!
why in 24th or 25th December i din receive any xmas gift one???

at the end, to make myself happy, go buy a gift for myself!!
at 25th nite buy a mask at online, a GOLD CACAO Chocolate mask!!
cost me RM78.. woot!! high price!!

and it sent to my home 2day!! so happy when mummy pass the post to me!!

at least, i receive a xmas gift, although not 25th anymore!!

smile and study!!

26.12.2011

bad day...
whole afternoon gone!!
handphone getting gone....
but if gone.. i cn change phone lolz...
nononono.. i have many important things inside...
luckily, a gud guy.. i call back the phone.. he return me!!
so glad i meet gud guy!!

whole noon do nothing.. just "pengsan"
no ppl know!! so sad!!
cnt get call for help pun!!
feel so sad, when i heard his voice just now!!!
i feel he is far away from me!
everytime i face problem... i need him... but cnt hv it!!
untill mummy call me!!!
mummy say i din pick up call, so come find me!!
at the end she found me!! pick me up!!
wanna bring me go hospital but i dunwan!!
so, go home take sugar!!

mummy not allow me alone at new house anymore!!
mummy not allow me go out alone anymore!!
=(

i want food now!!!
i want sayang sayang!!!

ah lulu...

ah lulu... 看开点lah...

你是有 value 的!!
不要管别人怎样看...!!
gambadet neh...

Merry Merry Christmas... ♥


Feel happy to my junior!!

emmm.. saw my junior married...
really happy to her!! so "xin fu"
she had invite me.. but i cnt attend!!
really feel happy to her!!

Happy Wedding to Denise!!

there is many and many of my fren and junior getting married!!

woo... so XIN FU!!!


when is my turn!! dream 1st lah!!

study finish 1st lah, Ruru!!

平安夜

只愿大家平平安安...
希望会有更幸福的一年...

因为生了小病才会留在家...
这个星期过得有点精神压力...
haiz... 精神和身躯都累坏了...

雯茹,加油!
你不是一个人的!!
















google 一直在变化...
越变越精彩...!!

Winter Solstice

i damn cooling, tired and lonely last might nite...
crazy until 3am sumthing... helpless...
crying nite again!!

i hate helpless feeling....

I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...
I HATE it...

i miss my best best gor gor who always taking care on me!! i miss him!!
when u only comeback?!

i need damn much care and love!!

is me...=P


低落的一天

看着手上的成绩,
看着手上的功课,
看着手上的灯光图,
看着手上的音响,
看着一封一封的 email,
看着庆功的计划,
看着内部的流程,
看着化装和发型的分配表,
我还有好多东西要写argh...

等下11pm, 我想去“拿” 快乐... 我很想去玩玩...

文娱,我都快忘了筹委的事了... hahaha...
妮大姐,ah Ben 和 Mr Money 提起我的记忆... hahaha...
慧勤叫我进节目组,因为有她在...LOL =D

haiz... 赶手上的东西先吧...

低落,因为今天很无助... 很 down 的一天...
去那里都是一个人, 连家里也是一个人...

刚才在 McD, 要去厕所都不能去,因为没有人帮我看着电脑...
结果,待了一下就回家了... =.=

Deficiency LOVE

YES!! i am a person who deficiency of LOVE!!
not much things i dare to tell my family...
not much friends i can totally lend me their ear...
not much ppl knowing my true face!!!

Get a boy friend is a good way to have the care, the love and the support from him!!
I need him a lot, cos he will be only one saw me in lowest place, the worst perform....
i looking on this kind of guy...

i just need care and support at the time, i am going down!!!

very sleepy...
even drive als very blur.... =.=

thinking when i can have my 1st X'mas present leh??!! kakaka...

in relationship... =(

recently...
in relationship with him, SPSS

pek chek-ing














ruru freezing with SPSS at library >.<

好像少了什么

最近,生病,受伤,头爆....
也有一点心理不平衡...
好像少了什么....
一个人的刚才下午在房间沉思了一个小时,
真的我最近少了一种感觉!!!
一种可以让我有伴的感觉...
一种爱的感觉...
好像有一点缺乏爱...

有时候,我找不到理解的人...
失去一个依靠的人...

想起以前的我...
我以前跟现在,基本上面对不同的情况...
现在的我
会慌,会怕,会想被支持,被肯定....

我在很多时候想找人听我的诉苦,我却怕...

不会释放压力的我,最近一直在逃避...
以前的我应该不会逃避...

这个学期,
我做了很多最差的表现...
我明年还会被她们看上眼,还是会不管呢?!

考试要到了...
不要参筹委吧,把功课啦上先...
finance pop quiz 死翘翘
那天的  BM karangan 没眼看...

不要放这么多时间在活动料吧...

从星期日晚上起,我都很渴望有一颗 panadol 在我眼前,每次都忘记去买... 痛到不能睡... =(
刚刚我又受了伤,又黑青料... =(


需要时间平衡我的心灵...
现在真的很不平衡...
我只能回家关在房间里一个人寻找自己的中心点!!!
好想做一些事但不能,我室友有在... 如果她看到后会吓倒...
好想念我的好朋友,我很多东西想要跟她讲...

有一件事也不知道要怎样向他开口,可能他会介意,是否要问他同意还是不同意让我去...
可能他一点都不在意,我和他... 过了再讲吧!!

=( 我可能不是排前三位...

累垮了

一人分身要顾东也要顾西...
我疯了...

牙好痛...
背好痛...

无法入眠... 救命啊!!

功课没有做!
稿没背ko....

arghhh.... ='''(

dec nite

a nite with milk...
i damn request on milk every morning and night...
recently, no mood to eat.. just wish to drink milk!!

一种失败的感觉

最近,觉得自己很失败!!
考试,考不好...
assignment, 赶到要熬很多夜...
presentation, 我自己在这次的 presentation 真的做到很不好...
舞蹈组,我没有很多时间可以去处理...
内部,没教舞也忙到要命...

我快要不能了...

那个 presentation 后我很 down... very very down!!

how stupid am i?!
i did it very bad!! i did wrong estimation!!
i use most of the time for other things..
i ignore this presentation...
i look easy on this presentation...
i am so worst!!

DOWN DOWN!!

this 2 days, nothing can make me smile from my deep heart!!
i always thinking, what other teammate think about me!!
should i go to know it??
or i prove my best on another assignment!!
i really need to work hard and fast on my BRM assignment!!

but i should prepare my BM!!

so many things i need to worry!!!
i very very very very scare!!

i cannot put so many time on dance group anymore!!

i ady skip many class... use up many time for activities ady!!
i need to run with time...

how i can run faster than it??
i need support!!
i need a strong support!!

i am so scare!! the pressure i cnt release...
my dear "FRIEND" please don give me pressure anymore!! can??
i dunno always run always on you to avoid the pressure you give!!
you are the one always let me feel so pressure!!
tis sem,50% of pressure is giving by you!!

ARGHHHH.... pls dun let me hate you!!!

学习

学怎样做人,做事,做朋友,做交谈,做思考... 还有,学习功课...
很累,睡到多还是累...
现在有要倒下的预兆...
还要参活动?
还要忙?
还要准备考试...
还要准备 presentation & 做 assignment....

arghh... 累... 我快平衡不来了!!

11月27日

好累的一个晚上,今天没做到什么,只是写了3个灯光图,好累哦...
还有一个两首歌的灯光图还没写,等下要做料咯...
那个连歌都还没cut  呢... 累
有一点比教舞还累neh...
刚才写第3个时,头脑都 lack 到要爆掉... arghhhh

我的 presentation script 还没写啊...
明天一定要死出来...
幸好星期一没有课不然我很多功课很多还没做arghhhh....

就连 padini sale 都没有时间去,明天最后一天了..
希望可以买到一些衣服啦... pray!!!


others AGREE on me too...

wu...
unexpected, there are someone agree with the pressure i get from HER!!
feel gud!! cos i saw agreeable!!

nice saturday!!
although it is a tired day!!

thanks dear, thanks friends!!

24/25

很累的夜晚,
疼痛的腰;
最近,
好像开始平密的痛。
今晚,
有一点辛苦,
要睡也很难,
所以,
选择赶 assignment 好了,
肚子朝地着 key-in data,
还真累。
没办法,
我已经吃了 2颗止痛药...
不想再吃第三颗...
忍着啦!
等一下会有解决的办法!!

我的影子

影子,只有那一个颜色;没表情,为它加上;这是我的影子,永远它都跟着我;在光线下,它都会在我身边...
影子,形影不离,它不会离开我,我离不开它....
爱你!

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低落... 很累.... 很累....
快撑不住了....

What Can I do??

from my 1 years old until now i only worry on a few things on my family b4!!
1.my dad accident
2.my mum heavy sick
3.my brother accident
4.the things happens now!!

this thing is the 1st time happens on my family!!
and the 1st time i face on this thing!

worry, i very very worry!!
mun pretend nothing... but she act like that i some more worry!!

last nite, go back home study!! see no ppl in the house, thinking mummy going to help daddy!!
but...
when 1am something, i heard 2 motor sounds, 1st one i dunno, 2nd is mum!!
than after that, i saw my dad van is not drove by daddy!!
i starting worry!!
asking mum, she said later she tell me!!
worry some more!!

thinking back the time!!
when this thing happen, i at Gurney Plaza.. but the thing happen is near to me... just outside...
i dunno, i cnt do anything...
many of ppls come tel mummy not to worry so much... after 1 nite should be OK!!
but there are still 1 or 2 ppls said would settle so fast, at least need 2-3 days...
why at this moment, the ppls say like that??

mummy tel me it can settle by a number of money!! call me dun worry!!
i really how to respond to mum, when she said tat!!
i feel that she will more worry than I!!
WHAT can I do???

44 days left...

还有 44 天就是新的一年了...
2012 年,这年的农历新年也很早,差不多大学大考后就是了...
想着,想着,我还没为新年买新衣呢... 要计划一下了!!
要拿定期的钱出来用了... 这个 SEM 花了很多钱料...
haiz.. 如果明天是世界末日,但那些钱都没花,也蛮浪费.. haha
考虑着换手机,应该吗? 但是也应该只能换 samsung galaxy Ace 罢了...
但是,它能耐久吗? 会不会很快就退流行了?
haiz... 再看啦...

44 天不长也不是很短...

wuuu... 文娱筹委也要成立了...
成立到吗?
欣妮有问我要参与吗?
我是有想过一定要参一次的筹委... 但也想表演,希望可以上每次的文娱舞台... =.=
看欣妮有没有参先啦...
也看看谁来担任文娱主席啦...

星期五要去第一次的物理治疗了...
有一点害怕...
但是我不想一直吃止痛药... 不要!!
我也不想再医院过夜了... 一个人在那很孤单啦...
希望快点好,爸妈也不用再花这么多的钱...

很多压力,
很多顾虑,
很多烦恼,
很多想象,
很多担心,
很多害怕,
很多想做的东西,
很多等着我去完成的东西....

最开心的是一起笑的时候... 开心大笑,我最最想时常要的东西!!


push-iest Novemeber

why i say push-iest?? because the pressure is pushing no stop, even it make me feel suffering sometime!
i may be should not put (-iest) it may not the suffer month, but compare to previously, those activity is grab 95% of mine and now activity grab 50% of mine! BUT, the study is needed 100% of mine!!
argh...
this week really make me cannot breath.
The pressure presentation, the teacher so nitpick on every single we show or speak, suddenly is feel my BM is very worst, really feel down on this subject, i need to catch up as fast as i can or even cannot.

Not only that, rushing assignment and the tutorial exercise, on this assignment i really feel very pressure from one of my friend! She really make me crazy sometime, keep on mention those assignment and study she need to do, then me does not free than you at all, OK?
I am busy than you, OK?
sometime i really wanna run away from she, because she keep make me pressure!
even a small stuff of things she still need double, sometime triple confirm!!
the pressure she gave not only making me pressure, the people beside me also get pressure indirectly.
arghh...

the ko-k assignment, from 0 pressure until she make me pressure with it.. she keep on asking why and how... i wanna FISH U ady!! arghhhhh
i DARE to say later u meet me, u sure saying later ko-k writing test donno how liao... I damn DARE she will said!

the SHIT mid-term test result, damn it!! get B only!! not study so detail and sick!
and the attitude of SHE during exam!! FISH it!!

thinking back the presentation assignment and the tutorial she only do the part she get call, somehow she always showing the things she need to do is too many in front of me, than i voice out!! but actually she din not do tat much, because i dislike to see that reaction so i will go do by me!! suffering myself!! stupid WenRu

I damn the pressure by HER!! DAMN it...

in good words, she is too care herself....
in sound bad words, she is selfish...


Beside, the pressure on activity!! the commitment!! i have limited time to handle and even learn dance!!
Next week, mid-term test again!!

2 presentation
1 group assignment
1 individual assignment
1 mid-term test
1 practical test
is OVER

tis week left the ko-k test....

there still many thing waiting on me to complete!! ARGHHHHHHhhhhhhhhh....
Please someone SAVE me!!

11.11.11

i love you, babee!!

silent nitez

is a silent nite here!!
i miss my mummy...
no choice.. i have to stay myself...
hope i can go back 2mr...

10th Nov

u lala...
study and do assignment until 4smth am, nearly 5am..
sleep a while.. and 8am wake by my mun...
calling go check-up on my bone...
miss the 1st appointment.. this is the 2nd time..
spend me whole morning until noon 2smth
back home and change clothes to play badminton at USM..

while waiting report, quite nervous and scare...
the x-ray show that my bone have move a little bit...
he say luckily i alert and come early.. if not, it will be worst...
just the pain make me uncomfortable...
now...
no medicine...
just physiotherapy every 2 week...

gambadet... hope well soon!!

luckily, Dr din mention anything to pay attention...
all things i can eat.. =)


You are apple of my eye

You are apple of my eye is a HOT movie at this moment...
but this story i read it 1 years pass ago...
is a story i cnt forget...
actually my 1st time read tis book is when i study form 5...
a book from my cousin in-law...
so.. tis book i read many time ady...
i started read his book after i read "you are apple of my eye"
but tis name is build up bcos of this movie...
for me, i feel the movie is nice... got the feel in the book..
but i like the detail in the book..
if all the detail can act it out.. tat will be awesome...
i just dislike the environment when i watching the movie..
the ppl sit beside is making noise... feel annoy
even when the movie is going on.. the voice of them still pop-ing up..
dislike it...
haiz... no choice... wait to download the movie and watch it again lah...
*-*


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意外,是你人生的一部分,它要来的时候,你躲也躲不掉...

某拉拉

某拉拉...
update 回好友的事...
好友们要约我出去,但我没空.. full booked 料..
只好一个一个约她们咯...
刚刚跟其中一个好友,也是我的好姐妹...
跟她聊了一阵..
才知道她与他的恋情结束了...
她开始的快,结束也快.....
haiz...
对她的第一次,就这样结束了...
要请她一顿饭料啦...
加油,好友....

stresssss

stress from homework...
stress from assignment...
stress from responsible...
stress from friends...
stress from someone...
stress from parent...
stress to do many things...
an addition = an addition of worry...
an addition of homework dunno = an addition of time to study
an addition chapter dunno = an addition of study
an addition class skip-ed = an addition of stress added
an addition of day coming = an addition of stress added
an addition of word mention of work = an addition of stress added
an addition of bad temper voice out = an addition of stress added
an addition of stress added = an addition of sickness
an addition of stress added = an addition of bad dream happens
an addition of stress added = an addition of tear drop

once days... tears will drop on the guitar...

caring, far and far from me...
stress, near and near to me...
warm, cold and cold to me...
tears, more and more for me...
sweet dream, long and long ago disappear from me...
scare, more and more and more....

i scare it, i cry it.... i lost my smile...
i need caring... i need fun... i need a big hug... a big care...
i need a person who always be me in my world...
i need a MAN!!

低落时

为什么在我最低落的时候,我都是一个人...
为什么
为什么

在我最需要关心的时候,都是孤独的!!

我很不爽!!

白羊的羊儿最讨厌孤单!!

arghhhhhh

心里的谱

我们心里都应该自己有个谱...
应该把眼前应该做的事先做完...
有得必有失...

白羊座的个性,不喜欢解释...改到我解释为了大家明白的自己... 到现在我有开始讨厌解释...
对自己说,有人问才解释...

再对自己说:
眼泪再怎样忍不住,也要忍到最后,不可以再这么容易留下...
即使,没有人懂你的心情,眼泪及难过,眼泪还是要忍着....
尽量找出心里的快乐...
为自己加油,尽管只有你一个人!!
加油,雯茹!!
加油!加油!加油!要加油!一定要加油!!
杨雯茹加油!!!



很想念你的加油........

POPcorn

POPCORN!!
home-made popcorn...
the sweatiest  popcorn i have...
not because it is sweet..
that is because u make it sweet!!
thanks dear!!
i love it...
i miss the popcorn u make yesterday...

i miss it!!
i wish i will eat it again and again!!

Hate that!!

hate the ppl only know to order...
hate the ppl only do speak, work nothing....
hate the ppl only say, but is say useless thing...
hate the ppl only think to easy themself, ignore order...
hate the ppl only do in front, do nothing at the back...
hate the ppl always say many reason form them self...
hate to work wif tis kind of ppl..

be fren, CAN
be fun, CAN
be partner, SORRY
be work, SORRY too

Santorini

Santorini 爱情海
a nite u owe me...
a nite i love it..
a nite be wif you..
a nite i need u...
a nite u care me...

a nice restaurant...
a nice dinner...
a nice time...
be with you!!




双重伤心

痛上加痛...
谁可以明白...?
谁可以救我....?
我要的我得不到....

feel down

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终於你身影 消失在人海尽头 才发现 笑著哭 最痛

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎麼收藏 要怎麼拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛 

what should i do?

tis question is pop-up my mind recently...
i asking myself wat should i do...
which way should i walk...

i really.. more dislike and dislike the situation i m now...
tis tat my problem??
i dun think so..
on another activity... i work very happy but tis.. i not so...
even when i on another activity.. i m work hard to promote tis activity..
i dun think they understand wat i did for tis...

i really not feeling happy from tis...

the words from her i pop-ing up on my mind too...
wat should i do..
i be a free women?!
it is better...
tis semester i face a lot assignment...
i damn crazy..
is tat my ability low??
or.. i not suit to tis??
by the way..
i really dislike the method of management at here...
form wat i knw more..
the more i knw.. the more i dislike..
planing to be free women and sending letter..

btw.. rush my assignment 1st...
damn it... the most complicated society i meet in my current life...

i love to joint it...
i damn to manage it...
although i had manage experience before and now...
the problem is not the problem had to face.. problem is the mind or heart of the ppl and the management style...
thinking a way to make myself happy.. pls some way or suggest to me!!

outside topic...
i think she is dislike me...
i try to get closer to her...
but her firewall really damn high...
dislike bcos myself? or bcos someone??

i wanna enjoy my life...
even working, i dun think the working life is worse than now...
but i wanna colorful my Uni life with smile.. not tis kind...  damn it..

Black Green



爱与不爱

我快疯了...
我可以逃避吗?
我可以拒绝吗?
刚刚真的想行动当她讲出那句话...
我累坏自己了...
我不喜欢这个感觉,这个环境...
我越来越不喜欢...
到底我还爱吗?
爱与不爱...
赶功课赶到疯了...

八字不和


气死我...
我又中 “黑青” 了...
这个宿舍跟我的八字真的很不和...
这个 SEM 开学到现在中了不少...
刚刚又撞到脸... 痛死我...
差点要晕倒, 因为我正要去煮面...
一个人对着电脑吃面.... >.<

再加上刚才Ko-k 我的手意外坳到手指....
=(

痛!痛!痛! 

Brother shooting day

ooo...
my brother, gor gor..
is going to have his convocation on the coming tuesday...
yesterday nite wait my bro until 11.30 pm plusss...
my bro onli reach Penang from KL!!!
woo..
family is decide to take photo with brother....
actually is i suggest to do so...
emm..
take for my bro convo memory..
and
for our family memory too..

there is till a few year for my turn...
emmm... nice shooting... take me around 2 hours for shooting...
XD



Love UU

哈哈!
忙ar 忙....
终于有一点空档去看戏了...
haha...
13.10.2011 星期四
11.45 pm
看一部13/10 刚上映的新戏!!

夏日乐悠悠 Love UU


第一次有包场看电影的感觉...
整部电影开始到结束.. 只有我们..
看整个 hall 没有其他人...
有点怪怪的感觉...
有人还预感这部戏可能不太好看...
哈哈...
这部电影不会很好看,但是蛮感人...
景蛮美...
另我深刻的台词只有一个...
“戴还是不戴”
哈哈...
can say is a nice movie..




Thanks Dear... ^.^


为什么?? 我不想要...
心很痛...
11.10.2011
这一晚我不开心....
哭出来好了....

烦

很多人往往烦是为爱情烦...
但是,我不是...
忙 ar 忙...
你可以讲“我现在没有在学校” or “我有事情忙” 就不用理会 那些琐事吗?
虽然,我理解迎新在干什么,但是,我不是你们的捷径...

你一句:":我很忙!" 就可以不用管.... 那我呢?????
我很累了...
想起前几天... 在做展览排版时,舞蹈组只有3个人来briefing... 一个因为朋友突然 accident 离开,但她帮忙那舞蹈组的展览板来... 另一个,把briefing 大略听完,有事先回... 最后,剩下我一个...
一个人解释什么是舞蹈组给大家听... 一个人排版.... 一个人想办法如何处理舞蹈组展览板的问题... 在我手上没有资源之下东借西借之下解决展览板的问题...
没有颜色纸,幸好展览负责人的帮助... 谢谢Jeada!!
没有 marker pen,到处去借... 谢谢 Yen Theng 还有 编辑组的朋友...
没有钉书机, 也是到处找认识的朋友借...
一个人把舞蹈组的展览板整理好...
看到别的小组的组委们,我感到很无助... 真的很谢谢那些迎新的朋友的帮忙...
也谢谢欣妮的小鼓励...
得到别的小组的鼓励我应该高兴还是伤心??

独自低落,伤心时,为了要把自己的心情调整起来我只能想起别人的称赞和鼓励...
舞蹈组一些老瓜的赞许... 叫我不要放弃舞蹈... “你是有天分的”
这几天,又有听到一些人的赞许...
芷欣 : 我很喜欢看你跳这些流行舞,好像 kpop 这些... 很好看!
欣妮 : 从内部我就被你吸引着,BS 那首个-Jiggy, 就只是注意着你...
丽群 : 很多人都讲你跳舞很美.... 加油ya...

我只能想这些把我的心情挑回来... 告诉自己: 因为我爱跳舞,所以我必须把舞蹈组搞好,其他的算了罢... 见机行事la....

这几天,我有差点要倒下... 忙舞蹈组,忙迎新,差点忽略课业还有 assignment...
这个 SEM sangat sangat heavy...
星期六,真的有倒下了... 到在某人的肩膀...
这个时候,我不能要求他太多...
每次一直想应不应该向他倾诉...毕竟他也在忙... 会烦到他...
但是,我支持不住是就想找他....
其实,我也给他的也不多,给舞蹈组太多了...
要好好分配我自己...

为了要接近新生,宣传迎新,宣传舞蹈组... 我自己都尽力参与所有迎新活动...
尤其,为了舞蹈组... 还去演一小段的戏... 跳很多舞和表演... 累!!
Memory 都 overload 了...

最近,我也忽略朋友了...
朋友约我吃饭,喝茶都没有时间...
校内,校外的朋友,不好意思...

忙完迎新,可以让我把自己退一小步吗??
我要对自己负责任... 把自己的学业搞好...

P/S : 眼睛有红红肿肿了....

今天淋到雨,头一直在微痛... 千万不要在这个时候生病...

在迎新我不算累,总务是我的责任,我的工作...
在舞蹈组我累了,我已经做多过我的本分... 我尽力我的全力了... 你们没空?我都尽我全力顶了... 我能做的就做... 尽管是一个人去做...
在功课,assignment 上,我对不起自己...  assignmentmate sorry!! i will try my best to make my best assignment!!

Fighting WenRu!!

sleep tight!! although havent finish my work and homework... sleep 1st cos later 8.30am i need to wake up ady!!

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我快傻了!
我快疯了!
我快崩溃了!
搬回来宿舍后,都没有时间回家,回家也没有在家过夜就回来...
快累坏了...
自己要更照顾自己... 自己打理自己的大小事...

每晚都在忙,不是练舞就是会议
白天也要忙课业的事,忙总务的事...
差一点都忘了买课本...
与课本好像距离越来越远...
haiz...
还要忙着抢 tutorial, 抢 assignment-mate!! 烦
这个 SEM 真的很 heavy!!

arghh... 我快分不了身了!
谁可以打救我....

oh gosh... 不要忘记第一次例!!! =(

FUN myself

many stuff going to do...
many thing waiting to slove...

later, Sunday, need to go back home again...
cos i forget about ko-k, need to wear long pants.. need to go back take..
haiz... tired..
today, some of ppl say me black jor..
cnt liao.. i need whitening liao..
plan to go shop for my daily use liao.. gonna buy sun block lotion too..
dance dance dance.. every nite dance...
my schedule is damn full!!
meeting, dance, dance, meeting, dance, performance... sot ki liao lah...

just now before i back usm from home..
i get my sample post...
i wondering wat inside tis...
o.. is a perfume sample...
nice smell..
but just a small bottle..
enjoy it...

22 天了

22 天了,
每天都在忙东忙西... 累坏了...
没有真真切切的休息...
寄某人篱下了几天...
身上背负着很重的包袱...
我几时才可以享受我的娱乐...
真的很想快点把这个sem 过完...

忙迎新..
忙迎新营...
忙迎新夜...
忙表演...
忙学业...
忙上课...
忙例常...

如果我的这个sem 的成绩drop out of 3.00 我下个 SEM 会选择退出舞蹈组...
但是,我不可以把我的成绩搞到那么差... 不可以! 不可以!

忙呀忙!!
真的,如果我是第一,我背负的责任会更重...
但是他们讲我现在做的事都是组长应该做的...
argh...
haiz..
把现在眼前的是做好先吧.... =(

我应该 ,可能,
会在一天倒下来... 倒了,很难起来...
不知道,那一天我倒下时,会不会有一个人在后面扶着我...
希望那时你会扶我一把...!!!

colorless

压力,
无形,无色,无味...
但是,它很辛苦... p/s: 有时候
我爱我做的事...
可是, 现在不是很爽... 甚至很不开心... 不想做...
但是,我不能违背我的责任...
希望我会成功达成,有被承认...

雯茹,加油!
你可以的!!

停一下

从9月1号开始,每天都在忙...
不是迎新,就是舞蹈... 课业都忽略了...
今天上了第一堂课!!
接下来的活动,表演,课业... 压力来了...
如果他不是身在其中,他一定不懂我...
很多时候都告诉再累也要挺着...
现在好累啊...!!
无力了...
tata

9 days

9 days past is really fast..
many things done... many things happens too...
really TIRED!!
no other words i can say!!
the day coming, i wil be 'LAGI' tired!!
time past fast..
thing done success!!
after the camp... i lagi believe.. i need to do more things than the 1st ppl!!
hope got ppl can help me!! and someone is supporting me!!
I need YOU...!!

I love Milk Shake

wu YEAH... i had made myLOVE for myself - Milk Shake =)
i LOVE it!!
taste is nearly McD Milk Shake taste!!
i make 2 bottle of Vanilla Milk Shake today!!
1 bottle cn make in 2 cup, if with ice!!

btw, sumone still request me Strawberry favour..
try to do next time for u lolz.. bluckk...

save money!! make myself!! and fulfill my wish on the spot!! hahah


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